I was sitting in the park watching Espoir play in the sand.I hadn't talked much in the week all i did was talk to Jesse and Mark.But when i was at the park Pat came up,and,well i couldn't just sit there.Then he came up to me by the park bench and sat next to me.
"Hey"He said.I didnt see what is face looked like now coz i was looking at Espoir not meeting Pats gaze
"Hi"I said in a lifeless voice.This is the voice everyone hear from me exept Mark coz he can read my thoughts
"Whats wrong?"He asked noticing me not looking at him and the voice
"You know all those murders?"I said ignoring his question
"Ya"He whisperd.I didnt see the point.But i was a freak anyway
"One of those people was. . . my. . . best. . . friend"I said in a much less dead voice
"Im. . Im sorry"Pat said putting his hand over mine
"There is no shame in dieing"I said.Abbey always said this to me when i was in a bad mood coz i thought my mom was dead.But when i looked at him he was staring at my hand.Oh damn it!He was staring at that tatoo thing that vampires get.Mine was a star over a moon
"Whats wrong"I whisperd to scared for him to hear my fear
"Your. . your a vampire!"He yelled and pulled his hand away
"No"I said trying to make my voice sound stronger
"You are.I would know that sign anywhere!My brother has it!"He said yelling at me again
I didnt say anything so he just looked at me and his breath cought
"Zack"He breathed
"Hey Pattie"I said putting a smile on my face
"You didnt know did you?"He asked with understanding in his eyes.I didnt need to know what he was talking about
"No.But fate made me date a vampire.Fall pregnant with a vampire.Get cheated on by a vampire.So then i guessed i am a vampire"I said getting up and picking Espoir off from the ground.He was getting dirty
"But i thought"He said looking at Espoir with confused eyes.
"That i was givin this kid and you where right.I lost the other kid"I said with a shrug.It was all i could do inseted of crying my heart out again.And then Espoir spoke.And i mean spoke with perfect grammer and everything!
"Mommy.Am i mad?"Asked Espoir with his huge eyes looking at me.It took me a minute but i spoke.So i put my hand on his forhead and said
"Im afraid you are"I said with a smile"But can i tell you a secert"He just nodded and looked down"Those are the best kind of people"I said and then gave him a hug
.And then the pain hit.It was like you where poring straight bleach into my head,but a million times over.i doubled over screaming.It took me a while until i realised Espoir was out of my atm and i had Cold arm holding me.I guess it was so i didnt fall off the bench
And then like the many times this has happened there was blackenss
