What a week

Hey.So you guys must wanna know why Z hasnt blogged in a while.Well the reson is coz this week hasnt being the best week for her at the moment and the same for Mark but for me its the worst coz i had to read through all of Zs pages of what she wants written down and then i had to shourten it oh and its me Jesse typing FYI and also the reason Z isnt writing this blog is coz she wont come out of her room and nothing can go in so she is on a hunger stirk but good thing there is a bathroom in there but im pretty shore you wanna hear the story for yourself so her it is from Zs side

We where is the car driving as far away from Christphors house as possible and i was in tears.
"Z,are you ok?"Asked Mark in a voice that would have made my heart stop if i had a heart left over after what just happened.
"Im. . . .im ok"I said and i didnt reconis my voice it was so rough
"Ok we are going to stay in a hotel and we are going to try all we can to get home"Said Jesse bring back a thought out of the blue ive wanted to ask
"Shouldnt i see a docter?"I asked in that same weird voice
"Huh?"Was all Mark said and i couldent help a smile cross my face he was soo cute it was almost scary
"You know like a check up for the baby or dont vamps do that kind of thing?"I asked and then i thought i was being stupid coz one,Mark could read my mind and could have just told me that i was insane and tow,i was insane
"You arnt insane Zack"He said and i could her the smile in his voice"And yes you do need to go to a docter and i forgot all about that so we will do that as soon as possible which would probly be tomrow"He said and then we turned onto a high way
"Ok"Was all i said and then i slowly feel asleep

"Zack. . . . Zack are you awake?"I was just concious enough to hear this voice and i knew right away who it was
"Huh"I said for i had just woken up"Ya im awake why"I said after a yawn
"Welll your phone is ringing and i dont wanna pick it up right know coz im kinda trying to sleep"Said Jesse and then i heard her lie down on her bed and then i heard her snoring.Man that girl can go to sleep on her will.And then i heard my phone but i also saw that i was still dark outside so then i looked at the time.WHAT THE HELL!!!It was 4 in the morning i could still sleep!But i just answerd it since i was awake
"Hello"I said into my phone
"Zack. . .Zack is that you?"Asked a voice that i reconised imediatly so thats why i said these next few words
"Go to hell Christopher"I said and then i was about to hang up when he began to speak emiadiatly
"Ohhh thanx for the answer and thats not to nice of you Zack"He said and he actuly sounded mad.Who would have thought he could get all uptight when he is talking to a girl he cheated on
"OH so now i gotta be nice to you hey?well then let me say this,Christopher you broke my heart with a random staranger and just called me at 4 for in the morning so you better tell me why you called or else im going to hang up and buy a new phone"I said and i realised i was hissing these instructions.Wow!I realy sounded scary. . .cool
"Ok ok.Man you are sooo rude"He said in a tone that would have made me laugh but right know what i did was much more aproprait
"ohhh ok im rude and you are a asshat.Goodbye Chris have a nice life with your girlfriend oh and tell her i said screw her and all her friend"And with that i hung up and i threw my phone and the window which i didnt hit insted someone caught it
"Z i think you might wanna keep this you know?"Said a familiar voice and then he turned the light on and i saw his face
"Well i dont want him to call me back"I said and got out of bed to see that i was wearing a pear of boxers and a shirt i didnt reconis
"Well you will need this so you can call your dad or mabey even your mom"He said and then i saw a smile spread across his face
"Wait why would i call my mom i dont even know her number?"I said and then i asked another quetion that actuly might get an answer
"You know where she is dont you?"I said (ok so its not realy a question)
"Yes i do and we are going to go meet her just you and me"And he must have seen my face"Jesse knows we are going dont worry and we are going to go to her and ask her why my dad realy hates her'He said and then he got up and i think i blacked out for like 1 minute coz he was just sooooooo hot
"Thanx i apresiat it"He said with a smile and then grabed a shirt to up over his bear chest
"HEY!Stop reading my mind!And its true you are soooo hot!"I said and then began to look for my clothes
"Well im nothing nexto you so put your clothes on,they are in the corner and then we will go"He said and then he was openeing the door and somehow i moved soooo fast that i was dressed before he even opened the door fully
"Wow"Was all i said

Sorry i gotta go I think that Z is comin out of her room and i realy need to make shore she is ok so ill carry on as soon as possible BYE:)

Jesse

hey sorry there i ended at a bad place but thats not my fault Justin wuldent take me to the library unless i came at that minute but it turned out the library was closed coz of some reson i didnt catch so im just going to carry on from where i started cool?

"Wait they are half brothers . .thats soooo weird"I said thinking that they looked soo similar yet they have diffrent mothers
"See the reson that we cant have 2 children oor more is the woman struggle to carry the child and if they do live through it they are very weak,but mabey your brother is also half your brother?"He asked
"No Zackery is my full brother and i know my mom wasnt weak or anything when she had me coz i have this picture of her 2 months after i was born and she looked perfect i said and that i went into my handbag and pulled out a picture of me and Zac when we were still like little kids and when he still had glasses(hehe he looked soo funny)and i showed it to Mark"See this is me(i point to me in the pic)and this is Zackery(i piont to zac in the picture)"
"Oh well come here and lets look through here so whats her name?"He asked as he opend the book to a page it became three de and that was soooo cool
"Ummm her name was Jenny Goldmant"I said as i rememberd my dad saying her name was Jenny.In a few minutes a picture of a woman who looked just like the picutre i have in my old house
"OMG!!!!!"He said and then he jumped up and dropped the book on the floor
"WHAT!what is it?!"I said then i too jumped up then i fell down and began to feel pain in my stomach where the child was
"Your. . (then he swollowed)your mom is the gratest vampire in my land and and then she married a human and. . and ran off i heard rumars that she had children but i didnt belive it"He said and then began to back away like i was some monster
"My mom was a vampire"I said and i could feel the tears on my cheeks"That means she did care about me"I said and then i looked at Mark who was on the other side of the room
"Whats wrong?"I asked he seemed to be frightened but why
"You cant be here you you have to go"He said and he sounded realy afraid
"Why do i have to go what did i do?"I said and by that time i had stopped crying but know they came back.
"Because my dad hates your family coz your mom is more powerful,if he finds out your a Goldmant he will ring your neck"He said and then he began to open the door and a figur was standing there and i reconised him in one of the many pictures my mom had in her diary that i read at one point in time
"I will not hurt this girl Markes was gave you that idea?"His father said and i also reconised that voice from somewhere but it was a realy vage memory
"Dad umm Zack was just leaving"Mark said and the jokester i knew was gone now he just sounded scared
"Oh but Markest i have not even spoken to Alexander yet"He said and then it hit me he was one of my moms friends that came by the house one afternoon when i was a kid and i have always rememberd him
"My name is not Alexander"I said and deep down i knew that it was even though i never realy heard anyone say it
"Oh but child it is I even have your birthcertificat and on the top it says Alexander Goldmant so your name must be Alexander"He said and then somehow he was right infront of me and was holding me in the air by the neck
"Listen to me Alexander i know who you are and im going to do the one thing ive being wanting to do my whole life and that was to kill Jeenys child for she killed one of mine"And then he began to push harder on my windpip and then i felt nothing on my neck and i just fell to the floor and all there was,was darknest
"Zack,Zack are you awake"This was the first voice i heard while i was in the darkness and i could place the name easily
Mark
Then i began to open my eyes and saw i was back at the apartment and i was lieing on my bed with Mark at my left and Jesse at my right
"Zack. . Zack!!Your ok oh thank the heavens"Jesse said and with that she pulled me into a hug bear hug
"Jesse. . cant. . .breath"I said imbetween gaspes for air,man Jesse was stron
"Oh sorry i forgot you arnt used to the strength yet"She said then laid me down on the bed
"Hey there Z,how are you felling?"He asked
he called me Z
"Im ok"I said even though i wasnt coz my heart seemed to be raseing at 12km a second.Man Mark was cut.And then he smiled
"Oh damn it i forgot"I said and i had forgot that he could read my mind
"Hey where is Chris'I asked and began to get up
"Oh he is talking to Bianca"Said Jesse
"Whos Biance?"I asked coz i had never heard that name on a vamp
"Oh she is going to stay here for a while coz she has no place to stay"Said Mark and he seemed a bit bored with the topic
"Ok well im going to go say im fine to him and meet Bianca"And then i got off the bed and started walking to the dorr.I was almost out my room when i realized that Mark and Jesse where following me
"Guys im going to fo to him alone if you dont mind'And without waiting for a warning i walked out the door and began to walk to Chrises room.I wasnt paying atention to the voices in his room or the way they sounded so i just opened the door and i saw the one thing i never wanted to see in my life.
Chris and a girl that i guessed was Bianca were making out!the one thing i wanted to do was run down the hall and out the door but i didnt coz i couldent i just couldnt and i guess Bianca senced i was there coz she turned around and was looking at me with courosity on her face
"Umm hi sorry for that"She said with a little smile"Im Bianca"She said and stuck out her hand for me to shake but i couldent move not one bit so then she lowerd her hand and began to talk again
"Hey arnt you the vampire who is the daughter of Jenny you are soo cool and oh ya you are also the one who is pregnant i never did get the fathers name what is it'She asked then it made sence she didnt know that Chris and i where together she probly didnt know he was even the father so i just told her the truth
"Hi umm ya im Jennys daughter but i do have a name and my name is Zack"I said and i was qit happy to hear that i sounded mean and pissed off
"Sorry i didnt mean to make you angry"She said and then held Chrises hand but i didnt see what his face looked like coz i wouldnt,couldnt look at him
"Oh dont worry it not your fault but you did want to know who the father is right?"I said int he same voice
"Yes i would love to know"She said the she broghtend up a bit
'Your holding the fathers hand"I said and then just like that she looked at her hand and then let go and the light that was on went right off
"Oh oh i sooo sorry im-"Bit i didnt hear the rest of her apolagie coz i had turned around and i began to walk away from the room
"Zack!Zack let me explain"I heard Chris cry out but i dint turn around not while i was crying but i was glad Mark could read my mind and that Jesse was my BFF coz they knew the second i walked in what was wrong
"Oh Zack"She said and then i realy began to cry and then both of their arms where around me
"Its going to be alright"Was all Mark said and i was glad coz i knew he knew i was in no mood to be told anything else and then then retard walked in
"Zack Im soo sorry"Said Chris but before i could say anything Mark was up and talking
"What the hell is wrong with you your girlfriend sorry no EX-girlfriend just got out of a coma and she is pregnant so imagine how that is and the fist thing she does is look for you and finds you kissing a girl you hardly even know!"And at the end Mark was basicly screaming at Chris
"This is none of your busness Markes"Was all Chris said
"Too hell it is!I am the one who knows she would rather have burned to death than see you do what you just did!"And it was true i would have rother jumped into a fire than see what just happened
"Well get out-"But he couldnt finish coz i cut in and know i was standing up
"No he is actuly right Chris i would have rother being burned alive than see that but what makes it worse is the fact i had to lose my life every thing for you and you do that i have made my family think im dead just for you and what do i get back you kissing a random stranger in you bedroom while im here!"I screamed at him and he actuly flinched away from me
"Ok fine that wsnt fair for you to see but i cant have all this havock i peferd it when you where still human or at least when we thought you where humsn i just ccant handle it Zack i cant!"He said but like that was even a point it was all his fault i was in this mess in the first place
"You know what!Its all your fault im in this mess you selfish pig i didnt want this ether you know but i still cared for you!I didnt do anything bad to you at all!"And then i threw my self at him and i actuly knocked him off the ground and began to hit him.After a while Mark pulled me off Chris and i just went into his arms and cryed my eyes oou
"GO NOW!"was the last thing i heard Jesse say before i was in her arm and then i walked to the car with Mark and Jesse and Justin(I know i was shocked but i couldent say or do anything for i was just broken and hollow inside.And there was Chris at the front door while we left and i didnt see anything in his eyes but well sorrow

The day of the meeting

Ok im going to tell you about this meeting but if i stop its coz i gotta go someplace coz i gotta do some reasearch in that lebrary in the place where the meeting was held but let me get started so you know what the hell im talking about we will start where. . . where we are in the car on our way to the meeting.

We where driving on a very old and used road on the side of someplace that i cant tell you about coz I was sworn not to tell.But this place was beatiful and you wont belive the plants and the wild life i know it must have being somthing that the vampires did coz i have never in my life seen this place before in my life and i think i have seen this road but who knows.The plants where so green and lushes that i had to look realy hard to find the little butterflies and other animals living on the leaves but these animals didnt look like normal caterpillars and butterflies they where more alert and seemed to be watching me but there where many more animals like a lion lieing nexto a young bokke and they seemed to be talking and the field was coverd in beatiful red,green and lime green tulips and when i say coverd i mean coverd i could berly see the ground under it and then there where the trees and there where fairies in these trees(I know it sounds like im lieing but i swear im not there where fairies)and they looked like children so Chris called them the fay children.But as we got farther into the field i saw houses and more people come out no sorry not people but(Chris sayd they are called this)magical beings and they where magical in every way there where more vampires of course but there where werewolfs and these people that i reconized from a book i read and they are called Shadowhunters and it was just sooooo beautiful too see.And then as if from nowhere a place. . yes i said place was infront of me and it was perfect!Like the ones you see in your books with all that stuf about princesses and such but this was real and we where going its way
"What is that?"I asked in amazment
"Its the palace where Mark lives you know the dude who gaves us the letter"Chris said in a matter-of-fact voice
"But you said he was like the president!"I said coz i realy didnt wanna speak to a price while im in jeans and my stomach the size of a soccerball
"Well its the first thing that came into my mind to describe him and dont worry he isnt knig he is the prince soo far untill his father passes away"He said as we started driving up the road to the palace
"I feel soo underessed"I crumbeld as i thought standing there infront of a prince in my BAFANA-BAFANA shirt and my jeans with holes all over them
"Dont worry the price is actuly a new vamp so he still doeant care about much all this vamp stuff, its just his father that was the sorry that is the king so he was brought up this way"
"Wait how long has Mark being a vamp?"I asked for i actuly was curiose mabey this guy realy didnt worry about if a girl was in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt
"Ummm I belive he has being a full vamp for about 2 months soo he is still very young"He said and then we where at the palace and there at the gate was a guy who was. . .was the cutest boys i have ever seen.He had green eyes that where smiling at me and he had a smile like a million where put together just to make a quater of his smile and then he had a body that have made models beg on there hands and knees just to touch it
"And speaking of the devil there he is Price Markes the 1st "He said and the we stopped the car and like 2 seconds later before i had even taken off my seat belt there he was the prince opening the door for me for ME
"Ummm . . . uh. . th. . thanx"I said and i heard that i was stuttering which i hadent done sice i was 6 years old
"Hey dude quiet stuttering im not gonna bite you"And then he smiled and i was glad that i was still half in the car or i might have fallen over
"Hey sorry im just not used to people opening doors for me expecale when they are i dont know princes"And i was rewarded with a smile and he got one back
"Well im glad that you think im special but dont worry about calling me sir and that just call me Mark"And then he stuck out his hand i toke it and said
"Hi im Zack just Zack no sername i guess anymore"I said and looked down i realy did miss my dad and bro it felt weird thinking about them when they thought i was dead.
"They think your dead right coz your a vamp"And then i looked up and i saw a smile that was apolijizing
"Well im not realy a vamp im actuly a human thats on the run with my boyfriend and his brother and my dead un-dead BFF"And i was won with a confused look
"But if you were a mere human you wouldent be able to first hold a vamp child and secong get into this palace coz there is a shield where only vamps can get into here"And then it was my turn to look confused so i lokked away and i saw we where alone
"They had to go inside coz my dad wants to talk to them while i talk to you about not knowing about the vamp world"And then i looked back at him and responded to his earlier statment
"But wait how do you know im holding a vamp kid"I said and then i got a smile from him that said that he wanted to go inside to talk
"Come on lets go inside"Then he took my hand and run well more like ran at the speed of lightning and then we where in a roon that looked like a room that was a living room but more homey coz there where magazines of bands that i like and a X-box and also some clothes all over the room.Mark must have noticed me staring coz he began to speak
"Oh man sorry i thought the maid had come in to clean up sorry im not big inot keeping my room clean"He said as he began to pick up his clothes
"Hey dude dont worry you should see my room back ho. . . "I said then sat down on the couch and i felt him sit down nexto me
"Hey its ok "He said as he began to rub my back"My mom died when i was little im shore they will know that your alive thats what happened when i ran away"He said with a smile in his voice
"I dont know my mom she ran off when i was a baby and well i dont think they . . .they will know"I said and then began to cry i dint realize that he was hugging me until i stopped crying
"Im ok sorry i know that was stupid"I said and then smilled while i was whipping away the tears .
"Hey that wasnt stupid i cryed every night till i was like 12 coz i missed my mom and dont worry about srying infront of me im not all big and bad ok mabey a little bad if you say bad is when you blow up your maids old car but im just saying"He said and then a unexpected laugh left my lips and then i had to ask a question
"Umm i just wanted to know ummm how did you know i was pregnant"I asked as i looked down at my shoes coz it was kinnda embareasing
"Hey dont be embaresed"And then it was soo abveis to me that if it was a snake it would have bitten me
"Aaaaah crap you can read my mind cant you"
"Ya sorry i cant help it and thanx for thinking im cute coz i soo am"He said as he began to walk to his book shelf
"Na its nots soo bad Chrises mom can read minds to so i guess im used to it"I said and then i saw him take out a book
"Hey whats up eith that family tree book?"I asked
"Ohh i think im gonna find out why you are also a vamp but dont kow about it"he said then sat down
"Ok so i need to know your moms name and how old she was when she had you"he said and then i answered with somthing else
"Well dont you mean Zackery?"I said coz i knew that my bro was there when she left i was only like 3 months
"Who is Zackery?And i need the name"He said sounding a little impatint
"Zackery is my older brother he was there when she left"I said coz its kinnda obvias
"Wait hold on 2 children thats odd for a vampire we usaly have only1"He said and then he went into his book and went to look at some other pages
"Umm well my broother is defenetly my brother and well Chris has a brother"I said
"Yes well Justin is his brother but he is only his half brother for they have diffrent mothers"He said sounding like he thought i was a bit crazy

Im realy sorry Justin just got back with the car and we are going ill tell you more in a bit

The meeting

"No!You are not coming with us!"Said Chris in his voice that is meant to shut me up but of course i didnt and i just keept on talking(i dont like being bossed around thats not my fault)
"Yes i am"I said in a much more controled voice even though i wanted to ripe of his head he is being so unfare to me"I am the reson that they are holding that damn meeting and i intend to go to it no matter what you say i dont care if you dont want a dead wait"I said in a firm voice that was ment to make him let me go but all he did was smil
"You have no idea how much i love you when you are so persistent"He said trying to destract me but im not falling for it this time
"Stop trying to destract me Chris!I am going to that meeting"And with that i lost my temper and well began to yell

Ok so you probly wanna know why we are fighting.Well the reson is that metting we where invited to remember ,well they have being told that i am pregnant,even though we dont know who told them,so they wanna also talk about that (i think they are going to take it away from me but they will have to go through me first)and also what they are going to do about me in general for im not ment to know about the vamp world but here i am and i know.But i guess he also doesnt want me to go is this prgnancy goes damn fast im like not even a week in a well i already have a bump.

"Please,Zack,please just stay here inside"He said and oh ya i forgat to say we brought a apartment where we can all live coz apparently i cant go home coz my family thinks im dead.
"No.Please this is not fair im the one who has to go through this ,my family thinks im dead and i cant ever see them again and well i just realy wanna be there with you"I said and sat down a couch in the corner of this beatiful apartment,amagent las vagas hotel rooms this was like that but better.
"No"He said but he was hesatating whitch i took for a chance to go on.
"Please Chris i wont be a dead weight at all and ill try hard to not bug you.Please"I said and then i saw that in his eyes he lost his will to fight.
"Fine"He said and a smile lite my face all up"And you are the most dangrouse mirical in this world"He said but then i stopped.
"Merical?What do you mean by that"
"Well,Zack a human is not ment to be able to have a vampire child unless they are some how realated to a vampire but are more vampire than human where as some people are more human than vampire"He said and then a little smile tugged at his lips
"Oh great im the senter of every damn thig"And with that i curled into his arms and fell asleep which was to be expected sence i was having a baby duh

Well that how i convinced Chris to take me to the meeting ill tell you about the meeting as soon as i can and trust me you wont like it one little bit

My day just gets better and better. . .NOT

So guess what?Im pregnant whoop-tee-doo NOT man i did not plan this at all and im qiate sick of being the dead wheight uuuggh!!Well you probly wanna know why i know im pregnant and how Brazil is and what we are goin to do about that letter so im goin to start from were i left off so you are on track.

As I was lying on the mattreses(its ment to be me and Chrsies bed well mostly mine coz Chris doesnt realy need to sleep)well actuly more like sleeping when i heard voices and that woke me up instently coz when you are running for your life you wanna be on guard so i woke up but didnt open my eyes and this is what i heard.
"So little brother what are we going to do about that letter?"And i instently knew that was Justin for he sounded like a greedy little pig
'I told you once before that i dont know and i dont wanna put Zack in danger incase somthing goes wrong"And that was of course Chris so that must mean they where talking about me which i was pissed about coz it was behind my back (Well kind of since i was right there but they thought i was asleep)
"Oh come on just leave her here im sick of her anyway"When Justin said this i almost got up and hit him roght in the nose so that he could get lost.
"NO!!You know i love her and i know you feel the same way and even though i should kill you for that im not going to"And then i heard Chris walking towards the matters to sit on the matters.
"Babe its time to wake up Jesse is back and there is some food to eat so some on"He said this in a whisper so that i was the only one who heard it.So then i 'woke up' and streched out coz i felt realy stiff in my right leg
"Mornin sleepy head how you feelin?"He said as i heard Justin move away so that he couldent hear us speak.
"Hi,i have felt better where is Jesse?" And as i said it i heard Jesse come into the room.
"Mornin sleepy how you and come on i got somthin for you"And then i was being pulled up by Jesse,who by the way wa like 100 times stronger than before.And then Chris went outside for some reson.
"What have you got for me?!"I said trying yet falling not to jump up and down with delight.
"Come on and ill show you and dont tell the boys ok"She said as she went to the shopping bag she had.
"OK!'I said then held out my hands then she put two things in my hand
1)A pregnancy test
2)A braclet that looked alot like the pne she was wearing around her rist
"Ummm. . . What is this?"I asked as i sat down on a old brown plastic chair we found outside the basment.
"Well since you where felling soo bad i thought mabey you might be pregnant so i brought that and the braclete is somthing i got in Paris a few months back and it looks just like mine"And then while she was showing me her braclet i was looking at the box with the pregnancy test thingie in it.
"All right lets get this over with but you must stay outside the bathroom so i can prove that im not preganat'I said and she nodded and we walked outside and to the publice bathroon(PUBLIC eeewww!)just by the basment and i went inside and a few minutes later if you where in about at least hearing aid of the bathroom you would have heard me scream.
"What!What is it Zack?"Jesse said as she began to open the door to the bathroon.
"Shit!Damn it jesse im pregnant"And then i fell onto the toilet and began to cry and not coz i was sad but coz i was happy

Sorry guys i gotta go coz im puking my guts out and it dont look to pretty night

The only bad thing to come out of this sorry did i say only i mean the biggest

Here we go again

Hey so im not going to tell you about the plane ride coz i was asleep the whole way that swhy i didnt know we were in Brazil but ill tell you what we did today.

'What is this?"I said at the door on my way to the lttle shop down the road to buy some bread.
"Let me see"Said Chris and with that he took it out of my hand soo carefuly that i would have thought it was impossible
"Its a letter from the president of the white house"Said Justin and then he took it and read it out loud:

Dear Christopher,Justin and Zack Clearwater.
We are inviting you to attend a formal dinner in the white house(for vampires)to show that you are not being followed.The dinner will be on the 31 of may 2010.Pease dress apropriatly.
From the president of America Mark lamberger

"Wow!"I said and then i remembered that Jesse was still sleeping.Then i whispered instead.
"Why did they send a letter to use and who the heck is Mark whats his name I thought the president was Baroko bama"I said and i was surprised at who answered.
"Well Mark is the president of the vampire country part so thats why you have never heard of him.And second he is trying to trick us into his trap so he can kill you and the rest of us"And then to finish off her little speech Jesse yawned so big i thought i could shove a whole watermelon into her mouth.
"Morni-"And then before i could finish i had to run out side and threw up all the food i just had and then i felt een worst even thought Chris was there rubbing my back.
"Are you Ok?"Said 3 voices at once but i answerd Jesse coz she hadent seen me do this yet.
'Ya im fine im just a bit sick"I said then shrugged it off like it was a dirty jacket.
"Wait how long has this being like this?"Asked Jesse and she looked a bit worried.
"I dont know like a few weeks why?"I said and then it happened again and when i got up from my knees Chris put his arm around me and took me inside.
"Come on,lets get you inside and Jesse can go and get the food ok?"Said Chris why to soft so it was only for my ears
"Ok"I said and i couldent reconise my own voice thats how bad i was.
"Jessica can you go and get the bread please"Chris said and i didnt even have to turn around coz i heard her leave and was gone in a second.

Now im in bed and i fell like i have being run over by a car and Jesse is still not back yet but its only being like 5 minutes so of course im over riacting so im goin to go to bed now and ill tell you more when im on my feet and im not losing all my breakfast

On we goooo!

Sorry im back!

"Run, Zack,Run!"Screamed Chris as he began to take out his gun(wait gun he has a gun!)And as i ran i heard the voice and come to an absalot stop.
"Oooh christopher have you got another human for lunch i thought you where above eating from humans"Said the voice and here voice didnt sound to bad it actuly sounded like on of those models who was trying to get lucky,all foggy and removed from the space around her,but this woman actuly pulled it off.
"Jessica is-is that you?"And funny anough this was said by Justin who sounded rother shaky.
"Of course its me Justin,what did you expect a head vamp or somthin?"And now to my ears at least she sounded like a teenager who thought there BFF was a complete retard.
"Well then hi Jess how you and NO we are not eating Zack"And then the lights came on in the basment and i saw this beautiful girl who had long blond hair than sweept all the way to her knees and a face like an angel but she looked realy familiar and i did also to her.
"Zack wait is that Zack Loubser you have there"And then with that i knew who it was .
"Jesse Molgrim OMG!What are you doing here i thought you where dead!"Isaid and then ran to her and gave her a hug in which she reterned even though it felt like hugging a rock.
"I...I became a vamp so i had to disappear a few years back and then i meet christopher and well we became friends but before i tell you more what the hell are you doing here?"Said jessica and then she let me go and began to walk to the little bed me and Chris share.
"Im here-"And thenn i was cut off bt Chris who sounded like he was watching a snake play with a dog.
"You know each other.How?"
"Well thats easy to explain we were BFFs for like our whole lives but then i realised i was going to be a vamp so i had to lie and tell my mom to say i dies'And then she looked at me and i saw the tears in her eyes
"Im so sorry that i hurt you like that Z i realy wanted to tell you but im not aloud to and well when you where at my funeral i saw you and you looked like a truck had run over you"And on the last word she was cought on a sob.
"I never knew Jessica cried"Said Justin under his breath but i was to busy looking at Jesse to say anything.
"So you didnt kill yourself on the bridge and you. . . you where still alive'And then i began to cry which is odd coz i hate to let people see me cry but it was the same with Jesse.
"Ok enough with the river of tear we need to know how you got here Jessica"Said Justin in a voice that sounded almost bored
"Screw you Justin"Me and Jesse said at the same time and i realy couldent help but laugh at that coz since we where kidsme and Jesse had basicly the same minds and it drove everyone around us nuts
"Ok fine if you wana know so bad i found you coz i could smell you and let me tell you somthin smells nasty in here"Said Jesse
"That would be me i havent showered in like 4 days"I said and then smalled my armpits and i almost passed out on the spot.
"WHAT!Why havent you showerd this is sooo not like you,Z"She said and i knew she was realy shock.When we where kids i would never not shower before we went to bed coz i felt dirty then.
"Ya i know but ill tell you later coz we need to catch a plane.

To be continued. . .

On The Run.Again!

WOW!!1That was the scaryest fight i have ever seen.Chris has a broke nose but Justin is the worse and im sooo happy coz he has a actul black eye and he also has a broken arm(too bad they heal fast i would realy enjoy to watch him suffer)and also cont go near me coz Chris wont leave my side ,not that he needs to.But after that happy moment lets hear the bad in this situation im in a nother contenet and i just got a newspaper and im on the cover coz im 'missing' if only they knew.So you probly wanna know why im in wait let me just ask where we are(3 minutes later)you wanna know why im in BRAZIL well let me tell you

"Hey honey"I said this the morning after the fight and came and sat nexto Chris on the bed(bed sorry i mean i bunch of mattereses)
"Hi how are you dion this mornin?"And i know its weird to ask this when he was the one in the fight but for like 2 days Ive being vomiting every morning and feeling like crap.
"Im ok,i guess i did throw up but im still not shore of why im throwing up"
"Well while we are waiting for Justin to get back, come here"And with this he opend up his arms and i climbed in his arms and put my head on his chest.
"Im sorry your hurt"And i said this with meaning i didnt mean for him to get hurt in the fight all i wanted was for Justin to get black eye.
"Its not your folt and im glad you told me and look speaking of the deavle here he is"And i saw his eyes darken just a bit but there still was a smile playing at the ends of his lips.
"Im not the deavil but im so close its scary'Justin said this and then winked at me which was retearnd by a hiss from Chris (MAN vamp guys can get realy jelouse)
"Actuly i would say that you where the deavil all you need are the looks and your set as stone"And with this Chris smiled fully and Justin frowned.
"Bitch"Said Justin under his breath
"Well what did you find out up there?"Asked Chris who was standing up now and was holding out his hand which i used to steady myself
"Well i found out that there are vamps all over and that we better get otta here is we wanna find dad and then try and find a place with no vamps"Said Justin but he sounded realy bored.
"Wait.What about my family are they still safe?"And now i was walking to the door i dont know i could get out (Ive tried like 100 times)but before i could even put my hand on the door handel Chris spoke.
"Zack and your dad will be fine if we are able to get out of here and to a secuare location'And know he went on the laptop im using mow and looked somthin up so fast that if i blinked i would have missed it .
"Brazil"And that all he said and then he grabed my hand and pulled me behind him for someone was coming throgh the door and i couldent see well but it looked like a. . a. . .woman.

Damn I hate guys(execpt chris ,dad and Zack)

Screw Justin and all of Justins friends aaaaahhhhh!!!!!Man i wish Justin wasnt a vamp so i could give that asshat a real black eye!
Sorry im just angry coz on top of all this rubbish(and me smelling like a dead goat )thats going on Justin still cant see that im in love with his BROTHER!!!but aparently he cant see that so that asshole trys to kiss me,MAN that boys got nerve!So of course the first thing i do in a setioation like this is to punch as hard as you can and try not to get hurt but that didnt happen instead i have a broken nuckle and all Justin has his his cute coky smile and a TINY bruise nexto his right eye!Mabey i should try and punch somthin that sint made of rock(not that chris is made of rock he is perfect)and while im on this subject i realy cant wait till chris comes back-to this damn basment-and sees my hand it will be a lovly thing to watch when Justin gets his butt thrown across the floor oooohhh just the thought of it makes me smile.Oh ya i wanna tell you how i got into a basment in who knows where(i say this coz i havent being outside yet)with Justin and Chris while i cant do anything and am probly going to be grounded do here it goes.

Ok this is the short version:
I was fast asleep after what happend at the clearwater's house and was just trying to forget that Justin was a complete asscake when i heard a noise,amd since i had just woken up i thought it was just some silly sound that i thought of so i lay back down but then i heard and saw my window breck!I didnt have time to scream or anything coz i huge guy and when i say huge i mean huge grabed me and ran,and that was the scariest this that ever happened to me so i well kindds past out and found myself here.Chris says that the reson im here is coz we got out of this prison that we where in and and that we where on the run thanx to Justin.
"Chris why the hell am i here and why cant i see anything?"I said in a voice i realy didnt reconise
"Your here coz my dumbass brother told a vamp that you knew so they kidnapped you and tried to kill you and we got to you soon anough and we ran like there was no tomorow and then you started to come around so we stopped here coz i knew you would have a headach"Chris said this like it was just a plain little fact that i should already know.
"Oh well thanx for telling me this when we got here and why where they trying to kill me?"
"They where trying to kill you coz you arnt aloud to know about use as in the vamps"
"I know who they are"I said in a very stubbern voice
"Of course you do but right know you need to rest and be better in the moring so we can go on the run"Chris didnt say this but i knew the moment i heard his voice who it was
"WHY THE HELL DID YOU TELL!!!!I am stuck here where i cant see and where my parents dont know where i am coz you where being so damn stupid!!!!!"
"I dint know this would happen and if i were you i would shut up and quit gettin on my bad side"
"OOOHHH im soo scared to get on your bad side!I dont care if i get on your bad side i just wanna go home to my warm confy bed!"
"Well i guess if you want sleep then ill give it to you'And with that every thing went black(more black than it was)

Chris said that Justin can somehow mack people just go to 'sleep' but im goin coz Chris is back with food(and im soo hungry)and i wanna see how much trouble Justin will get in (hehehe)

lets continue the lovly story

I am stuck in a basment and i dont know how i got here.I think it has to do with chris and his brother but i have a realy big headache but chris found a laptop for me to use so i had to continue my blog about there house before i forget like i did on how i got here.

"Haha,very funny i love you enthosiasme to meet vampires"Chris said as we got out of the car and began to walk to his parent very stylish house,at least from the outside,hand in hand.Ring-ring thats is what the doorbell sounded like very ordanary and plain if only people didnt know.
"Aaahhh hello christopher and my darling,Zack how are you?"Said a woman that i guess was his mom but looked way to young to be parent of children close to adult hood.
"Hi,mom"I had to stiffle a giggle when he said this coz he sounded sooo typical.
"Hi . . . Umm. . "
"Lily clearwater remember me"said Mrs clearwater sorry i mean lily
"Ya I do remember i just thought that your sername was also diffrent."i said this a little shyliy coz i didnt know if i was aloud to say that.
"Dont worrie darling you can say anything you want,and yes we had to change our names but we had to keep our suename."I was utterly confused how did she know what i was thinking?
"Mom can read mind like some of the other vamps but she can also feel emotions"Whisperd chris
"And i can also tell when my son is being rude why dont you come in children"Said Lily
"Ok "i said
There house was buatiful and i realy mean beautful all the ferniture matched and i looked divine but the main colur every where was white.
"The familys of vampires in this country all have white furniture because it doesnt hurt our eyes"Said Lily as if i had just asked a realy simple ordanirey question like"What is your favourite colour" or somthin.
"Have a seat Zack ,and christopher please go get your brother he is up in your old room"Lily seemed to like bossing chris around odd for a parent.
And in a secong flat Chris was back in the room and behind him was the most gorgues guy i have ever seen other than chris but what was odd was they look egzacly the same.
"Zack i would like you to meet my older brother Justin"
"Hi,you two look to same"was all i said how stupid am i its would be better if i said "Hey your brother is super hot.At the corner of my vision i could see that Mrs Clearwaster had just giggled.
"Hi well you know my name and yess we look the same coz we where born on the same day but arnt twins so for vampires that mean it makes us look similar"And when Justin said this i could see the diffrence between themchris was taller and had traighter hair and blue eyes where as Justin was alightly shorter and had wavye hair and green eyes wait where did chrises blue eyes come from?
"Christophers eyes are blue because he hasnt become a full vampire yet so he still has his natural eye colour"I was told this by Lily who clearly was reading my thoughts and when i looked closer i noticed that her stomice was large(and by that i dont mean she is fat coz she looks like she could run right around south africa and not break a sweat)and what i meant was she looked well pregnant.
"Hey umm do you want somthing to drink darling"asked Mrs Clearwater and thought she looked a bit nervous i wonder why.
"Yes please can i have umm some coke. . .If you have"i said while chris came and sat nexto me and put his arm over my shoulder like we where just in the movies.
"Of course we have coke let me just go get it and with that she began to walk ,at human pace,to the kitchen.
"Umm if you dont mind me asking where is your dad?"
Justin was the first to answer"Our father is in Italy making plans for the new bridge being built"And with that he gave me a smile that would melt your soul if you wernt dating his brother who hade a much better and more boy-ish smile.
"Umm thanx for the update do you mind me asking you a question?"I said a little couriouse of somthing.
"Of course you are welcome since you know our secret you might as well have some more to think about"Now i knew why chris didnt want me too meet him i would fall for him but i his voice i heard a mean sarcasitc voice and i didnt like that .
"Ok well first why do you act so mean to me and second stop being mean to chris he told me your secret soooooo what and third how old are you ?"I made my voice sound like i was in grade one and i was asking the teacher how to spell cat.And also to tope it all off i had a smile plasterd on my face.
"Well first it is against the rules to tell a human that kind of information"-when he said human he said it like it was something that was as bad as smelly feet,and he was also yelling-"Second i have every right to be mean to you,you are in my tretory and i can do and say anything i want!"Now that i notuced he was standing up and yelling at me at the top of his voice at me.
"Ok enough!"Said chris and now he was also standing.
"Come on Zack lets go i dont think we should stay in my brothers teratory"And with that i got up and we began walking to the door in the backround i heard Mrs clearwater saying "Where are they going?" and then Justin answered "Dunna and i dont care"He said this with all emotion out of his voice so he sounded like a piece of cardboard

When we were in the car Chris spoke
"Sorry you had to see Justin and me like that this wasnt sapposed to happen"And when he said this he looked truly miserable and i did the only thing i could do i took his hand and reasured him
"Its fine,but i cant belive you though i would fall for him he is sooo fake"I said this trying to make him smile and of course he did
"Ya i guess i was being stupid and we will come back another day ok?"
"Thats fine by me. . .darling"And with that we where fine the whole way to his house.

And now im in a basment and smelling like i havent showerd in days which i havent !Well ill talk to you more tomrow when i dont have a headach and also when i can get Justin away from me long anough to finr chris.Bye

Thia ia what chrisest family is like

Ok so i just got back from chrises house and it was realy . . . .realy. . weird i guess i could say.
Ok well chris came and picked me up at like 8:00 in the morning (early i know)and we went in his car all the way to this weird house(and by weird i mean i have never being to this house)
i guess chris noticed me staring"This is my parents house"
"Your parents house?"i asked in a unstedy voice.Ive know chris my whole life and ive lived here my whole life and i have never in my life seen this house but luckly chris didnt notice this time that i was staring.
"I moved into my own house when i was sick and tired of my brother giving me crap about the girlfriends i had"I noticed i smile tugging at the ends of his lips and couldent help but smile too.
"So this is the grand house in which you lovly parents live,right"I added a playful tone to these words coz i enjoy teezing him sometimes.
"Yup this is where my mom and dad decided to live after they where found out in Italy"
'WHAT?!"
"Im kidding Zack"And now this time there was a full smile on his face and to be honset i was glade he thought i was funny"
Now the car pulled into the drive way that seemed to take forever to get up.
"Come on my young princess"I dont know why he was calling me this but honestly it was ffffiiiinnnneee by me.
"Alright lets go meet the vamps of tomrow"

Lets describe my house!!!yaya

Hey there .
I cant get to sleep no shocker there,so i got on my laptop and started reading the blogs and they liraly suck i havent told you scwat and since i got nothin else on my scedual im goin to tell you some more info on well me and my family.
Ok first my house isnt big actuly its pretty damn small and it in johannesburg,guateng,south africa.Yes the sountry where the world cup is being held and yes its damn erataing having to see all the flags and that all over when you know your team only got in coz we where hosting it .Anyway well our house is small and my dad disided that when me and Zac where kids that we could paint thehouse coz it would all look the same any way,BIG MESTAIC!!!!,our house looks awful and well i have to say bright blue on a house looks like the sky threw up!Well inside its a tiny bite better dad has NO fashion seens so of course we have a couch that is brown with a small box like T.V and a lime green book shelf(what?I like reading)and a carpet that is sooo full of staind that you cant even tell the origenal colour its more like green-ish browny orange,and belive me it looks like i better run through a window,Ok so thats the livng room and i forgot to tell you the walls are. . . are. . .PINK!!!And not hot pink but babey pink and thats torter!!
Ok so now the kitchen.The kitchen is pretty normal,i guess,sort of, well we have counters and a stove and a microwave but our fridge is in the living room weird anough and well the solours arnt somthing you wanna see in a kitchen its green,blue(grows blue to be correct)and yellow so you will understand that its horrible!!
Wait dads comin up the stair i gotta go ill talk to you soon unless i get actulal sleep.NGHT!!!!

Hey life is boring at the moment its half past six and im bored out of my mind and i wanted to say dad is still not talking to me but i have got exiting new!!!Tomorow im goin to meet Chrises whole family(every time i go over no one is there ,weird hey)and im soooo happy coz i can meet his brother and the reson im happy is coz ive never seen him in my life and thats pretty long and also i forogt to say it goin to be my birthday soon so i hope that you celebrat it with me and ill fill you in with the details from the visit but just promise me one thing ,you cant tell anyone about Christopher coz that got bad news ritten all over it and well he could be killed and that bad and also i forgot to say Chris told me some stuff about vamps and tha and it was realy intrising.Did you know if a vamp drinks blood from a human(me )and leaves the human alive(that would be very lovly for the human )they both imprint on each other and yes im talking about the imprints "Twilight'and the "Market"syries.But they also cant break the imprintation its stuck like water in a pool.So try not to let a vamp drink your blood and on that thought vamps can monipolat you to do things,but they dont like it coz it gives them headaches and its not very nice.

Well thats all i can tell you at the moment ill tell you more tomrow and all the detail sooo tata

Im back

Hey there i just got back from chrises house and it was pretty cool.We went out for a while and had K.F.C and i was just perfect.Then after that me an chris went to his house for a while and i sleept there (my dad knew coz it happens all the time and im close to a legal gardien,sort of)and then woke up and stayed there had some food like pancakes and stuff like that(i didnt tell you all the detalis coz thats privet information and well i would rather not tell coz i like people reading my blog and well i dont want them to leave even though no one will read it:/).
So now im at home and i fell like crap coz i didnt get to much sleep but i did try and look good so my dad wouldnt notice but of course he did and i had to explain(when you have only a dad you cant do something coz he doest understand )and then well i got in trouble and had to go to my room and he hasnt talked to me for like 3 hours which is soo irrating.

I have desided that im goin to call chris and ask where he is at the moment so ill talk to you in a few

Hey we are going out.

Hey Chris is back and him and i have desided that we are going out to talk about why he left(more like i decided) but we dont know where to go we have being emailing each other and haveing some trouble with where to go.Here is some emails that we have sent each other:
angelsarealive@gmail.com to schoolismyworstsubject@gmail.com

HEY!!!Babey so i have desided that we are going out and are goin to talk about why you where in italy

schoolismywordtsubject@gmail.com to angelsarealive@gmail.com

Hello.Well if we are going out where are we goin to go?And i know i said HELLO!just get over it

angelsarealive@gmail.com to schoolismyworstsubject@gmail.com

Ok well im in the mood for pizza how about that.Or we can get K.F.C

schoolismyworstsubject@gmail.com to angelsarealive@gmail.com

NOOOOO!!!pizza is not on my menu for about i dont know ever soo ya lets go to K.F.C.If thats where you want to go ?

angelsarealive@gmail.com to schoolismyworstsubject@gmail.com

OK!pick me up in like 1 hour so i can get ready and please bring the car i cant walk so much today
LUV U!!!

Ok so thats all the intresting emails from him to me and vis versa oh and he did say bye to me i just dont wanna put it in.So at the moment im going to go have a shower and put some warm clothes on and try relay hard to get my dad to let me go out tonight

I know where Christopher

Hey i know where chris is oh ya i forgot to say that he called or did i say that he called oohh well.Well i know where he is and well he is ,umm,he is,,HE IS IN ITALY!!!!!I know im sooo going to hit him when he gets home but ohh well did i tell you what happened after he told me he was a vampire well here you go
"You always said i had good memory when we were kids i guess unless no never mind" i said
"I did always tell you that and well what i was goin to say was that when im a full vamp like Justin im goin to have to move to a diffrent country and umm start a new life"he said and i saw through that wall for about a second and could see that he was in pain and was hurt.
"Wait what can i do to stay with you ill do anything please chris please"
"No, i will not let you throw away your life just for me"
"How will i be throwing away my life if i stay with you?"
"You will have to become a vampire like me well better yet i will have to bit you"When he said that he wasnt all cross and everything he was actuly looking kind of vonrable
"I dont think i will be throwing my life away ,im going to go live with you,you are my life ive being with you since we were like 5 but you dont want me around do you"i said this with a little sigh coz i know he is just caring.By this time he was right nexto me so he scoped me upi in his arem and was hugging me in a time that i think it woul take me just to take one step,but i guess its the vamp thing again.
"Of course i want you with me, I got a secret i wanna tell you do u wanna hear"
"Ok i wanna hear"i was pulling out of his hug when i said this coz i wanted to see his face
"Ive always liked you even when we were kids.Remember when you cut your hair so short everyone thought you where attaked by a lawnmowwer"
"How could i ever forget and i didnt cut my hair my dad did before Zack left remember"
"Ya.But that day i knew i liked you with those big brown eyes and that little tear in them "
"Wait didnt you sit with me that day even though it was soo uncool to sit nexto a girl"
'Ya.But also i never realy thought i had a chance with you before you even bothered to i dont know kiss me on the cheak"
"Funny i never thought i had a chance with you since your the popular one and look better and i dont know are the jock and umm have girls follow your every step and that " be but we have one tiny problem"
"What is that problmem"I asked a bit shocked i though all was well"
"Well the problem is that your dad is comin up the stairs now and i gotta go in like a minute so i gotta go"After that he gave me a kiss and helped me to my feet(what a gentelmen)and then we walked past dad and went to the door.
"call me when you can ok"I said in my best little girls voice
"Ok"And after that he kissed me and left and i came up here and gave you all the detalils.Well Chris will be back soon and i gotta go shower (again:)
"Na but i dont like any of them coz your perfect and always will

"Wait don't go please and you still haven't answered my other question do your parents know?"whilst i was saying this i was busy walking to my bed.This was way to much i was just hoping that he was sick or something but i was way way underestimating.
"My parent have known before i was even born"he said with a frown on his face and i knew something was up
"How long have you known?And well how long have you being like this"
"I have known for about 2 years and well Ive being like this since well i was born its genetics and thats a fact for me and Justin both are. . . "After he said those few words it seemed like he said something that he wasnt meant to say so naturally i asked what was wrong
"Wait who is Justin?"
"Well you have only come to my house a few times well a few is more like 2 times so you wouldnt know this but i have a brother and well i have never let you meet him coz. . . "
"Coz why ,why Zac!!!"
"Well first my name isnt Zac its Christopher and well second coz i was scared you would pick him instead of me"
"What youve got to be kidding me i would never pick some one other than you and wait ,your name is Christopher umm why . . why didnt you tell me that,that wasnt your name"
"Coz i wasnt aloud to tell you thats all my mentor said i wasnt aloud to tell you"
"Well at least i know i was right"i said this with my words soaked in sarcasme
'Wait what do you mean you knew you were right?"when he said this i knew he was confused because i never asked him about it
"Well i mean i knew your name wasnt Zac i just went along with it but it still doesnt explain how you being a vampire and all was genitics i mean in all the books and movies i have watched i saw you had to be bitten by a vamp and all"
Zac . . sorry i mean Christopher took a long time to think about what he was going to say and then finaly
"Well the movies and all were right but they also confused alot first of all you do have to be bittin but when you get bittin you can only marry a vamp and then you can still have children and grow but you only grow to the age of about 32 and then you stop growing thats why my folks look soo young and then what i mean by the movies are right is that you still have to kill and we still live for many years around 10000 and also that you can make people into vamps"he said vamps with a little smile playing at the ends of his lips and i knew i sounded silly when i said that"But it takes more than 3 days as it is in twilight it takes about a year to become a full vampire but during that you are more like half vamp half human and me im in about my 9th month as a beginner so when i become a full vamp im gonna have to . . . im going to have to .. . .um"I knew that he was trying to get something realy hard out so i hade to do somthing so that he would not stop the conversation.
"Come sit here Zac i mean um mm Christopher"
He was smiling as he began to walk towards to my bed"Babe you can call me anything just as long as that's what you fell better calling me"
"Well do you mind if i just call you Chris?"And of course i was saying this silly name with a smile on my lips because when him and me where little his mom always called him this
"I would love that i see you still remember when we were little but you know what you have an awesome memory so i will just say i should have known.

Well sorry guys but well thats alot to take in and Chris just called and im coing to go talk to him coz no one can find him soo mabey he can tell me were he is coz he have to talk BYE

countinyo

Sorry i had to go dad was comin up and i needed to go study so im done that so i can countinyo well here we go
"so you realy want to know the truth"he said
"of course and you can tell me and i swear i wont freak out unless you like,killed somebody"
"well then i better keep my mouth shut"
"Wait. . . you killed somebody.Why?What the hell is goin on?"
"Well you wanted to know the truth and im giving it to you . . . Im a vampire"he said these next few words as if they were nothing but a few words but to me those few words litraly distroyed my life as it is and that is saying somthing.
"Your. . . your. . . YOUR A VAMPIRE!!!!!"i yelled these words so loud i think the whole nabourhood heard me and im not kidding.
"See this is why i didnt tell you"he said
"Why didnt you tell me it would have being helpfull ,do your parents know,how long have you being like this will. . will you hurt me?"
"Of course i wont hurt you!I have being your boyfriend for 4 months and you friend for 10 years of course i wont hurt you"
Im realy realy sorry i gotta go good night

Here is the dirt

Ok i forgot to tell you guys one thing my name is Zack yes but my bro is Zachery and my boyfriends name isnt Zack its just every one calls him that coz he hates his name.
Ok well im freaking out like literally freaking out and this is why
1)i have a splitting headache
2)my boyfriend is no where to be seen
3)AND. . . . I WAS RIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And what i mean by i was right is that i guessed the right thing about what is wrong with Zac(im going to spell it like this now cool. . . cool)and well im first going to tell you how i figured out what was wrong wwith him and please keep in mind that well im not near normal anymore sooo please have mercy.
Ok well Zac come over for dinner as always and we had just finished eating when i got up and walked up the stairs and of course he was following me (no shock there )so i oppend my door and went inside.I could tell that he was confused and well i realy didnt care coz i wanted the truth so i turned around almost smacking right into him and well asked him this egzact question "What is wrong?" "why do you always act soo odd?" and he said this "act odd how is that all i do is be me"
"well i mean odd as in you never eat or drink,you are super fast,you are dead quite tell me if i missed anything out?"
"those are just my qualities"I could hear the strain in his voice and i knew he was lieing but what i didnt know was why
"why are you lieing to me dont you trust me?"
"Of course i trust you thats why i cant tell you!!"as he yelled this i actually took a step back and well straightened my self out because i never take being yelled at not even from my parents
"you dont have to yell! and if you trust me why cant you tell?"
"I was not meant to yell"he said in a much more calm voice and when i looked into his eyes it seemed like a wall was there and then i realized he was always like this not showing his feelings.
"Well you did and you still havent answeard my other question why cant you tell me?"
"Let me return that with a question of my own. . .why do you want to know?"He said this with a smile on his face a his arms crossed over his chest
"I want to know coz you always have a wall between you and me and im sick of it i cant every tell what is wrong and im supposed to be your girlfriend!!"
"I suppose you are right"
"I am right and what has happend to you ive know you since we were kids and you never sounded this muture you didnt even know how to spell that and dont change the subject i want to know the truth "
"You want to know the truth you realy want to know "He said this words as if he saaid them with a snake inbetween him and me
"Yes i want to know and i only want the truth no more lies. . . please"when i said theys word i realy didnt know what my answer would be so right now when i said them i am think it must have being the most stupid thing i have ever said.
Well im realy sorry but i got to go bye

So hey there im sooo angry no one is following me and im the one in need when hayle did this she got like 7 followers in like 1 secong but i guess its coz she is a lot prettyier than me but hey not my folt!ok so another weird thing happend today and this is a little creepy too Zack,all day, was staring at my necka and it freaked me out coz i have nothin on my neck every coz i dont wear those weird chains with silly signs on them soo it freaked me out and then i was sitting there in the caferteria and out of the blue there he is but i didnt see him like a second before and i was actuly looking for him!!!!!So i disided that since i have nothin better to do other than study and belive me i would wayyy rather sit in a fire than study,anyway,i did some reasearch and i found out some interesting stuff ok so here are my option on what the problem is :
1)He has a desies where he cant eat in public
2)He is like a atheleat if he runs that fast
3)And the one that seems most likly. . . . h..he.....he is a vampire!!!!!!!
Well those are my choises and to tell you the truth i think i like the first 2 better.But i dont care im going to talk to him and if i die. . . . . tell dad i love him.

let me explain

Well now that we are done with the introductions im going to tellyou what the problem is. Ok it started about 3 months ago. What was up was that my new and totaly hot boyfriend was acting per normal(well his normal you will see wat im talking about soon)and he was comin over to my house so we can go to the movies so i opend the door and said come in as always we kissed and soo on (i know you dont wanna hear the rest but im just gonna say that i had to redo my hair)and i offerd him a coke but he said no which is odd but i over looked it as always and then we set off to the movie and when we got there i got pop-corn(ooooohhhhhh how i love me some pop-corn)and a drink but he got nothin at all.So we go on in and sit in our seats and began to watch the movie but he didnt even whatch he was looking at me during the whole movie and dont get me i liked it but a boy has never done that (i say this coz im not that pretty you know the usaly blond hair brown eyes tall chubby cheeks)so i asked wat was wrong and he said nothin was wrong so then we went home and did this and that and he ended up staying the night(in the guest room)and during that whole time he didnt eat a thing it was soooooo weird but mabey im just looking to into it mabey you can help thats why i write this blog so that i can clear my mind.

Hey im back

Hi sorry dad didnt catch me at least right.Well first before i pour all my pain and suffering all over you im going to tell you about my self.My name Zack Loubser I am 16 years old and i can be a complete bitch(sorry i can swear sometimes but at least im honest).My dads name is Robert Loubser (i know he is sooo close to the name Robert Pattinson!)and my brothers name is Zack Loubser and he is like 18 (and says most of my friends hotter than the sun, well they dont have to live with him)and my current boyfriends name is well you guessed it Zack Clearwall and funny enought him and my brother are like to peas in a pod.Well if we are speaking about Zck (my BF) then let me say he is the reson why im not talking to my BFF Abbey and also the reson why i am moveing out in about 3 months, and guess were im headed.......yup you guessed it JHB or rather jo'burg.But thats all i can say today like realy realy realy sorry coz i gotta go study for a test i got tomorow even though i dont even have to do it sooooo BYE

lets get started

Hey,well before i say anything, I AM A GIRL and i suck at spelling ,now that thats out the way lets begin. (Ok the reson i started this blog i coz im tellin a story so just lisen and pay attention).Ok well im writing here coz i realy cant talk to anyone i cant tell my friends coz they will just think im a nut(which i am most of the time but not this time)and i cant tell my folks coz they just dont care, and dont get me wrongs my folks rock and they care about me and all that but well this is a boyproblem and well i can realy talk to them coz they are soooooo old (no affence dad ). oh ya did i tell you that my mom left when i was just a baby coz she couldent look after me but i dont care coz i got my dad and brother,Zack,who are sooo awsome and love them to bits there like better than sliced bread.Dudes im realy sorry but dad is comin and he realy hates me being on the internet and all be ill be back on soo.BYE