The first thing i heard in the darkness was Nic
"She'll be fine i think she is coming around soon"Was all he said and the i heard a familiar and fairly softer voice"Zack,Zack wake up.Its ok.Your ok"Mark said and the i opened my eyes and looked at him
"Demons"I said and the turned my head the other way a puked up all my breakfast."Being pregnant sucks"I MUMBLED and then wiped my mouth and noticed i was on the couch.
"Well it looks like she is feeling better"Said Zac and i looked down by my feet and saw him.Then i stuck out my toung at him.
"We know about the demonds,Zack,We also know the there have being 4 murders since you left"Mark said and his eyes where full of my pain that i felt.
"Who?"I barly whisperd
"Well there was one named Jace,Stark,Abbey-"And then he was cut of coz i cut him of
"A. . A. . Abbey!"And then i let out a sob and turned my head
"Zack,Zack,Im sorry im soo very sorry"It was Zac this time
"Zack,Zack i know she would have missed you"Said Jesse and i heard she was also crying coz we where all a gang but her tears where less hesterical coz Abbey had always being there for me but i wasnt there for her.
"Its all my falt"I whisperd inbetween sobs
"No its not"Said 4 voices
"She was my best friend one of my closest"I sobbed"And i wasnt here to protect her when she needed it"I said and the shoved my head into Marks chest.And just cryed my heart out.
I think i cryed myself to sleep after while and i knew i wasnt the only one crying i knew Jesse and Zac where crying with me.
I woke up with the sound of crying.And then i got up and saw the time
"1 in the morning realy Espoir"I mumbeld to myself and then i went to his cot to find that he wasnt there
"Espoir"I said but i could still hear him crying but i dont know where from"Espoir!Espoir!!"I yelled and the Mark was nexto me
"Whats wrong?"He asked
"I. . . .i cant find Espoir"I said and then i heard him crying again and then Mark was walking to the bathroom.And then i saw him smile
"Found him"Mark said and then picked up Espoir from the floor and passed him to me
"Dont do that to me again,understand me"I said to Espoir and then he gigled
"How the hell did he get there?"I asked Mark while we where in the kitchen getting Espoir some milk
"I guess he moved himself there"Mark said and then looked at Espoir and said
"You mustnt do that,Dude.Ok"Mark said and the smiled when Espoir smiled at him and then i gave Mark the bottle.He looked at me with doutful eyes
"Come on just do it ive done it evey time come on"I said and the got of the counter and lost my balence and noticed somthing when i was up right
"Look"I said and then pulled up my shirt just so you could see my tummie
"Wow shes growing"Mark said and then he scooped Espoir into his arms soo he could feed him right.
"She?"I asked.I didnt know i was having a girl
"Oh ya.I can read hear mind and she says she is a girl"He said with a smug smile
"Damn midreader"I said under my breath but he heard it and put on the smile i loved
"Come on lets get back to bed"Mark said and then looked sown at Espoir who was yawning a huge yawn
"Do you want to go to sleep dude?"Asked Mark
And Espoir answer was that he clased his eyes and his breathing slowed
"Im gonna take that as a yes"I said and then held out my arm and Mark put Espoir in them.
