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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Here is the dirt

Ok i forgot to tell you guys one thing my name is Zack yes but my bro is Zachery and my boyfriends name isnt Zack its just every one calls him that coz he hates his name.
Ok well im freaking out like literally freaking out and this is why
1)i have a splitting headache
2)my boyfriend is no where to be seen
3)AND. . . . I WAS RIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And what i mean by i was right is that i guessed the right thing about what is wrong with Zac(im going to spell it like this now cool. . . cool)and well im first going to tell you how i figured out what was wrong wwith him and please keep in mind that well im not near normal anymore sooo please have mercy.
Ok well Zac come over for dinner as always and we had just finished eating when i got up and walked up the stairs and of course he was following me (no shock there )so i oppend my door and went inside.I could tell that he was confused and well i realy didnt care coz i wanted the truth so i turned around almost smacking right into him and well asked him this egzact question "What is wrong?" "why do you always act soo odd?" and he said this "act odd how is that all i do is be me"
"well i mean odd as in you never eat or drink,you are super fast,you are dead quite tell me if i missed anything out?"
"those are just my qualities"I could hear the strain in his voice and i knew he was lieing but what i didnt know was why
"why are you lieing to me dont you trust me?"
"Of course i trust you thats why i cant tell you!!"as he yelled this i actually took a step back and well straightened my self out because i never take being yelled at not even from my parents
"you dont have to yell! and if you trust me why cant you tell?"
"I was not meant to yell"he said in a much more calm voice and when i looked into his eyes it seemed like a wall was there and then i realized he was always like this not showing his feelings.
"Well you did and you still havent answeard my other question why cant you tell me?"
"Let me return that with a question of my own. . .why do you want to know?"He said this with a smile on his face a his arms crossed over his chest
"I want to know coz you always have a wall between you and me and im sick of it i cant every tell what is wrong and im supposed to be your girlfriend!!"
"I suppose you are right"
"I am right and what has happend to you ive know you since we were kids and you never sounded this muture you didnt even know how to spell that and dont change the subject i want to know the truth "
"You want to know the truth you realy want to know "He said this words as if he saaid them with a snake inbetween him and me
"Yes i want to know and i only want the truth no more lies. . . please"when i said theys word i realy didnt know what my answer would be so right now when i said them i am think it must have being the most stupid thing i have ever said.
Well im realy sorry but i got to go bye