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Monday, June 7, 2010

Pain is ok when you cant feel it but i guess thats not pain at all

As i ran towards my brother with a grin spread across my face i got to him but then i pain hit me.I t was like i was being run over by a truck with a full load on and then being thrown down a cliff over and over again but what was strange was that the pain was coming from my torso and then i screamed,but this scream was nothing i have ever heard before let alone done it sounded like a million people screaming at once but worse.Then i crumbled to the ground but Mark was already there holding my head so that i could breath then i noticed that i was vomiting blood-gross.
"Zack!"My brother yelled but his voice was distant like we were talking using a peice of string with a can on each end of the string.And then i was moving but i was too dizzy to tell where we where going or even how i was getting there but i did see that my whole family was there with me.
"Zack,hold on we are almost there you have to hold on!"Said a familiar voice that i could place at once Mark.The thought that he would stay with me would have me smile but today all i could do was scream.And then we where in a place that looked like a hospital,kind of,but i couldent be shore for at that moment i passed out.

I woke up in a room that was plain and it was all to easy to tell it was a hospital room and also that i was in a bed with IV hooked into everywhere.But i also saw that every one was there and even someone i didnt expect and i was glad that only that person was awake.
"Hey"Said Mark then smiled but it wasnt the smile i knew it was a tired smile and i couldent help but smile a little bit back
"Hi"I said and fourced myself into a sitting position
"You gave us all a scare you know"I said and then came and sat down on my bed "We all thought that you where diening"He said and i could see that there was more to his statement but i relay didnt care all i cared about at this moment was that i could sit by him and not be embarrassed.
"Sorry"I said and i meaned it wasnt it enough for my parent think i was kidnapped and now they think im dieing hesh im a living time bom
"S'ok everyone wanted to know where Chris was though"He said and then his eyes darkend
"Aand did you tell them?"I asked and i hoped he didnt coz i realy didnt need more reson to make my parent feel bad
"Ya i did"He smiled which made me suspiouses"I had to all but call the police to stop them from going to him and you mom kicking his sorry ass to new mexico"H said and then he was realy smiling and i realized that what Chris did was painful for Mark to for he also felt my pain
"And then he shows up coz he gets a call from who knows,and your dad actuly hit him"And then he must have seen my face when he told me this.My dad HIT a vampire was he mad!And. . .wait he is here no,no,no!I dont wanna see him!
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Dont worry Zack,your dad is fine actuly he is happy coz he got a good punch he and there"He said and then smiled but a second later he was frowning"But Chris is a different storie all together"He said and then he cocked his head to the side and said"Speak of devil"He said and then he turned to the door.And then seconds later the door opened and Chris steped inside.
"Hey.I see you are awake"He siad and smiled that smile i love but right now all i could do from getting out of this bed and walking up to him and puching his guts out was to hold Marks hand as hard as i could
"Get out!"Me and Mark said at the same time
"Hey what did i do wrong"He said and put up his hands like you would do when a police man invedtgated you but it actuly looked like he didnt know what was wrong,Asshole
"You know exactly what you did"I growled,wait!I growled COOL!
"Ok im sorry Zack you know i am why wont you belive me"He said.And then i didnt even need to say anything coz Mark got up at grabbed Chris by his collor and threw him out the door and i truly and honestly couldent help but grin at Mark coz he did the one thing i realy wanted to do.
"Thanx"I said and then opened my arms when he came to sit nexto me and he hugged me and it wasnt weird or anything it felt. . . . natural like i belonged in his arms
"No problem i wanted to hit him but i thought better of myself"He said and then pulled out of my hug but still held my hand .And at that moment my brother woke up with a HUGE yawn
"ZACK!Your awake!"He said then flew out of the chair and hugged me
"Ya I did and im glad you where one of the first to greet me how are you?"I asked and i meaned the question.How was he?He just saw his sister close to death and must have being terified
"Im happy that you are alright but im kinda sad that you like figured out your a vamp"He said and then hung his head
"Wwait. . . .You knew?"I asked and i knew i should be mad but i wasnt i was actuly feeling guilty but i dont know why
"Well ya me and dad are both vamp but we didnt want to rewin your life by telling you so we guessed that you would figure it out someday but then you got and date and vamp and fall pregnant how is that not obvies"He said and then he was shaking his head
"Wait you know im pregnant?"I said and then i saw pain in his eyes but i didnt know from what
"Ya.Thats the reson your in hospital know Zack"He said and then looked at Mark and then Mark nodded.
"And you arnt pregnant anymore, Zack,you lost the babey"He said and then he looked up at me and i saw that there was understanding in his eyes from somthing.And then I burst out crying.I didnt belive it how was that possible how i could i lose the beby i ddint do anything wrong i was so carful and i loved my baby from day one even after what happened with Chris i still loved my baby and know it was just gone.My dream of a little boy in my arms looking up at me with green eyes and with little blonde hair on his head.Aand then i felt arms on me not just 2 pair but 5 pair of arms aorund me and i knew the 5 one was my best friend in the whole world and the other my family and one pair that ment almost more than the others was Marks he was going through all this pain with me and was going through all this for me and why I hadnt done anything for him at all but when he murmed these simple words it was clear that i wasnt just feeling this feeling towards him alone he also felt it
"I love"He murmed in my ear and the only people to hear was my mom(Read my mind)And my brother that was my best friend in so many ways and when he heard Mark say this he looked into my eyes and smiled and it that smile i saw that he was saying that i deserved Mark more than anything and i was so happy i started crying both sad and happy tears. . . weird.And i heard 4 giggles from the crowed aroung me

This is all i can say soo far coz Zack wont come and type down anything but she is starting to come around her and Mark talk of course but now they have imprited(Weird i know dont ask)so she cant help but talk to her and Mark can tell what she is thinking anyway so i guess that makes sense but now we are headed but home to Joburg so that Zack and Mark can by a house and hopfuly next time when there is a blog its typed from Zack

Jesse