Hey..

Hey people sorry i havnt been on latly its just that life has been hell on earth...again.OK so the deal is,is that the cold weather that is STILL with us cut out all electricity and killed the laptop that we have.So its taken forever to buy a new on since we have to feed sooooo many people.But i guess thats my own fault and not the others at all.
Butterfly and katrina have grown into my little toddlers even though it hasnt been a year..i guess vampire kids grow up fast.Espoir is my little angel.He has jet black hair and has deep brown eyes and looks like a dark angel and best of all he seems to have grown onto Sam.Sam is also diffrent to say the least.She has grown and has taken up responsibiliy after taking care of the children while me,james, nic,mark and justin took care of everything else,such as demonds ,food and tryin to make some money.My mother has moved back to her home and my father has gone with her,so they arnt any help.Some ways that we get money is that Shock charges R25 for her to feel your emotions and we've gotten over R1000 from that but clearly thats not enough to keep 11 people full with food healthy so i got a job as did the rest of us other than Sam and we work our ass's off to keep going.
Demonds have been scarsly seen these days so we dont worry as much about them as we did but i still keep my eyes open.
Espoir seems to have gotten the hang of hitting and punchin people so Mark trains him a bit now and then when its warm enough to actully go outside.
Not much to tell you at the moment but i will go on a lot more,unless the cold takes ova again
BYE FOR NOW!!!!
*Zack*

Demonds are no match for me!!!

The demond looked diffrent from the others.It looked more human than ghost and semmed to understand that it was going to die soon.That still doesnt mean it went down without a fight.It took me(in my de-pregnant glory)Nic,Sam,Mark and Justin to kill it and then once again i ended up with a broken rib and a black eye.Isnt life grand.
So im into this reading thing now and it takes up my free time(which is limited)but i love reading.It helps my imagination a bit and also its good for days when its too cold to get of bed without a good enough reason.And Mark agrees that its good that im reading even though i ignore everyone other than the twins and Espoir when im reading.Ive started reading a book that was writen right here in South Africa called SPUD im shore most peoplehave heard of it and if not you are a weirdo but im not here to be mean im just here to kill some time coz im cooking dinner and moving keeps me warm.
But Ill update you if anything goes down,but until then.CHERSE!!!!
*Zack*

Its cold

Its cold.Real cold.I dont know why it was soo fast but it was.You know when its winter and its realy cold and you think it cant get any colder, well it can.Some mornings i cant move or ill feel water seep through the sheets or the bed.One time it was soo cold that Espoir couldnt breath so we had to go to the hospital.Sometimes i think this is the cold versoin of hell.Then i think no,hell would be a little bit better than this.Coz belive it or not,in hell you dont have to worry about anyone other than yourself but here i have to worry about Mark,Espoir and now my new born twin girls Katrina and Butterfly.And its realy realy scary.I have asked Sam about it and she didnt know that this would happen.
"Sam"I said on morning.She was sitting on the couch with 4 thick blanckets over her and she was still shivering.I was standing there in my pajamas,well actuly my 3 pairs of pajamas and a robe.
"Y-Ya"She, said she was struginling to keep her voice from showing how cold she was.The reson for this was coz i wanted to leave her coz this is where it is the coldest so far and i wanna go as far away as possible.And Mark agrees but the others dont coz i have to stay here and make shore no one gets hurt by the deomnds so they would risk their lives for that.I love em.
"Can i ask ya somthin?"I asked walking towards her to sit nexto her
"Of course you can"She said
"Did you see this?"I asked sitting nexto her and opening my arms and she emedantly curled up into them.She was younger than me and was more like a child than any of us
"No. . . I didnt see anything like this.A-And it scars me"She said.And i heard the sob in her voice
"Hey it aint your fault you didnt see this,ok?You cant see every thing honey"I said holding her titer and then Jesse came in
"Wats wrong?"She asked straight away walking towards us,not being abule to run
"Nothing"I said and then let go of Sam and then got up.
"I could hear Butterfly crying so i came to get you"Said Jess coming to me and then i opened my arms for her to.I dont realy know why but it was instinct that made me comfort them.
"Ill go to her now thanks"I said and then left.Thats when i looked outside and saw that the trees where freezing over.And somthing come to mind that made me laugh,which earned me two looks from my friends
"You know that saying hell must be freezing over"I said to them.All they did was nod
"Well i guess its comin true"I said and then saw the demon

Lifes hard.But i got some advice for you.Suck it up and enjoy the ride

The pain never ended or dulled.I had being awake since we got to the room im in.I dont know where i am or why i just know i was still in pain.But i dont know how long i have being in here.I just know i screamed alot and i never opened my eyes.I couldent move ither,it hurt to much.After a while i noticed screaming did nothing it just made my ears hurt,so i kept my mouth shut.When i was silent i heard Mark nexto me and i also heard people talking.It confused me that i could hear this.
"How long has she got?"Asked Mark.I wonder who he was talking to?The person never seemed to be intrested in anything he just responded
"Dont rush this,child"The mans voice said.He sounded irrataed.HEHEH
"Please"Begged Mark.His voice was strained.I just wish i could give him a hug.But i think that would be a bad idea at the moment.
"Ugh. . .Its hard to tell realy.We estamat about 1 hour more.Because of the babey"He said.I wonder why he gave in.I would have continued to keep my mouth shut
"Thank you.Thank you so much"Mark said and then he was suddenly at me side "I love you, Z"He murmerd into my hair just loud enough so i could hear but to soft for anyone else to hear.And,then i gently sqeezed his hand.With as much power possible for me at the moment.
And then at that moment i heard more voices.Familiar ones
"How is she"Asked Jesse in a scared voice
"She is going to be just fine.In about 3 minutes she will be awake"Nic said and i realized his hand was on my shoulder.WOW!!When did he get there didnt even hear him.And what smells like cheap deodarent
Mark let out a laugh at that thought
"Of course shell be fine.What did you take her for a flower?"Said a voice that made everyone stiff inclouding me,well everyone stiff exept Mark.
"You got guts,to show your face around here"Said Justin
"Ohhhh,look my big brother is threating me.Scary"Christopher smirked.His voice was also dripping with sarcasm
"What the hell do you want?"Asked Sam.And for mabey the 2 time.Her voice was dead
"Cant i come see my girl friend in the hospital?"Asked Christopher with a ake innocents in his tone.But what he just said made me force my eyes open.
"Go. . . away"I breathed agonized.I still hurt every where.Mark looked at me with consurned eyes.Whats wrong with me?I thought toward Mark
"Your changing into a full vamp.First of the gang.Congrats"He whisperd in my ear.Huh?I thought you where all full vampires.I thought towards Mark again.
"Nope but we are getting there"He said with a little smile on his lips.But he had forced it there
"What,dont i egzist?"Asked Christopher.To no one in particular
"I. . .so. . .wish. . . you. . . didnt"I panted.This was hard but it was getting easyer.It still made my head hurt though.Then i screamed.There was a new pain worse.It hurt like hell.And then 5 seconds later it was gone.I was free.Free of the pain.Then i groweld.I had just noticed Christopher was nexto me.
"Go to hell,Christopher"I growled at Christopher.He looked shocked.Good.
"Why?"He asked.His eyes as wide as plates
"Why!"I screamed.He flinched"Why did you cheat on my,hey?"I yelled and then there was 7 diffrent sets of growls behind me.He looked down embaressed.Good
"Can we talk someplace private?"He whisperd.Still looking down.
"No!Now get out!"I warned him
"Why should i listen to you?"He challenged.He was trying to be the big brave guy.Retard
"Coz im almost positive you wanna keep your arm"Said James with a smile on his face
"Who the heck are you?"Snapped Christopher.I growled at him
"Im James.And I realy wont mind helping her with the job"He said with a huge grin.Then he looked at me
"Who are you"He growled at Sam and Nic.Staring at there hands that where interlocked.
"Im Sam and this is my husband Nic"Said Sam touching The tope of Nics arm.Christophers arms poped out at the word husband
"And you?"He growled towards Mark.Then saw Espoir for the first time and looked at him with curious eyes
"Im Mark.And yes im Z's boyfrien.And that little monster is our son,Espoir"Mark said still looking at me.I was getting tired.I realy wanted to sleep.But i will stay up.
"Espoir.Hope"Christopher murmerd to himself.Then looked at me
"Wait.But what-"He began but i cut him off.
"I lost the baby,Christopher"I said in a dead voice
"Oh"Was all he said
"Ya oh.You werent there when i was drowning in my own pain.You wernt there when i found out Abbey is dead. . .You just wernt there!"I yelled and the almost jumped off the bed to hit Christopher.But Mark touched my arm.I turned towards him and then just let my silent tears run down my face.It was awile before anyone spoke
"I said im sorry"Chris whisperd
"I know,and I forgive you but it doesnt change anything"I said still looking at Mark.And then i closed my eyes and didnt open them again.But i do know that Mark was with me the whole time i was there

*Zack*

Fathers day

Today is fathers day so i gave him something that i know he liked.

Dad

With muscles like a fireman
And a dream fir for 2
You are my loving,caring father
And i love you

With a family to care for
And a job to do
You still worry about me and nic
Thats why i love you

You are kind to the poor
And try your hardest
You ever get
I think about thanking you

You dont need a thak you
You dont need to be asked
You dont need to attention
Thats why i love you

By Ana-Mieke Loubser

Now if anyone deare copy thing poem and pretend its theres im going to hunt you down and take of your arms little piece by little piece.So if i were you just read my poem go ooohhh aaaahhh and then get back to your blog.

*Zack*

And now im the weidest one in the whole town.yay.NOT!!

I was sitting in the park watching Espoir play in the sand.I hadn't talked much in the week all i did was talk to Jesse and Mark.But when i was at the park Pat came up,and,well i couldn't just sit there.Then he came up to me by the park bench and sat next to me.
"Hey"He said.I didnt see what is face looked like now coz i was looking at Espoir not meeting Pats gaze
"Hi"I said in a lifeless voice.This is the voice everyone hear from me exept Mark coz he can read my thoughts
"Whats wrong?"He asked noticing me not looking at him and the voice
"You know all those murders?"I said ignoring his question
"Ya"He whisperd.I didnt see the point.But i was a freak anyway
"One of those people was. . . my. . . best. . . friend"I said in a much less dead voice
"Im. . Im sorry"Pat said putting his hand over mine
"There is no shame in dieing"I said.Abbey always said this to me when i was in a bad mood coz i thought my mom was dead.But when i looked at him he was staring at my hand.Oh damn it!He was staring at that tatoo thing that vampires get.Mine was a star over a moon
"Whats wrong"I whisperd to scared for him to hear my fear
"Your. . your a vampire!"He yelled and pulled his hand away
"No"I said trying to make my voice sound stronger
"You are.I would know that sign anywhere!My brother has it!"He said yelling at me again
I didnt say anything so he just looked at me and his breath cought
"Zack"He breathed
"Hey Pattie"I said putting a smile on my face
"You didnt know did you?"He asked with understanding in his eyes.I didnt need to know what he was talking about
"No.But fate made me date a vampire.Fall pregnant with a vampire.Get cheated on by a vampire.So then i guessed i am a vampire"I said getting up and picking Espoir off from the ground.He was getting dirty
"But i thought"He said looking at Espoir with confused eyes.
"That i was givin this kid and you where right.I lost the other kid"I said with a shrug.It was all i could do inseted of crying my heart out again.And then Espoir spoke.And i mean spoke with perfect grammer and everything!
"Mommy.Am i mad?"Asked Espoir with his huge eyes looking at me.It took me a minute but i spoke.So i put my hand on his forhead and said
"Im afraid you are"I said with a smile"But can i tell you a secert"He just nodded and looked down"Those are the best kind of people"I said and then gave him a hug
.And then the pain hit.It was like you where poring straight bleach into my head,but a million times over.i doubled over screaming.It took me a while until i realised Espoir was out of my atm and i had Cold arm holding me.I guess it was so i didnt fall off the bench
And then like the many times this has happened there was blackenss

I. . I just cant so it

Today everyone probly was reminded about that week when i lost the baby and i wouldnt talk to anyone.But this was worse even Mark looked worried.Probly coz he cant read anything from my mind.Probly coz there is only one thing in my mind.Its all my fault!Its all my fault!How could you! those are the only things in my mind at the moment.
After I put Espoir back to bed i went to bed too.I had a dream where i saw that wolfe thing by the shops at night behind Abbey but she didnt notice and the then demon walked on a twig and it snapped.She turned around and scremed.But this scream would wake the dead but no one came out.When the demon came closer she started yelling
"HELP!PLEASE!!!!NO PLEASE DONT HURT ME PLEASE!!!"Was what she kept screaming and then when the demon was right infront of her she whisperd somthing that woke me right up."Zack. . .Zack i. . miss you. . i wish you where with me.I love you"And then the demon jumped onto her.Then i screamed.I screamed as loud as i could and then i herd Mark
"Zack.Zack your ok.Zack calm down"Mark said and then pulled me into his arms.I screamed for a while longer and then i just started crying.
"Its ok"Mark kept reapetng"Its ok"And then i felt Espoir nexto me and he moved to come into my lap.He looked into my eyes and then he lay down and let my cry

I stopped crying when Espoir let out a little cry
"Your hungry,hey?"I said my voice cracked 4 timed.Then i got off the bed and looked at Mark
"You ok?"He asked looking worried
"You must be considering leaving my"I said and it was true to me.Why would he stay with a weirdo like me
"Coz i love you"He said and then was also off the bed

I didnt talk to anyone and nether did Jesse we just walked around the house.After a while Mark took Espoir from my arms coz i was making him feel sick.And then after a while i just burst out crying.I dont know why i just did.And everyone would comfort me and Jesse even Nic looked sad.I just couldent bother looking long though.I just sat on the floor staring infront of me.After a while i heard the others talk
"Will they be ok?"Asked Zac.But his voice was husky
"I dont know"Said Sam and she sounded scared
"Dont look at me.Every time i touch one of them i come up with nothing"Nic said
"Its the same with me.Every time i try looking into there minds.Its. . . blank"Mark said and i heard him better coz he was nexto me.
I got hungry after a hour.I didnt even bother thinking about it.I just got up and walked to the fridge but Mark beet me there and gave me somthing.I dont know what it was i just ate it.Then i came here to the computer.I dont know whay i just did.But it makes me cry more.And the same with Jesse.
Im going to go now.I cant handel this.It hurts to think about it let alone write about it.

*Zack*

Being pregant hurts. . bad

The first thing i heard in the darkness was Nic
"She'll be fine i think she is coming around soon"Was all he said and the i heard a familiar and fairly softer voice"Zack,Zack wake up.Its ok.Your ok"Mark said and the i opened my eyes and looked at him
"Demons"I said and the turned my head the other way a puked up all my breakfast."Being pregnant sucks"I MUMBLED and then wiped my mouth and noticed i was on the couch.
"Well it looks like she is feeling better"Said Zac and i looked down by my feet and saw him.Then i stuck out my toung at him.
"We know about the demonds,Zack,We also know the there have being 4 murders since you left"Mark said and his eyes where full of my pain that i felt.
"Who?"I barly whisperd
"Well there was one named Jace,Stark,Abbey-"And then he was cut of coz i cut him of
"A. . A. . Abbey!"And then i let out a sob and turned my head
"Zack,Zack,Im sorry im soo very sorry"It was Zac this time
"Zack,Zack i know she would have missed you"Said Jesse and i heard she was also crying coz we where all a gang but her tears where less hesterical coz Abbey had always being there for me but i wasnt there for her.
"Its all my falt"I whisperd inbetween sobs
"No its not"Said 4 voices
"She was my best friend one of my closest"I sobbed"And i wasnt here to protect her when she needed it"I said and the shoved my head into Marks chest.And just cryed my heart out.
I think i cryed myself to sleep after while and i knew i wasnt the only one crying i knew Jesse and Zac where crying with me.

I woke up with the sound of crying.And then i got up and saw the time
"1 in the morning realy Espoir"I mumbeld to myself and then i went to his cot to find that he wasnt there
"Espoir"I said but i could still hear him crying but i dont know where from"Espoir!Espoir!!"I yelled and the Mark was nexto me
"Whats wrong?"He asked
"I. . . .i cant find Espoir"I said and then i heard him crying again and then Mark was walking to the bathroom.And then i saw him smile
"Found him"Mark said and then picked up Espoir from the floor and passed him to me
"Dont do that to me again,understand me"I said to Espoir and then he gigled
"How the hell did he get there?"I asked Mark while we where in the kitchen getting Espoir some milk
"I guess he moved himself there"Mark said and then looked at Espoir and said
"You mustnt do that,Dude.Ok"Mark said and the smiled when Espoir smiled at him and then i gave Mark the bottle.He looked at me with doutful eyes
"Come on just do it ive done it evey time come on"I said and the got of the counter and lost my balence and noticed somthing when i was up right
"Look"I said and then pulled up my shirt just so you could see my tummie
"Wow shes growing"Mark said and then he scooped Espoir into his arms soo he could feed him right.
"She?"I asked.I didnt know i was having a girl
"Oh ya.I can read hear mind and she says she is a girl"He said with a smug smile
"Damn midreader"I said under my breath but he heard it and put on the smile i loved
"Come on lets get back to bed"Mark said and then looked sown at Espoir who was yawning a huge yawn
"Do you want to go to sleep dude?"Asked Mark
And Espoir answer was that he clased his eyes and his breathing slowed
"Im gonna take that as a yes"I said and then held out my arm and Mark put Espoir in them.

Something weird is going on back home

Today i was at the store getting some food coz we ate ir all last night,even Espoir had somthing to eat.So we have no food at home and since there are sooo many of use i decided i would steal Marks card and come shopping,I might have gotten myself some cloths.When i noticed that everyone was well like cautios i have lived here my whole life and i know first hand that everyone will say hi to you.But now it seems everyone is too scared too.
"Umm sorry but,whats up with everyone?"I asked a boy i knew from school.When i asked him this he looked at me funny and well it made my uncomertable.
"Ummmm.Well i guess you must be new here.But im shore i reconise you but,there have being soo many murders after Zack died its kinnda scary and one of those people where Christopher."He said and then i rememberd that Chris and Justin came with me and that this boy was his friend.
"Im soo very sorry"I said to him and the i looked at Espoir and said"Say hello ,Epoir"I said and then looked at the boy
"My name is Alexander and this is my son Espoir"I said and then the boy looked at me and asked a question that i never though i realy would hear
"Espoir that means hope.What made you name him hope"He asked and then quickly added"You dont have to tell me,Oh and my name is Patrick"And then he looked down
"I named him hope coz he isnt my real son a woman gave him to me to protect him"I said and then looked at my little son.
"I . . . I better go.It was nice meeting you Alexander"He said and then turned around"Its good to see you again Pat"I said and then carryed on shopping.

When i got home only Nic was there and i didnt care i realy needed to talk to him
"Nic. . Nic"I said a little breathless
"Whats wrong?"Nic asked and then he was in the room
"There. . there have being murders.When i left. People are getting killed"I said and then somthing hit me"They where holding back coz i was here"I said and then the floor was the next thing i felt.Good thing i put Espoir in his crib

*Zack*

Home!

OK first i wanna say im sorry i blog sooo much everyday its just so that i can keep you all posted.
So now we just got home.
"Its just like i remember it!"I said as we went down the street where my old school was
"Ugly and smeely"Commented Justin from behind me.
"Naw.I dont think so.It feels like home"Said Jesse and i was glad that she rememberd home.I was in the car with Jesse,Justin, Sam(who used to come to the school i just never paid attention)and of course Espoir in Jesse arms
"Ya, i remeber that time when the princepel came to school in his underware and didnt even know it"Said Sam.And i smiled.Then we turned onto the road where our new house was and it was huge!But inside it was the same as our old house exept well it was bigger.
"Hey"I said.As i got out of the car and Mark was there.Mark and Nic and James had taken the other car with the motorbikes on the back.
"Hey,so do you like it?"Asked Mark coz he was the one who brought the house.
"Ya.I actuly love it"I said and then sifted Espoir to my left arm and gave Mark a hug and whisperd"Im glad we have a permenent house"I said and then gave him a quick kiss.
"Whats wrong?"I asked Espoir who was staring at me.Espoir realy well belonged in our family.And the girl,Sky was right he was smart.But he was still just a baby.
"Hehehe"He giggled and Mark looked at him with adoring eyes
"Well come on have to set up"I said with a smile on my face
It turnes out putting all the furniture in a house when you a vampire with speed isnt hard and doenst take long.We where done in a few hours.
"Well,im hungry so im making bolonayes"I said and the saw everyone look at me exept from Mark and Zac
"What?Someone has to be able to cook in this house!"I said and smiled this was my family and well i had to get used to that.And then i was reaturned with 8 smiled back at me.
"Ok well we have food right"I said to them and the i went inside.

This is Espoir

This is Espoir.My son

Fullname:Espoir Loubser(Mark whats to keep my surname instead of his. . Smartass)

Age:1 month(thats what Mark says

Birthday:12 May 2010

Colour hair:It changes but its mostly brown and blonde

Eyes:Brown (like mine odd i know)

The one thing i realy realy realy didnt need

I was sitting in my plane chair staring out of the window.It was intresting looking at all the birds and that but i was sooo bored.Mark was on my right,right next the ile and he was holding my hand.While i was staring out of the window i saw somthing on the planes wings.
"Mark"I said but didnt look away
"I see"He said and then i senced the others looking out of there windows too.
"What is it?"I asked
"Its a demond"It was Sam who answerd and for once she wasnt smiling.But just then it was gone and in its place was a hole in the wing.Just then the plane began to swerve only the gang and i could feel it but at that moment my leadership kicked in.
"Who knows how to fly a plane?"I asked in a whisper that was far to soft for anyone else to hear
"I can"Said Nic and then we heard the ppilots say"What the?" "The planes swearving!"And then they began to go into actoin coz then everyone was able to feel the diffrence coz we where going down.
"Mark we have to get out and fix that wing!"I said and the there was screaming and i heard the little girl behind my seat say "Mommy are we going to heaven?"And then Mark was up too
"Lets go i know a way out"He said and then we ran so that no one could see us and we ended up at the main door.I gave Mark a lok of irratation
"What?Did you expect a trap door or somthing?"He said and the opened the door but twe where out soo fast that noone who have noticed.We where hanging on the side of the plane(good thing my nails are short)When we saw it.The demon looked like a wolf but bigger. . much much bigger and it was foming at the mouth.When it heard us or mabey smeld us is more acurat it looked at us and growled then it was gone.I looked at Mark and thought where is it?
"Its gone back to its dimention"He said and then he was climbing onto the roof of the plane.He looked down with a look of impations on it,then i began to climb to but i was fast so soon i was at the wing just staring at it.The whole went right through so i could see throught it and all the wires were chewed
"Mark!"I said
"I know but i know what to do"Mark said and the got this box thing out if his pocket
"What the hell is that?"I asked coz it looked like an over sized dice exept with out the dots
"Youll see"And then he put the box imbeetween the hole and wires began to come out of it.I couldent speak i just looked at ,ark with a dumbfounded look on my face
"Ill tell you later"He said and then the hole was gone
"Come on we gotta get inside,Nic is going to add some speed so we can go high"Mark said and then took my hand.We ran as fast as possible back to the door but before we got there i found a tooth but a HUGE tooth and grabed it and shoved it into my pocket.Mark didnt notice
We where inside now adn everyone was ither praying or screaming.And i ran to a little girl first
"Its going to be ok"I said to her but her mom responded
"How do you know?"She asked in a scared voice
"Trust me my friends are taking care of it"I said and then she said somthing i did expect
"The demond did you get it?"She asked and i could only stare
"Yes I am a vampire"She said with a small smile.But i just managed to talk
"No i just disapperad"I said and then the plane began to life up
"Thank you"The woman said as i began to walk to my seat.

We landed safely thanks to Nic and now we where at a diner trying to think of why a demond would try and destry the plane we where flying.And after a while of me just sitting there i said somthing that made everyone shut-up
"It was trying to kill us"I said as i stared at a sign
"Why would you say that?"Asked Jesse and Shock together
"Because that same demond attacked us that night when James pitched up"Then i looked at James
"Huh"Said Justin and they began to carry on talking but i wasnt paying attention i was looking at a woman who was sitting on a chair looking down.So i dont know why but i stood up and began to walk towards the woman,with Mark and the rest of the gang behind me but they wernt going to talk i knew this.As i got closer to the woman i saw she was crying and in her arms was a child.And then i was infront of her and i dropped to my knees so i could talk to her better.
"Are you ok?"I asked the girl
"Im sky"The girl said ignoring my question.And after a minute of hesatation i spoke again
"Im Zack and this is Mark"I said and looked at Mark.We could both tell she was a vampire and so was the baby who was staring at me
"Are you the prince"She asked Mark and to answer he nodded
"I. . I need you help"She then looked at me also.Then Mark also dropped to his knees
"What do you need,Sky?"He asked
"She looked down at her baby"My father is trying to kill my baby"She said and a tear slipped from her eye.
"Why?"I asked.Wht?!I was curious
"Because my child has a gift.He can move the earth and he also sooo intelligant"She said and looked at Mark"I need you help"She said again
"What can we do?"I asked
"I need you to take care of him i. . i cant just give him to my father so he can get killed. . i cant"She said and there was pleading in her voice.
"But. . "Said Mark
"Please prince.Please"She said and looked down and took the baby out from under her hair
"Please"She said and there was soo much pain in her voice i actuly inved her.She was asking someone she had never in her life met to take care of her child.And then her father.That i feel sorry for the poor girl.So i did the one thing i always did
"OK"I said and then she looked up
"Thank you, princes.Thank you. i will never be able to thank you enough"She said and then gave me the baby.I was nrvouse funny enough.I was scared to hold the child.But when i looked at her eyes and saw her pain i took him.And then she smiled a tired smile.
'Wait what is his name?"I asked
"He doesnt have one"She said and then was gone.
I stared at the baby for a while and then said the one name that made sence for him
"Espoir"I said and Mark smiled for he knew what that name ment
"What?"Said the whole gruop at once
"Espoir.Thats going to be his name"I whisper
"What does that mean?"Asked Sam.Then i looked up from Espoirs face
"It means hope."I siad and looked at Mark and i was so happy to see an adoring look in his eyes
"Well i guess thats going to be hard for you"Said Sam
"What?Why?"I asked a bit confused
"Well you pregnant so that two kids"Siad Sam in her matter-of-fact voice
"Im,WHAT!!!!"I yelled.And then everyone smiled even Mark.So i realy didnt have a choice but to smile back

*Zack*

Sooo I have a realy bad feeling

Hey.So right know im on the plane back to South Africa and im sooo happy but thats realy the only good thing today.There is this feeling that i have that somthing bads going to happen.But i realy dont know what Sam and Nic also feel it.And too tope it all off i am still vomiting all my guts up(and there isnt alot)so i feel like crap and then ive being sleeping like the dead(hehe the dead that what we are)But also the engine is making this sound that doesnt sound right and all of us can hear that.Well im gonna head to the lady person and ask for a can of coke that might help with the sick feeling.But i think im gonna go coz the chics giving me this look coz im on my laptop so im gonna go

*Zack*

The Game!!!

OMG!!!OMG!!!We drew with MEXICO and they are NUMBER 18 ON THE LIST!!!!Im soo proud to be South Afriecan well exept for the fact that those vuvuzelas my friends and family where blowing almost made me go deaf.But it was great!Me,Mark,Jesse,Zac,James,Mom and dad where all watching together and dont ask me where the others where coz i dint know.
South Africa 1-1 Mexico!!!!!Man we get to carry on with the games!!!YAYAYAYA!!!!
Since we where past and all we went to my parents house(they are going to keep the house in America,thats where we are)and we whached the game but my mom is horrible at knowing soccer!Man she was iratating the hell outta me!But when the ball hit the post for our side I think she almost cryed like realy cryed but ohh well.We are headed but home tomorow so on the plane my parents are going to whatch the rugby(im defenetly not gonna whatch)and ill have to go through all this again i dont know why but what ever

Im going home!!!With my little circus

I have never being this happy in my life!My mom just called and said she brought tickets for all of us to go home,and by all of us i do mean all of the gang and im soo happy.My dad says that i can go to a new school. . thank the water in the ocean.I hated that school that i was at and also all of the gang have to go to that school too.Sam is super happy coz she hasnt being to school in 1 year and Jesse is even more happy.But we gotta try not to spend that much money coz me and Mark have to buy a house for the gang coz my mom and dad want there own house.Well nothing can bring me down today even though am still in shock from the attack last night and the fact that 3 new vamps joined us in 2 days and the fact that ive being throwing my guts up.I guess im just kinnda sick from the lack of food and that kind of thing.But im going home tomrow so ill tell you about all that tomorow i guess.Since i realy dont need sleep.Oh ya thats one of things i didnt tell you i had gottan so used to sleeping coz well i thought i was a human but it turnes out i dont need alot of sleep i just need like 3 hours a day.But thats all i can say at the moment coz i gotta go coz somone is at the door.

*Zack*

James

This is James the last person to come into the group(i hope)

Name:James
Age:18
Birthday:4 december 1992
Power:Altra sensative hearing and smell
Girlsfriend:Doesnt have 1(Or mabey he does,ive seen him look at Jesse)
Fact:He is blind and loves music
Favourite colour:greeen

Try walk a mile in my shoes.You will be dead half way

Last night we where watching that FIFA concert when it happened and it was the most peterifying think in my likfe so lets start

"Please give me the popcaorn"I said too Jesse who was sitting on the floor right infront of the TV and was eating all the popcaorn
"No!Make your own"Jesse said and then smiled.We where all cramed into the TV room me,Mark,Jesse,Justin,Shock,Sam and Nic and it was actuly funny how energetic Sam can get when she whatches somthing, i eneded up luaghing at her more than once but Nic was, still just well ,there he didnt speak much or even laugh but every time he heard Sam laugh he would smile ,and his smile was like walking into heavin after suffering a long and painful death.
"Screw you"I said under my breath but she hurd it and threw a hand full of popcorn my way which made me laugh even more.Then i heard somthing but i wansnt shore what
"Turn it down"I said and im guessing the look on my face and the tone of my voice convinced them.
"What do you hear?"Justin murmerd
"Im not shore there are these hevy thuds and,and pannting but it suonds off and i think they are coming closer"I said and then got up and so did the three boys
"Can you fight"I asked Nic
"Ya,Im pretty good at that i would say"Nic said and all of us exept Sam looked at him.This was the first time i had ever heard him speak.And his vice sounded like bells
"Ok good,Shock we need you too"I sai dand then Shock stood up and nodded
"Ill stay here and can you guys go to the door-"But i was cut off for there was a crash and it was right in the next room so i yelled at Shock to stay with Jesse and Sam.Then i ran too see what was that noise.And there lieing on the floor was a guy and he looked familiar but we didnt have time for this coz there was this wolf thing coming thourogh the hole that was just made in the window so i grabed the guy and ran into the TV room and dropped him on a couch coz i knew he was a vampire so i though we where safe. . from him at least.And then ran back to the boys but the,thing,was gone.
"Where is it?"I asked
"It disapperd"Said Justin and i knew that was only part of the story
"How did you get it to go"I asked
"It was a demond so when you cut it in the chest where his heart is ment to be he will disapper"Said Nic in that interesting voice again
"Was there anymore?"I asked
"No there was only one but it sounded like more coz she was pregnant"Said Justin and the second i heard that i crumbled to the floor.I dont know why i did but i just thought that whatever iive being through that poor mother must have too and then i started crying
"Zack,it ok"And then i was in Marks arms and Justin was sothing me
"It ok"Was all he said was it was ok over and over again and after a few minutes i was fine
"Are you shore"Mark asked me
"Ya"i Said and then went to see who that guy was.And the second i stood up Justin and Mark where on eather side of me.Then we walked into the room and the guy was sitting on the floor ataring at the egzact place i walked in
"Are you ok"He asked and he sounded like Nic but his voice was a bit deeper
"Ya im cool but are you ok"I asked and then walked up to him and saw that he was dressed in all green and that even his hair was green.
"Im good i guess my nose just hurts"He said and then looked up and i saw that his geys where that blue-grey colour.He is blind
"Ya im blind so please quit staring at me"He said and then smiled a bit
"Wait. . .umm"I said and i couldent finish
"How could i tell you where staring at me.Well simple i have extra strong sences so i can sense that you have just being crying coz i can hear you heart,,and its not beating as per normal and i can smell the tears"He said and then smiled
"Ok well whats your name?"I asked,Oh what the hell what could it hurt just to ask him
"James nolastname"He said and then i introduced us all
"Im Zack and mark is on my left and Justin is on my right and Nic is behind me and i think you have met the girls"I said
"Yup i have"He said and then i looked at Sam and said
"He is going to live with us now isnt he"I said a little bit tyerd coz then he has to share a room with Jesse
"Yup"Sam said and she sounded like nothing at all had happened
"Ok well you have to buck withh Jesse and now im tyerd and i wanna go to bed good night"I said and then Mark took my hand and we walked to the room

Nic

Nic

Fullname:Nicolass

Age:16

Birthday:21 March 1994

Power:If he touches you he can tell you your future

Lover:Sam

Favourite colour:Red and black

Fact:He doesnt like to talk much

Sam

Sam
Fullname:Sam
Power:She can see the future
Age:15
Birthday:5 March 1995(Jesse and Sam where both born on the sam day
Favourit colour:Pink
Sibling:Jesse(shame poor Jesse)
Lover(hehehe):Nic

What the hell do we look like a orphanig

Hey.So the weirdest thing happend but im not gonna tell you,you will have to read this to find out.

"So what you wanna do?"Asked Jesse.Jesse was sitting on a loveseat in our living room nexto Zac.I on the other hand was sitting in Markes arms on the floor but Shock and Justin where no where to be seen and they have the car
"Why cant she just fly them around"I mumbeled coz i was realy iratated.Why cant the only one of us just fly around and leave the car
"Coz they wanted to go for a drive"Said Mark but the look on his face said other wise
"Well im not gonna take it im shore we can call a taxi"Said Zac and i realy dont blame him for wanting to go poor kid just lost his girlfriend.
"Cant Zacks too thirsty that swhy we need the car"Said Mark and he was right i was dieing of thirst but water did nothing all it did was iratat me
"Ya sorr guys im just dieing of thirst though"I said and then i turned my head into Marks chest coz it was realy getting bad
"Dont worry we will go soon"Mark whispered only loud enough for me to hear
"Well im going somewhere so see you later"Said Zac and then Jesse stood up too and mouthed the worlds sorry to me and i didnt blame her.Who would want to stay home with me when i was close to dieing of thirst and bordem.Then i heard the car start and heard Jesse say"Bye"And since my hearing rules i cold hear her just fine.
"Well i guess we are alone now"Said Mark and then he kissed me.But his kisses were not just simple kisses they ruled it was like you where drinking blood,NOOO!!Stop thinking about it
"Its ok Z,you are not being bad or nothin"Murmerd Mark against my lips
"Easy for you to say i have never done this before"I murmerd back and i didnt expect and answer but i got one
"Well. . . you have drank blood.You know the wine you have to drink every night coz your dad said soo"He said and then pulled away and looked at me
"Ya,i remember why"I asked
"Well in there was blood"He said and he said it like it was such an obvies fact that he was sick of saying it
"Realy?"I said and when he nodded i said somthing that ,made him burst out laughing"Eww gross"I said and then he burst out laughing but while he was laughing i still heard the door bell
"Im comin now"I said and then got up ,still holding Marks hand and walked to the door.When i opened the door there where two people standing there a boy and girl and the boy was,im very sad to admit,gorgus and the girl the same
"Hey Zack soo where can we stay"Said the girl and then smiled and i almost had to step back
"Umm. . do i know you"I said coz i didnt reconiz this girl and i had a realy good memory
"Oh no not yet but you will"Then she turned to Mark and her smile widened"Ahhh the legend Mark.Pleased to meet you"She said
"Please to meet you to Sam"Mark said and then i realy was confused then rememberd the mind reading thing.
"Oh ,well let me introduce myself to your wife"Said the girl named Sam and then turned to me
"Wife?"I asked
"Oh,sorry in my vision you two where married"She said and then i understood.She could see the future.Great another special person what about me
"Well ohh well"She said and then stuck out her hand and said"Im Sam.Just Sam not Samantha"She said and i shook her hand.If Mark seemed to think she was fine then i would too
"Hi Sam well you know my name"I said and then smiled.I couldent help it,her i dont know,vibe was just sooo happy
"Oh and i almost forgot this is Nic,my hhusband"She said and then moved out the way to expaose the boy behind her.But i was kindda shocked that she was married she looked like she was only 15."Hi"Said Nic but he didnt put out his hand all he did was nod which was fine with me.
"So you had a vision that Zack and I invited you to stay with us?"Mark said.Right to the point
"Yup"Said Sam and then smiled again but Nic never did smile he just like looked at her with adoring eyes
"Well you might as well come in and go to the room"Mark said and then pulled me out of the way
"Oh and Zack we will be grate friend"Sam said before she pulled Nic with her to the spare room
"Well. . .that was weird"I said and then walked to the couches and ploped down onto the loveseat and tapped it twice so Mark can come
"Well i guess you cant refuse a girl like her"Mike said and then laughed
"Whats up with her HUSBAND?"I asked adding empasis on the word husband and thought about how young she looked
"She is 15,Zack.And well Nic didnt shack you hand coz when he toucheds you he will also see you future but it will be more precise"Mark said na dhe looked realy intrested in that fact
"Oh ok well im beat coz im realy not in the mood to be awake coz im dieing over here so im gonna go to be wanna join me"I asked and held out my hand in whivh Mark took and then we went to our room.After about 3 hours Jesse and Zac came home
"Hey there"Said Jesse and she looked altra happy
"Hey well i might as well get this over with"I said and then looked at the corrador and Sam came out
"This is-"But i was cut off from my sentence
"Sam"Said Jesse in a flat voice"Ya i know her"
"What, you do"And then i looked at Sam and Jesse didnt answer Sam did.
"Ya she know me coz she is my older sister"Said Sam in her high voice
"WHAT!You have a sister"And this question was directed to Jesse this time
"Ya i do"She said in that dead voice again"But i wish i didnt"

Shock

Shock
Fullname:Shock
Age:16
Birthday:23 Februray 1994
Best friend:A dude named James
Powers:she can fly and she can feel emotions
Boyfriend:Justin

Justin

Justin
Fullname:Justin
Age:18
Birthday:30 June 1992
Bestfriend:I dont think he has one
Girlfriend:Shock
Siblings:Has a brother Christopher

Mark

Mark
Fullname:Markes(but realy hates to be called that)
Age:19
Birthday:15 june 1991
Favourite colour:Black
Girlfriend:Zack
Best friend:A guy named patrick

Jess

Jesse

Fullname:Jessica(not gonna put surname for pretictaion)

Age:17

Birthday:5 March 1993

Best friend:Zack

Boyfriend:Boyfriend-less
Favourite colour:purple and red

Hey this is the gang and a little bit about em

Hey.So since Zack and the rest of the gang are somepalce i dont know and im only going shopping in a bit so i thought you guys might wanna see some pics of us and mabey some ifo that might be helpfulif you get kidnapped and they ask if you know us

Zack

Age:17

Full name:Alexander Tara Loubser

Place in which she is in the gang:She is the leader

Birthday:4 March 1993

Best friend:Jesse(ME)

Boyfriend:Mark

Hey.Its me.Zack

Hi.Ya its me Zack.

Ok so life must be hard for you guys around there but it cant be any harder than mine is.I just fond out my ex-boyfriend cheated on me (when we were together)I just lost my baby.I just imprinted on Mark who is of course a price and then this new girl came to live with us and her name is Shock and well its kindda hard to cope coz she is diffrent from normal vamps and the diffrence is that she can fly.Well i might as well tell you how we met her.This picture on the side is her and see what mean aabout wings.

We where drving home from this resturant that i cant remember the name of but it was like french or somthing.So as we pulled up into our driveway into the house there was this girl there lieing on the groung by the door and we all ran towards her to see what was wrong.And ofcourse i was the first there.When i got there, there was a girl with brown hair with blonde streks in it lieing down and was full of blood the only reson i knew this was coz that was all you could see oh and you could see her wings of course.I froze on the spot when i saw her.And went to my nees

"Are you alright"I asked this girl as i triend to get as much blood of her as possible

"MY. . . wing"Was all she said and then Justin came and picked her up and took her inside,but he wasnt fast enough for me

"Get me some towles"I said and i knew they all heard it and then i went to the couch where Justin had placed her

"No. . . the bleeding. . .will stop. . . in a min. . .ute"She said and then it did but it was only then that i noticed that her blood smelt odd

"Im not a human im also a vampire"She said as Jesse came back with somewater

"Wait is that why her blood smelt odd"I asked Mark

"Ya it is i could smell the diffrence from a mile away"He said and also smiled coz he probly heard somthing that she thought

"Ahh,so you have a mindreader here. . . cool my gift thing is that well i can fuly but i only got my wings resently just as i became a vamp but the reson i wasl ike"She paused to think of the word"hurt was coz i got shot and well i could smell that someone lived her so came her well i kindda fell her"She said with a little smile on her face

"Who. . who shot you?"I asked

"Oh no it was hunters hunting birds dont worry"She said and then 4 sighs went out in the room and i was one of them

"Oh ok sorry we are already on the run thats why we kindda held our breath"I said and then i thought of a diffrent question

"Where is your home"I asked coz her perants must be looking for her

"I dont have a home i was adopted by a realy christian family and well when they found out i was a vamp well they kindda kicked me out with no time to spear so ive being flying around for months"She said and then looked down but i already saw the tears in her eyes

"Hey do you wanna stay her until you find a place"I asked as i sat down on the couch with her coz the floor isnt comfurtable for people who just got outof hospital.And when i thought of that i fell silent

"Why are you sad"She asked me and then i also looked up and gave her a questioning look

"I can feel emotions"She said but she said it in a bad way.But when i looked around everyone was also looking at the floor coz they where also sad for me.But i didnt want this i.I dont want them to feel sorry for me.And when i thought this Mark reached up and held my hand.So i just told her

"I was just thinking about the hospital i just got otta"I said in a voice that was shacking

"Oh im sorry you dont have to tell me"She said and then looked like she wanted to kick herself

"Naw,dont worry i might as well tell you.I was in hospital coz i lost my baby i was caryin"I said and then a tear was running down my cheek

"OH im realy realy sorry"She said and then she realy looked like she wanted to just jump into acid but she also looked sorry for me

"Hey dont feel sorry for me. . there is no shame in dieing"I said and then i looked down and let the tears i was holding back spill

This is Mark speaking!

No.Life isnt easy for Zack and i dont think it will be easy in a long time.She is the coolest person i know for shore and she is also the preetiest.Zack isnt stupid like you probly think she actuly trys to use her mind(well i hope coz falling head over heels for me might have being a bad idea. . jk hehe)Well i just found Zacs laptop and she had this open and i guess i decided that i would tell you about myself.So here we go

Name:Markes but i realy hate that name so every one calls me Mark
Age:Im 19 i think
Siblings:I have a sister Jamie and she is like 9 and is sooo earatating
Best friend:A guy back at the palace named patrick and he is soo cool
Mom and Dad names:Well i dont wanna even think about my dad but my moms name is Lily
Favourite colour:Black and no im not a goth
Do i love Zack:Not yes but HELL yes
Do you like being a vamo:Nope

Well thats all i can say at the momeny coz Zack wants to go to bed and im also beat soo i relay hope she will talk to someone besides me tomrow coz she is realy worrying people(and i should know since i can read minds)So cherse
-Mark-

What is the meaning of life as we know it?

The B-days of the gang

Ok.So sice Zack is out with Mark and i have nothing at all to do i might as well tell you guys the b-days of the gang.Oh i almost forgot we met this new chic her name is Shock,i know its an odd name but thats her name,and she is like this vamp too but she is like about the same age as Zack so she is new to this and her and Justin hit it off the second they met.So im all alone at the moment,ok well not realy im just you know boyfriend-less.

Zack:4 March 1993 age 17
Mark:15 June 1991 age 19
Jesse:5 March 1993 age 17
Justin:30 June 1992 age 18
Shock:23 Feburay 1994 age 16

Well thats all our birthdays so Mark is the oldest out of us all but he is the most imeture but Zack still loves him and it turns out that Zack also haves this 'gift' she can like go super fast and is like super powerful which is cool for a chic you know.Oh I just found this memory card that Zack has all her things she wants on her blog but i cant get it to work mabey when she gets back she will write and i think she will be back soon

Jesse

Pain is ok when you cant feel it but i guess thats not pain at all

As i ran towards my brother with a grin spread across my face i got to him but then i pain hit me.I t was like i was being run over by a truck with a full load on and then being thrown down a cliff over and over again but what was strange was that the pain was coming from my torso and then i screamed,but this scream was nothing i have ever heard before let alone done it sounded like a million people screaming at once but worse.Then i crumbled to the ground but Mark was already there holding my head so that i could breath then i noticed that i was vomiting blood-gross.
"Zack!"My brother yelled but his voice was distant like we were talking using a peice of string with a can on each end of the string.And then i was moving but i was too dizzy to tell where we where going or even how i was getting there but i did see that my whole family was there with me.
"Zack,hold on we are almost there you have to hold on!"Said a familiar voice that i could place at once Mark.The thought that he would stay with me would have me smile but today all i could do was scream.And then we where in a place that looked like a hospital,kind of,but i couldent be shore for at that moment i passed out.

I woke up in a room that was plain and it was all to easy to tell it was a hospital room and also that i was in a bed with IV hooked into everywhere.But i also saw that every one was there and even someone i didnt expect and i was glad that only that person was awake.
"Hey"Said Mark then smiled but it wasnt the smile i knew it was a tired smile and i couldent help but smile a little bit back
"Hi"I said and fourced myself into a sitting position
"You gave us all a scare you know"I said and then came and sat down on my bed "We all thought that you where diening"He said and i could see that there was more to his statement but i relay didnt care all i cared about at this moment was that i could sit by him and not be embarrassed.
"Sorry"I said and i meaned it wasnt it enough for my parent think i was kidnapped and now they think im dieing hesh im a living time bom
"S'ok everyone wanted to know where Chris was though"He said and then his eyes darkend
"Aand did you tell them?"I asked and i hoped he didnt coz i realy didnt need more reson to make my parent feel bad
"Ya i did"He smiled which made me suspiouses"I had to all but call the police to stop them from going to him and you mom kicking his sorry ass to new mexico"H said and then he was realy smiling and i realized that what Chris did was painful for Mark to for he also felt my pain
"And then he shows up coz he gets a call from who knows,and your dad actuly hit him"And then he must have seen my face when he told me this.My dad HIT a vampire was he mad!And. . .wait he is here no,no,no!I dont wanna see him!
"Dont worry Zack,your dad is fine actuly he is happy coz he got a good punch he and there"He said and then smiled but a second later he was frowning"But Chris is a different storie all together"He said and then he cocked his head to the side and said"Speak of devil"He said and then he turned to the door.And then seconds later the door opened and Chris steped inside.
"Hey.I see you are awake"He siad and smiled that smile i love but right now all i could do from getting out of this bed and walking up to him and puching his guts out was to hold Marks hand as hard as i could
"Get out!"Me and Mark said at the same time
"Hey what did i do wrong"He said and put up his hands like you would do when a police man invedtgated you but it actuly looked like he didnt know what was wrong,Asshole
"You know exactly what you did"I growled,wait!I growled COOL!
"Ok im sorry Zack you know i am why wont you belive me"He said.And then i didnt even need to say anything coz Mark got up at grabbed Chris by his collor and threw him out the door and i truly and honestly couldent help but grin at Mark coz he did the one thing i realy wanted to do.
"Thanx"I said and then opened my arms when he came to sit nexto me and he hugged me and it wasnt weird or anything it felt. . . . natural like i belonged in his arms
"No problem i wanted to hit him but i thought better of myself"He said and then pulled out of my hug but still held my hand .And at that moment my brother woke up with a HUGE yawn
"ZACK!Your awake!"He said then flew out of the chair and hugged me
"Ya I did and im glad you where one of the first to greet me how are you?"I asked and i meaned the question.How was he?He just saw his sister close to death and must have being terified
"Im happy that you are alright but im kinda sad that you like figured out your a vamp"He said and then hung his head
"Wwait. . . .You knew?"I asked and i knew i should be mad but i wasnt i was actuly feeling guilty but i dont know why
"Well ya me and dad are both vamp but we didnt want to rewin your life by telling you so we guessed that you would figure it out someday but then you got and date and vamp and fall pregnant how is that not obvies"He said and then he was shaking his head
"Wait you know im pregnant?"I said and then i saw pain in his eyes but i didnt know from what
"Ya.Thats the reson your in hospital know Zack"He said and then looked at Mark and then Mark nodded.
"And you arnt pregnant anymore, Zack,you lost the babey"He said and then he looked up at me and i saw that there was understanding in his eyes from somthing.And then I burst out crying.I didnt belive it how was that possible how i could i lose the beby i ddint do anything wrong i was so carful and i loved my baby from day one even after what happened with Chris i still loved my baby and know it was just gone.My dream of a little boy in my arms looking up at me with green eyes and with little blonde hair on his head.Aand then i felt arms on me not just 2 pair but 5 pair of arms aorund me and i knew the 5 one was my best friend in the whole world and the other my family and one pair that ment almost more than the others was Marks he was going through all this pain with me and was going through all this for me and why I hadnt done anything for him at all but when he murmed these simple words it was clear that i wasnt just feeling this feeling towards him alone he also felt it
"I love"He murmed in my ear and the only people to hear was my mom(Read my mind)And my brother that was my best friend in so many ways and when he heard Mark say this he looked into my eyes and smiled and it that smile i saw that he was saying that i deserved Mark more than anything and i was so happy i started crying both sad and happy tears. . . weird.And i heard 4 giggles from the crowed aroung me

This is all i can say soo far coz Zack wont come and type down anything but she is starting to come around her and Mark talk of course but now they have imprited(Weird i know dont ask)so she cant help but talk to her and Mark can tell what she is thinking anyway so i guess that makes sense but now we are headed but home to Joburg so that Zack and Mark can by a house and hopfuly next time when there is a blog its typed from Zack

Jesse

Mo. . .mom!

A small woman came to the door when i knocked and she well looked beutiful.She had blonde hair well apart from the pink which i dont even think was die coz it looked soo nateral.Mabey she was born with pink hair like i had the small but rather bright blue in my hair in which you can only see when you actuly look.Mabey it was somthing that all vampires get?But just as i thought it i saw in the corner of my eye i saw Mark shake his head.Well then how did we both have this colourin our hair i have never in my life coloured my hair.
"The reson your hair is like this is because you are my child and all my child have the colour that represents them on there bodies"Said the woman and then i actuly saw her she was small and petiet but i could see that she was a worrier for she had scars all over her body(well the parts that i can see)but they didnt look like scares or imperfectins they lokked right on her.And then somthing hit me how could she know what i was thinking.
"No man!youve got to be kidding me why cant i have one person around me that cant read my mind"I said and then i saw that my. . .mom(it was still hard to think it with her around me for i thought she hated me and Zac but mabey she did)and Mark where both smiling
"Well Alexander its not that common to have so many mind readers in one place so i guess that you are lucky"She said but i realised that she called me Alexander.
"Ummm. . Alexander isnt my name"I said and it wasnt the last time i heard someone call me that was when i was at the casle and Marks dad came into the room where we were talking.
"Well yes it is but you grew up with the name Zack, for your father and I said he would call you that while you grew up so that you didnt brag attention from the vampires around you but i see you have"She said and then looked at Mark and he frowned
"Im not holding her hostidge im actuly trying to protect her from-"He said but he couldent finish the senense for my mom finished it for him
"Your father"She said with a frown on her face and i would have known from a mile that was my mom for i had that egzact same kind of face.Then she motioned to the door and said.
"Well you better come inside because Marks father is probly got somthing following you"She said and then she was gone.
"Where did she go?"I asked Mark
"Well she is as fast as you Zack so i guess that tells us where you got your speed"He said and then i noticed that he was talking to himself,strange i dont think that is well normal for a price mabey he is going crazy.
"Im not crazy,Zack'He said and then i knew he was talking to me and he was smiling at me.
"Well you never know"I said and then i was also smiling
"Come on kids we dont have all night your friend is going to wake up soon"Said a voice from a small room that was lime green in colour which is odd for a mother but what was more odd was there wher people in the room with my mom
"Z.zac"I said and i was stuttering"Dad"I said and then ran into my fathers arms while i was crying

Noooooo! I dont want to do this!

Hey there.Im sorry i was gone, Z finaly came out of her room but it was just coz she was sick of the hunger strick so know she comes out now and then just so that she can get some food but she doesnt talk to me or Justin or even Mark.But im going to carry on from where she left off using this weird memory stick she uses and she has named it 'lily' so she has written down all the stuff im just downloding it.Well lets get going.


"Wow"I said
"Wow"Siad Mark and he looked like he had never seen anything like it before
"What you are looking at me like im an alien come on you must have seen this before"I said and then i got a little worried.What if i was a weirdo?Well i already was so thats not gonna do much bad for me.
"Noo, its just that i have never seen a girl do that only guys can do that and well you aint a guy right"He said with a smile playing at his lips.
"NOOO!!!Im not a guy and i will prove it"I said and then just realised what i had said.What is wrong with me?Im soo stupid!And then an image poped into my mind of me looking into my mirror when i was like 1 year younger and i was just getting dressed and i noticed a scare just under my left breast and i was studying it.
"Ohhhh. . . You look fine,babe"He said and then he was realy smiling
"Ohhh. . screw you"I said and then i ran and hit him but not hard but he still flinched
"maan dude your strong!"He said and then took a step back
"Im sorry"I said and then we where off
"Slow down!"He said
The senery was beutiful.When you think about it you think that everything would be a huge blurr but it wasnt it was as perfect as it was when you walk on your own and it was especialy awsome coz when we where in this weird place i saw a beach but it was even better coz there was a couple lieing on the beach with the sun just begging to rise.
"How come they cant see us?"I asked.I was awfuly curies coz why couldent they see him or me for we where right in front of them
"You have a liquid inside of you that makes you well how do i say this so that you can understand,you are now inviseble to every one but me and Jesse for she took the same drink"He said like he was telling this to a 5 year old
"Wow!Can you give me the ingreditants"I asked
"Mabey another time because we are at your mothers house"He said and i looked infront of us and all i saw was a little wooden house that was built for ,what 2 people which was a shock.Wouldent my mom live in a big house,since she was the most power full vampire in all the world or somthin.
"Ummm. . . is this her house?"I asked a little bit shocked,but i realized that i was just speaking in a whisper
"Ya.What did you expect a huge mantion with the works"He asked inbeetween laughs
"Well yes i did expect that"I said
'Well too bad"He said and then turned serious"Well come on lets nock on the door"He said and then he began to walk to the door.
"Ok i guess"I said and then i was at the door
"Slow down,Z!"He said and then he was nexto me
Ok so i was scared what if she wasnt my mom.What if she moved?Oh no what if she moved then i would have to talk to strangers.But i had to so this.I had to do this today or never.I like to say i would rather do this later.Then i knocked on the door.

What a week

Hey.So you guys must wanna know why Z hasnt blogged in a while.Well the reson is coz this week hasnt being the best week for her at the moment and the same for Mark but for me its the worst coz i had to read through all of Zs pages of what she wants written down and then i had to shourten it oh and its me Jesse typing FYI and also the reason Z isnt writing this blog is coz she wont come out of her room and nothing can go in so she is on a hunger stirk but good thing there is a bathroom in there but im pretty shore you wanna hear the story for yourself so her it is from Zs side

We where is the car driving as far away from Christphors house as possible and i was in tears.
"Z,are you ok?"Asked Mark in a voice that would have made my heart stop if i had a heart left over after what just happened.
"Im. . . .im ok"I said and i didnt reconis my voice it was so rough
"Ok we are going to stay in a hotel and we are going to try all we can to get home"Said Jesse bring back a thought out of the blue ive wanted to ask
"Shouldnt i see a docter?"I asked in that same weird voice
"Huh?"Was all Mark said and i couldent help a smile cross my face he was soo cute it was almost scary
"You know like a check up for the baby or dont vamps do that kind of thing?"I asked and then i thought i was being stupid coz one,Mark could read my mind and could have just told me that i was insane and tow,i was insane
"You arnt insane Zack"He said and i could her the smile in his voice"And yes you do need to go to a docter and i forgot all about that so we will do that as soon as possible which would probly be tomrow"He said and then we turned onto a high way
"Ok"Was all i said and then i slowly feel asleep

"Zack. . . . Zack are you awake?"I was just concious enough to hear this voice and i knew right away who it was
"Huh"I said for i had just woken up"Ya im awake why"I said after a yawn
"Welll your phone is ringing and i dont wanna pick it up right know coz im kinda trying to sleep"Said Jesse and then i heard her lie down on her bed and then i heard her snoring.Man that girl can go to sleep on her will.And then i heard my phone but i also saw that i was still dark outside so then i looked at the time.WHAT THE HELL!!!It was 4 in the morning i could still sleep!But i just answerd it since i was awake
"Hello"I said into my phone
"Zack. . .Zack is that you?"Asked a voice that i reconised imediatly so thats why i said these next few words
"Go to hell Christopher"I said and then i was about to hang up when he began to speak emiadiatly
"Ohhh thanx for the answer and thats not to nice of you Zack"He said and he actuly sounded mad.Who would have thought he could get all uptight when he is talking to a girl he cheated on
"OH so now i gotta be nice to you hey?well then let me say this,Christopher you broke my heart with a random staranger and just called me at 4 for in the morning so you better tell me why you called or else im going to hang up and buy a new phone"I said and i realised i was hissing these instructions.Wow!I realy sounded scary. . .cool
"Ok ok.Man you are sooo rude"He said in a tone that would have made me laugh but right know what i did was much more aproprait
"ohhh ok im rude and you are a asshat.Goodbye Chris have a nice life with your girlfriend oh and tell her i said screw her and all her friend"And with that i hung up and i threw my phone and the window which i didnt hit insted someone caught it
"Z i think you might wanna keep this you know?"Said a familiar voice and then he turned the light on and i saw his face
"Well i dont want him to call me back"I said and got out of bed to see that i was wearing a pear of boxers and a shirt i didnt reconis
"Well you will need this so you can call your dad or mabey even your mom"He said and then i saw a smile spread across his face
"Wait why would i call my mom i dont even know her number?"I said and then i asked another quetion that actuly might get an answer
"You know where she is dont you?"I said (ok so its not realy a question)
"Yes i do and we are going to go meet her just you and me"And he must have seen my face"Jesse knows we are going dont worry and we are going to go to her and ask her why my dad realy hates her'He said and then he got up and i think i blacked out for like 1 minute coz he was just sooooooo hot
"Thanx i apresiat it"He said with a smile and then grabed a shirt to up over his bear chest
"HEY!Stop reading my mind!And its true you are soooo hot!"I said and then began to look for my clothes
"Well im nothing nexto you so put your clothes on,they are in the corner and then we will go"He said and then he was openeing the door and somehow i moved soooo fast that i was dressed before he even opened the door fully
"Wow"Was all i said

Sorry i gotta go I think that Z is comin out of her room and i realy need to make shore she is ok so ill carry on as soon as possible BYE:)

Jesse

hey sorry there i ended at a bad place but thats not my fault Justin wuldent take me to the library unless i came at that minute but it turned out the library was closed coz of some reson i didnt catch so im just going to carry on from where i started cool?

"Wait they are half brothers . .thats soooo weird"I said thinking that they looked soo similar yet they have diffrent mothers
"See the reson that we cant have 2 children oor more is the woman struggle to carry the child and if they do live through it they are very weak,but mabey your brother is also half your brother?"He asked
"No Zackery is my full brother and i know my mom wasnt weak or anything when she had me coz i have this picture of her 2 months after i was born and she looked perfect i said and that i went into my handbag and pulled out a picture of me and Zac when we were still like little kids and when he still had glasses(hehe he looked soo funny)and i showed it to Mark"See this is me(i point to me in the pic)and this is Zackery(i piont to zac in the picture)"
"Oh well come here and lets look through here so whats her name?"He asked as he opend the book to a page it became three de and that was soooo cool
"Ummm her name was Jenny Goldmant"I said as i rememberd my dad saying her name was Jenny.In a few minutes a picture of a woman who looked just like the picutre i have in my old house
"OMG!!!!!"He said and then he jumped up and dropped the book on the floor
"WHAT!what is it?!"I said then i too jumped up then i fell down and began to feel pain in my stomach where the child was
"Your. . (then he swollowed)your mom is the gratest vampire in my land and and then she married a human and. . and ran off i heard rumars that she had children but i didnt belive it"He said and then began to back away like i was some monster
"My mom was a vampire"I said and i could feel the tears on my cheeks"That means she did care about me"I said and then i looked at Mark who was on the other side of the room
"Whats wrong?"I asked he seemed to be frightened but why
"You cant be here you you have to go"He said and he sounded realy afraid
"Why do i have to go what did i do?"I said and by that time i had stopped crying but know they came back.
"Because my dad hates your family coz your mom is more powerful,if he finds out your a Goldmant he will ring your neck"He said and then he began to open the door and a figur was standing there and i reconised him in one of the many pictures my mom had in her diary that i read at one point in time
"I will not hurt this girl Markes was gave you that idea?"His father said and i also reconised that voice from somewhere but it was a realy vage memory
"Dad umm Zack was just leaving"Mark said and the jokester i knew was gone now he just sounded scared
"Oh but Markest i have not even spoken to Alexander yet"He said and then it hit me he was one of my moms friends that came by the house one afternoon when i was a kid and i have always rememberd him
"My name is not Alexander"I said and deep down i knew that it was even though i never realy heard anyone say it
"Oh but child it is I even have your birthcertificat and on the top it says Alexander Goldmant so your name must be Alexander"He said and then somehow he was right infront of me and was holding me in the air by the neck
"Listen to me Alexander i know who you are and im going to do the one thing ive being wanting to do my whole life and that was to kill Jeenys child for she killed one of mine"And then he began to push harder on my windpip and then i felt nothing on my neck and i just fell to the floor and all there was,was darknest
"Zack,Zack are you awake"This was the first voice i heard while i was in the darkness and i could place the name easily
Mark
Then i began to open my eyes and saw i was back at the apartment and i was lieing on my bed with Mark at my left and Jesse at my right
"Zack. . Zack!!Your ok oh thank the heavens"Jesse said and with that she pulled me into a hug bear hug
"Jesse. . cant. . .breath"I said imbetween gaspes for air,man Jesse was stron
"Oh sorry i forgot you arnt used to the strength yet"She said then laid me down on the bed
"Hey there Z,how are you felling?"He asked
he called me Z
"Im ok"I said even though i wasnt coz my heart seemed to be raseing at 12km a second.Man Mark was cut.And then he smiled
"Oh damn it i forgot"I said and i had forgot that he could read my mind
"Hey where is Chris'I asked and began to get up
"Oh he is talking to Bianca"Said Jesse
"Whos Biance?"I asked coz i had never heard that name on a vamp
"Oh she is going to stay here for a while coz she has no place to stay"Said Mark and he seemed a bit bored with the topic
"Ok well im going to go say im fine to him and meet Bianca"And then i got off the bed and started walking to the dorr.I was almost out my room when i realized that Mark and Jesse where following me
"Guys im going to fo to him alone if you dont mind'And without waiting for a warning i walked out the door and began to walk to Chrises room.I wasnt paying atention to the voices in his room or the way they sounded so i just opened the door and i saw the one thing i never wanted to see in my life.
Chris and a girl that i guessed was Bianca were making out!the one thing i wanted to do was run down the hall and out the door but i didnt coz i couldent i just couldnt and i guess Bianca senced i was there coz she turned around and was looking at me with courosity on her face
"Umm hi sorry for that"She said with a little smile"Im Bianca"She said and stuck out her hand for me to shake but i couldent move not one bit so then she lowerd her hand and began to talk again
"Hey arnt you the vampire who is the daughter of Jenny you are soo cool and oh ya you are also the one who is pregnant i never did get the fathers name what is it'She asked then it made sence she didnt know that Chris and i where together she probly didnt know he was even the father so i just told her the truth
"Hi umm ya im Jennys daughter but i do have a name and my name is Zack"I said and i was qit happy to hear that i sounded mean and pissed off
"Sorry i didnt mean to make you angry"She said and then held Chrises hand but i didnt see what his face looked like coz i wouldnt,couldnt look at him
"Oh dont worry it not your fault but you did want to know who the father is right?"I said int he same voice
"Yes i would love to know"She said the she broghtend up a bit
'Your holding the fathers hand"I said and then just like that she looked at her hand and then let go and the light that was on went right off
"Oh oh i sooo sorry im-"Bit i didnt hear the rest of her apolagie coz i had turned around and i began to walk away from the room
"Zack!Zack let me explain"I heard Chris cry out but i dint turn around not while i was crying but i was glad Mark could read my mind and that Jesse was my BFF coz they knew the second i walked in what was wrong
"Oh Zack"She said and then i realy began to cry and then both of their arms where around me
"Its going to be alright"Was all Mark said and i was glad coz i knew he knew i was in no mood to be told anything else and then then retard walked in
"Zack Im soo sorry"Said Chris but before i could say anything Mark was up and talking
"What the hell is wrong with you your girlfriend sorry no EX-girlfriend just got out of a coma and she is pregnant so imagine how that is and the fist thing she does is look for you and finds you kissing a girl you hardly even know!"And at the end Mark was basicly screaming at Chris
"This is none of your busness Markes"Was all Chris said
"Too hell it is!I am the one who knows she would rather have burned to death than see you do what you just did!"And it was true i would have rother jumped into a fire than see what just happened
"Well get out-"But he couldnt finish coz i cut in and know i was standing up
"No he is actuly right Chris i would have rother being burned alive than see that but what makes it worse is the fact i had to lose my life every thing for you and you do that i have made my family think im dead just for you and what do i get back you kissing a random stranger in you bedroom while im here!"I screamed at him and he actuly flinched away from me
"Ok fine that wsnt fair for you to see but i cant have all this havock i peferd it when you where still human or at least when we thought you where humsn i just ccant handle it Zack i cant!"He said but like that was even a point it was all his fault i was in this mess in the first place
"You know what!Its all your fault im in this mess you selfish pig i didnt want this ether you know but i still cared for you!I didnt do anything bad to you at all!"And then i threw my self at him and i actuly knocked him off the ground and began to hit him.After a while Mark pulled me off Chris and i just went into his arms and cryed my eyes oou
"GO NOW!"was the last thing i heard Jesse say before i was in her arm and then i walked to the car with Mark and Jesse and Justin(I know i was shocked but i couldent say or do anything for i was just broken and hollow inside.And there was Chris at the front door while we left and i didnt see anything in his eyes but well sorrow

The day of the meeting

Ok im going to tell you about this meeting but if i stop its coz i gotta go someplace coz i gotta do some reasearch in that lebrary in the place where the meeting was held but let me get started so you know what the hell im talking about we will start where. . . where we are in the car on our way to the meeting.

We where driving on a very old and used road on the side of someplace that i cant tell you about coz I was sworn not to tell.But this place was beatiful and you wont belive the plants and the wild life i know it must have being somthing that the vampires did coz i have never in my life seen this place before in my life and i think i have seen this road but who knows.The plants where so green and lushes that i had to look realy hard to find the little butterflies and other animals living on the leaves but these animals didnt look like normal caterpillars and butterflies they where more alert and seemed to be watching me but there where many more animals like a lion lieing nexto a young bokke and they seemed to be talking and the field was coverd in beatiful red,green and lime green tulips and when i say coverd i mean coverd i could berly see the ground under it and then there where the trees and there where fairies in these trees(I know it sounds like im lieing but i swear im not there where fairies)and they looked like children so Chris called them the fay children.But as we got farther into the field i saw houses and more people come out no sorry not people but(Chris sayd they are called this)magical beings and they where magical in every way there where more vampires of course but there where werewolfs and these people that i reconized from a book i read and they are called Shadowhunters and it was just sooooo beautiful too see.And then as if from nowhere a place. . yes i said place was infront of me and it was perfect!Like the ones you see in your books with all that stuf about princesses and such but this was real and we where going its way
"What is that?"I asked in amazment
"Its the palace where Mark lives you know the dude who gaves us the letter"Chris said in a matter-of-fact voice
"But you said he was like the president!"I said coz i realy didnt wanna speak to a price while im in jeans and my stomach the size of a soccerball
"Well its the first thing that came into my mind to describe him and dont worry he isnt knig he is the prince soo far untill his father passes away"He said as we started driving up the road to the palace
"I feel soo underessed"I crumbeld as i thought standing there infront of a prince in my BAFANA-BAFANA shirt and my jeans with holes all over them
"Dont worry the price is actuly a new vamp so he still doeant care about much all this vamp stuff, its just his father that was the sorry that is the king so he was brought up this way"
"Wait how long has Mark being a vamp?"I asked for i actuly was curiose mabey this guy realy didnt worry about if a girl was in a pair of jeans and a t-shirt
"Ummm I belive he has being a full vamp for about 2 months soo he is still very young"He said and then we where at the palace and there at the gate was a guy who was. . .was the cutest boys i have ever seen.He had green eyes that where smiling at me and he had a smile like a million where put together just to make a quater of his smile and then he had a body that have made models beg on there hands and knees just to touch it
"And speaking of the devil there he is Price Markes the 1st "He said and the we stopped the car and like 2 seconds later before i had even taken off my seat belt there he was the prince opening the door for me for ME
"Ummm . . . uh. . th. . thanx"I said and i heard that i was stuttering which i hadent done sice i was 6 years old
"Hey dude quiet stuttering im not gonna bite you"And then he smiled and i was glad that i was still half in the car or i might have fallen over
"Hey sorry im just not used to people opening doors for me expecale when they are i dont know princes"And i was rewarded with a smile and he got one back
"Well im glad that you think im special but dont worry about calling me sir and that just call me Mark"And then he stuck out his hand i toke it and said
"Hi im Zack just Zack no sername i guess anymore"I said and looked down i realy did miss my dad and bro it felt weird thinking about them when they thought i was dead.
"They think your dead right coz your a vamp"And then i looked up and i saw a smile that was apolijizing
"Well im not realy a vamp im actuly a human thats on the run with my boyfriend and his brother and my dead un-dead BFF"And i was won with a confused look
"But if you were a mere human you wouldent be able to first hold a vamp child and secong get into this palace coz there is a shield where only vamps can get into here"And then it was my turn to look confused so i lokked away and i saw we where alone
"They had to go inside coz my dad wants to talk to them while i talk to you about not knowing about the vamp world"And then i looked back at him and responded to his earlier statment
"But wait how do you know im holding a vamp kid"I said and then i got a smile from him that said that he wanted to go inside to talk
"Come on lets go inside"Then he took my hand and run well more like ran at the speed of lightning and then we where in a roon that looked like a room that was a living room but more homey coz there where magazines of bands that i like and a X-box and also some clothes all over the room.Mark must have noticed me staring coz he began to speak
"Oh man sorry i thought the maid had come in to clean up sorry im not big inot keeping my room clean"He said as he began to pick up his clothes
"Hey dude dont worry you should see my room back ho. . . "I said then sat down on the couch and i felt him sit down nexto me
"Hey its ok "He said as he began to rub my back"My mom died when i was little im shore they will know that your alive thats what happened when i ran away"He said with a smile in his voice
"I dont know my mom she ran off when i was a baby and well i dont think they . . .they will know"I said and then began to cry i dint realize that he was hugging me until i stopped crying
"Im ok sorry i know that was stupid"I said and then smilled while i was whipping away the tears .
"Hey that wasnt stupid i cryed every night till i was like 12 coz i missed my mom and dont worry about srying infront of me im not all big and bad ok mabey a little bad if you say bad is when you blow up your maids old car but im just saying"He said and then a unexpected laugh left my lips and then i had to ask a question
"Umm i just wanted to know ummm how did you know i was pregnant"I asked as i looked down at my shoes coz it was kinnda embareasing
"Hey dont be embaresed"And then it was soo abveis to me that if it was a snake it would have bitten me
"Aaaaah crap you can read my mind cant you"
"Ya sorry i cant help it and thanx for thinking im cute coz i soo am"He said as he began to walk to his book shelf
"Na its nots soo bad Chrises mom can read minds to so i guess im used to it"I said and then i saw him take out a book
"Hey whats up eith that family tree book?"I asked
"Ohh i think im gonna find out why you are also a vamp but dont kow about it"he said then sat down
"Ok so i need to know your moms name and how old she was when she had you"he said and then i answered with somthing else
"Well dont you mean Zackery?"I said coz i knew that my bro was there when she left i was only like 3 months
"Who is Zackery?And i need the name"He said sounding a little impatint
"Zackery is my older brother he was there when she left"I said coz its kinnda obvias
"Wait hold on 2 children thats odd for a vampire we usaly have only1"He said and then he went into his book and went to look at some other pages
"Umm well my broother is defenetly my brother and well Chris has a brother"I said
"Yes well Justin is his brother but he is only his half brother for they have diffrent mothers"He said sounding like he thought i was a bit crazy

Im realy sorry Justin just got back with the car and we are going ill tell you more in a bit

The meeting

"No!You are not coming with us!"Said Chris in his voice that is meant to shut me up but of course i didnt and i just keept on talking(i dont like being bossed around thats not my fault)
"Yes i am"I said in a much more controled voice even though i wanted to ripe of his head he is being so unfare to me"I am the reson that they are holding that damn meeting and i intend to go to it no matter what you say i dont care if you dont want a dead wait"I said in a firm voice that was ment to make him let me go but all he did was smil
"You have no idea how much i love you when you are so persistent"He said trying to destract me but im not falling for it this time
"Stop trying to destract me Chris!I am going to that meeting"And with that i lost my temper and well began to yell

Ok so you probly wanna know why we are fighting.Well the reson is that metting we where invited to remember ,well they have being told that i am pregnant,even though we dont know who told them,so they wanna also talk about that (i think they are going to take it away from me but they will have to go through me first)and also what they are going to do about me in general for im not ment to know about the vamp world but here i am and i know.But i guess he also doesnt want me to go is this prgnancy goes damn fast im like not even a week in a well i already have a bump.

"Please,Zack,please just stay here inside"He said and oh ya i forgat to say we brought a apartment where we can all live coz apparently i cant go home coz my family thinks im dead.
"No.Please this is not fair im the one who has to go through this ,my family thinks im dead and i cant ever see them again and well i just realy wanna be there with you"I said and sat down a couch in the corner of this beatiful apartment,amagent las vagas hotel rooms this was like that but better.
"No"He said but he was hesatating whitch i took for a chance to go on.
"Please Chris i wont be a dead weight at all and ill try hard to not bug you.Please"I said and then i saw that in his eyes he lost his will to fight.
"Fine"He said and a smile lite my face all up"And you are the most dangrouse mirical in this world"He said but then i stopped.
"Merical?What do you mean by that"
"Well,Zack a human is not ment to be able to have a vampire child unless they are some how realated to a vampire but are more vampire than human where as some people are more human than vampire"He said and then a little smile tugged at his lips
"Oh great im the senter of every damn thig"And with that i curled into his arms and fell asleep which was to be expected sence i was having a baby duh

Well that how i convinced Chris to take me to the meeting ill tell you about the meeting as soon as i can and trust me you wont like it one little bit