The pain never ended or dulled.I had being awake since we got to the room im in.I dont know where i am or why i just know i was still in pain.But i dont know how long i have being in here.I just know i screamed alot and i never opened my eyes.I couldent move ither,it hurt to much.After a while i noticed screaming did nothing it just made my ears hurt,so i kept my mouth shut.When i was silent i heard Mark nexto me and i also heard people talking.It confused me that i could hear this.
"How long has she got?"Asked Mark.I wonder who he was talking to?The person never seemed to be intrested in anything he just responded
"Dont rush this,child"The mans voice said.He sounded irrataed.HEHEH
"Please"Begged Mark.His voice was strained.I just wish i could give him a hug.But i think that would be a bad idea at the moment.
"Ugh. . .Its hard to tell realy.We estamat about 1 hour more.Because of the babey"He said.I wonder why he gave in.I would have continued to keep my mouth shut
"Thank you.Thank you so much"Mark said and then he was suddenly at me side "I love you, Z"He murmerd into my hair just loud enough so i could hear but to soft for anyone else to hear.And,then i gently sqeezed his hand.With as much power possible for me at the moment.
And then at that moment i heard more voices.Familiar ones
"How is she"Asked Jesse in a scared voice
"She is going to be just fine.In about 3 minutes she will be awake"Nic said and i realized his hand was on my shoulder.WOW!!When did he get there didnt even hear him.And what smells like cheap deodarent
Mark let out a laugh at that thought
"Of course shell be fine.What did you take her for a flower?"Said a voice that made everyone stiff inclouding me,well everyone stiff exept Mark.
"You got guts,to show your face around here"Said Justin
"Ohhhh,look my big brother is threating me.Scary"Christopher smirked.His voice was also dripping with sarcasm
"What the hell do you want?"Asked Sam.And for mabey the 2 time.Her voice was dead
"Cant i come see my girl friend in the hospital?"Asked Christopher with a ake innocents in his tone.But what he just said made me force my eyes open.
"Go. . . away"I breathed agonized.I still hurt every where.Mark looked at me with consurned eyes.Whats wrong with me?I thought toward Mark
"Your changing into a full vamp.First of the gang.Congrats"He whisperd in my ear.Huh?I thought you where all full vampires.I thought towards Mark again.
"Nope but we are getting there"He said with a little smile on his lips.But he had forced it there
"What,dont i egzist?"Asked Christopher.To no one in particular
"I. . .so. . .wish. . . you. . . didnt"I panted.This was hard but it was getting easyer.It still made my head hurt though.Then i screamed.There was a new pain worse.It hurt like hell.And then 5 seconds later it was gone.I was free.Free of the pain.Then i groweld.I had just noticed Christopher was nexto me.
"Go to hell,Christopher"I growled at Christopher.He looked shocked.Good.
"Why?"He asked.His eyes as wide as plates
"Why!"I screamed.He flinched"Why did you cheat on my,hey?"I yelled and then there was 7 diffrent sets of growls behind me.He looked down embaressed.Good
"Can we talk someplace private?"He whisperd.Still looking down.
"No!Now get out!"I warned him
"Why should i listen to you?"He challenged.He was trying to be the big brave guy.Retard
"Coz im almost positive you wanna keep your arm"Said James with a smile on his face
"Who the heck are you?"Snapped Christopher.I growled at him
"Im James.And I realy wont mind helping her with the job"He said with a huge grin.Then he looked at me
"Who are you"He growled at Sam and Nic.Staring at there hands that where interlocked.
"Im Sam and this is my husband Nic"Said Sam touching The tope of Nics arm.Christophers arms poped out at the word husband
"And you?"He growled towards Mark.Then saw Espoir for the first time and looked at him with curious eyes
"Im Mark.And yes im Z's boyfrien.And that little monster is our son,Espoir"Mark said still looking at me.I was getting tired.I realy wanted to sleep.But i will stay up.
"Espoir.Hope"Christopher murmerd to himself.Then looked at me
"Wait.But what-"He began but i cut him off.
"I lost the baby,Christopher"I said in a dead voice
"Oh"Was all he said
"Ya oh.You werent there when i was drowning in my own pain.You wernt there when i found out Abbey is dead. . .You just wernt there!"I yelled and the almost jumped off the bed to hit Christopher.But Mark touched my arm.I turned towards him and then just let my silent tears run down my face.It was awile before anyone spoke
"I said im sorry"Chris whisperd
"I know,and I forgive you but it doesnt change anything"I said still looking at Mark.And then i closed my eyes and didnt open them again.But i do know that Mark was with me the whole time i was there
*Zack*
I need a normal person to talk to or at least i need a normal person to listen to my problems.And dont give me crap,coz i have problems that you dont even know about yet.I just wish i was still the girl in this picture
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Fathers day
Today is fathers day so i gave him something that i know he liked.
Dad
With muscles like a fireman
And a dream fir for 2
You are my loving,caring father
And i love you
With a family to care for
And a job to do
You still worry about me and nic
Thats why i love you
You are kind to the poor
And try your hardest
You ever get
I think about thanking you
You dont need a thak you
You dont need to be asked
You dont need to attention
Thats why i love you
By Ana-Mieke Loubser
Now if anyone deare copy thing poem and pretend its theres im going to hunt you down and take of your arms little piece by little piece.So if i were you just read my poem go ooohhh aaaahhh and then get back to your blog.
*Zack*
Dad
With muscles like a fireman
And a dream fir for 2
You are my loving,caring father
And i love you
With a family to care for
And a job to do
You still worry about me and nic
Thats why i love you
You are kind to the poor
And try your hardest
You ever get
I think about thanking you
You dont need a thak you
You dont need to be asked
You dont need to attention
Thats why i love you
By Ana-Mieke Loubser
Now if anyone deare copy thing poem and pretend its theres im going to hunt you down and take of your arms little piece by little piece.So if i were you just read my poem go ooohhh aaaahhh and then get back to your blog.
*Zack*
Saturday, June 19, 2010
And now im the weidest one in the whole town.yay.NOT!!
I was sitting in the park watching Espoir play in the sand.I hadn't talked much in the week all i did was talk to Jesse and Mark.But when i was at the park Pat came up,and,well i couldn't just sit there.Then he came up to me by the park bench and sat next to me.
"Hey"He said.I didnt see what is face looked like now coz i was looking at Espoir not meeting Pats gaze
"Hi"I said in a lifeless voice.This is the voice everyone hear from me exept Mark coz he can read my thoughts
"Whats wrong?"He asked noticing me not looking at him and the voice
"You know all those murders?"I said ignoring his question
"Ya"He whisperd.I didnt see the point.But i was a freak anyway
"One of those people was. . . my. . . best. . . friend"I said in a much less dead voice
"Im. . Im sorry"Pat said putting his hand over mine
"There is no shame in dieing"I said.Abbey always said this to me when i was in a bad mood coz i thought my mom was dead.But when i looked at him he was staring at my hand.Oh damn it!He was staring at that tatoo thing that vampires get.Mine was a star over a moon
"Whats wrong"I whisperd to scared for him to hear my fear
"Your. . your a vampire!"He yelled and pulled his hand away
"No"I said trying to make my voice sound stronger
"You are.I would know that sign anywhere!My brother has it!"He said yelling at me again
I didnt say anything so he just looked at me and his breath cought
"Zack"He breathed
"Hey Pattie"I said putting a smile on my face
"You didnt know did you?"He asked with understanding in his eyes.I didnt need to know what he was talking about
"No.But fate made me date a vampire.Fall pregnant with a vampire.Get cheated on by a vampire.So then i guessed i am a vampire"I said getting up and picking Espoir off from the ground.He was getting dirty
"But i thought"He said looking at Espoir with confused eyes.
"That i was givin this kid and you where right.I lost the other kid"I said with a shrug.It was all i could do inseted of crying my heart out again.And then Espoir spoke.And i mean spoke with perfect grammer and everything!
"Mommy.Am i mad?"Asked Espoir with his huge eyes looking at me.It took me a minute but i spoke.So i put my hand on his forhead and said
"Im afraid you are"I said with a smile"But can i tell you a secert"He just nodded and looked down"Those are the best kind of people"I said and then gave him a hug
.And then the pain hit.It was like you where poring straight bleach into my head,but a million times over.i doubled over screaming.It took me a while until i realised Espoir was out of my atm and i had Cold arm holding me.I guess it was so i didnt fall off the bench
And then like the many times this has happened there was blackenss
"Hey"He said.I didnt see what is face looked like now coz i was looking at Espoir not meeting Pats gaze
"Hi"I said in a lifeless voice.This is the voice everyone hear from me exept Mark coz he can read my thoughts
"Whats wrong?"He asked noticing me not looking at him and the voice
"You know all those murders?"I said ignoring his question
"Ya"He whisperd.I didnt see the point.But i was a freak anyway
"One of those people was. . . my. . . best. . . friend"I said in a much less dead voice
"Im. . Im sorry"Pat said putting his hand over mine
"There is no shame in dieing"I said.Abbey always said this to me when i was in a bad mood coz i thought my mom was dead.But when i looked at him he was staring at my hand.Oh damn it!He was staring at that tatoo thing that vampires get.Mine was a star over a moon
"Whats wrong"I whisperd to scared for him to hear my fear
"Your. . your a vampire!"He yelled and pulled his hand away
"No"I said trying to make my voice sound stronger
"You are.I would know that sign anywhere!My brother has it!"He said yelling at me again
I didnt say anything so he just looked at me and his breath cought
"Zack"He breathed
"Hey Pattie"I said putting a smile on my face
"You didnt know did you?"He asked with understanding in his eyes.I didnt need to know what he was talking about
"No.But fate made me date a vampire.Fall pregnant with a vampire.Get cheated on by a vampire.So then i guessed i am a vampire"I said getting up and picking Espoir off from the ground.He was getting dirty
"But i thought"He said looking at Espoir with confused eyes.
"That i was givin this kid and you where right.I lost the other kid"I said with a shrug.It was all i could do inseted of crying my heart out again.And then Espoir spoke.And i mean spoke with perfect grammer and everything!
"Mommy.Am i mad?"Asked Espoir with his huge eyes looking at me.It took me a minute but i spoke.So i put my hand on his forhead and said
"Im afraid you are"I said with a smile"But can i tell you a secert"He just nodded and looked down"Those are the best kind of people"I said and then gave him a hug
.And then the pain hit.It was like you where poring straight bleach into my head,but a million times over.i doubled over screaming.It took me a while until i realised Espoir was out of my atm and i had Cold arm holding me.I guess it was so i didnt fall off the bench
And then like the many times this has happened there was blackenss
Monday, June 14, 2010
I. . I just cant so it
Today everyone probly was reminded about that week when i lost the baby and i wouldnt talk to anyone.But this was worse even Mark looked worried.Probly coz he cant read anything from my mind.Probly coz there is only one thing in my mind.Its all my fault!Its all my fault!How could you! those are the only things in my mind at the moment.
After I put Espoir back to bed i went to bed too.I had a dream where i saw that wolfe thing by the shops at night behind Abbey but she didnt notice and the then demon walked on a twig and it snapped.She turned around and scremed.But this scream would wake the dead but no one came out.When the demon came closer she started yelling
"HELP!PLEASE!!!!NO PLEASE DONT HURT ME PLEASE!!!"Was what she kept screaming and then when the demon was right infront of her she whisperd somthing that woke me right up."Zack. . .Zack i. . miss you. . i wish you where with me.I love you"And then the demon jumped onto her.Then i screamed.I screamed as loud as i could and then i herd Mark
"Zack.Zack your ok.Zack calm down"Mark said and then pulled me into his arms.I screamed for a while longer and then i just started crying.
"Its ok"Mark kept reapetng"Its ok"And then i felt Espoir nexto me and he moved to come into my lap.He looked into my eyes and then he lay down and let my cry
I stopped crying when Espoir let out a little cry
"Your hungry,hey?"I said my voice cracked 4 timed.Then i got off the bed and looked at Mark
"You ok?"He asked looking worried
"You must be considering leaving my"I said and it was true to me.Why would he stay with a weirdo like me
"Coz i love you"He said and then was also off the bed
I didnt talk to anyone and nether did Jesse we just walked around the house.After a while Mark took Espoir from my arms coz i was making him feel sick.And then after a while i just burst out crying.I dont know why i just did.And everyone would comfort me and Jesse even Nic looked sad.I just couldent bother looking long though.I just sat on the floor staring infront of me.After a while i heard the others talk
"Will they be ok?"Asked Zac.But his voice was husky
"I dont know"Said Sam and she sounded scared
"Dont look at me.Every time i touch one of them i come up with nothing"Nic said
"Its the same with me.Every time i try looking into there minds.Its. . . blank"Mark said and i heard him better coz he was nexto me.
I got hungry after a hour.I didnt even bother thinking about it.I just got up and walked to the fridge but Mark beet me there and gave me somthing.I dont know what it was i just ate it.Then i came here to the computer.I dont know whay i just did.But it makes me cry more.And the same with Jesse.
Im going to go now.I cant handel this.It hurts to think about it let alone write about it.
*Zack*
After I put Espoir back to bed i went to bed too.I had a dream where i saw that wolfe thing by the shops at night behind Abbey but she didnt notice and the then demon walked on a twig and it snapped.She turned around and scremed.But this scream would wake the dead but no one came out.When the demon came closer she started yelling
"HELP!PLEASE!!!!NO PLEASE DONT HURT ME PLEASE!!!"Was what she kept screaming and then when the demon was right infront of her she whisperd somthing that woke me right up."Zack. . .Zack i. . miss you. . i wish you where with me.I love you"And then the demon jumped onto her.Then i screamed.I screamed as loud as i could and then i herd Mark
"Zack.Zack your ok.Zack calm down"Mark said and then pulled me into his arms.I screamed for a while longer and then i just started crying.
"Its ok"Mark kept reapetng"Its ok"And then i felt Espoir nexto me and he moved to come into my lap.He looked into my eyes and then he lay down and let my cry
I stopped crying when Espoir let out a little cry
"Your hungry,hey?"I said my voice cracked 4 timed.Then i got off the bed and looked at Mark
"You ok?"He asked looking worried
"You must be considering leaving my"I said and it was true to me.Why would he stay with a weirdo like me
"Coz i love you"He said and then was also off the bed
I didnt talk to anyone and nether did Jesse we just walked around the house.After a while Mark took Espoir from my arms coz i was making him feel sick.And then after a while i just burst out crying.I dont know why i just did.And everyone would comfort me and Jesse even Nic looked sad.I just couldent bother looking long though.I just sat on the floor staring infront of me.After a while i heard the others talk
"Will they be ok?"Asked Zac.But his voice was husky
"I dont know"Said Sam and she sounded scared
"Dont look at me.Every time i touch one of them i come up with nothing"Nic said
"Its the same with me.Every time i try looking into there minds.Its. . . blank"Mark said and i heard him better coz he was nexto me.
I got hungry after a hour.I didnt even bother thinking about it.I just got up and walked to the fridge but Mark beet me there and gave me somthing.I dont know what it was i just ate it.Then i came here to the computer.I dont know whay i just did.But it makes me cry more.And the same with Jesse.
Im going to go now.I cant handel this.It hurts to think about it let alone write about it.
*Zack*
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Being pregant hurts. . bad
The first thing i heard in the darkness was Nic
"She'll be fine i think she is coming around soon"Was all he said and the i heard a familiar and fairly softer voice"Zack,Zack wake up.Its ok.Your ok"Mark said and the i opened my eyes and looked at him
"Demons"I said and the turned my head the other way a puked up all my breakfast."Being pregnant sucks"I MUMBLED and then wiped my mouth and noticed i was on the couch.
"Well it looks like she is feeling better"Said Zac and i looked down by my feet and saw him.Then i stuck out my toung at him.
"We know about the demonds,Zack,We also know the there have being 4 murders since you left"Mark said and his eyes where full of my pain that i felt.
"Who?"I barly whisperd
"Well there was one named Jace,Stark,Abbey-"And then he was cut of coz i cut him of
"A. . A. . Abbey!"And then i let out a sob and turned my head
"Zack,Zack,Im sorry im soo very sorry"It was Zac this time
"Zack,Zack i know she would have missed you"Said Jesse and i heard she was also crying coz we where all a gang but her tears where less hesterical coz Abbey had always being there for me but i wasnt there for her.
"Its all my falt"I whisperd inbetween sobs
"No its not"Said 4 voices
"She was my best friend one of my closest"I sobbed"And i wasnt here to protect her when she needed it"I said and the shoved my head into Marks chest.And just cryed my heart out.
I think i cryed myself to sleep after while and i knew i wasnt the only one crying i knew Jesse and Zac where crying with me.
I woke up with the sound of crying.And then i got up and saw the time
"1 in the morning realy Espoir"I mumbeld to myself and then i went to his cot to find that he wasnt there
"Espoir"I said but i could still hear him crying but i dont know where from"Espoir!Espoir!!"I yelled and the Mark was nexto me
"Whats wrong?"He asked
"I. . . .i cant find Espoir"I said and then i heard him crying again and then Mark was walking to the bathroom.And then i saw him smile
"Found him"Mark said and then picked up Espoir from the floor and passed him to me
"Dont do that to me again,understand me"I said to Espoir and then he gigled
"How the hell did he get there?"I asked Mark while we where in the kitchen getting Espoir some milk
"I guess he moved himself there"Mark said and then looked at Espoir and said
"You mustnt do that,Dude.Ok"Mark said and the smiled when Espoir smiled at him and then i gave Mark the bottle.He looked at me with doutful eyes
"Come on just do it ive done it evey time come on"I said and the got of the counter and lost my balence and noticed somthing when i was up right
"Look"I said and then pulled up my shirt just so you could see my tummie
"Wow shes growing"Mark said and then he scooped Espoir into his arms soo he could feed him right.
"She?"I asked.I didnt know i was having a girl
"Oh ya.I can read hear mind and she says she is a girl"He said with a smug smile
"Damn midreader"I said under my breath but he heard it and put on the smile i loved
"Come on lets get back to bed"Mark said and then looked sown at Espoir who was yawning a huge yawn
"Do you want to go to sleep dude?"Asked Mark
And Espoir answer was that he clased his eyes and his breathing slowed
"Im gonna take that as a yes"I said and then held out my arm and Mark put Espoir in them.
"She'll be fine i think she is coming around soon"Was all he said and the i heard a familiar and fairly softer voice"Zack,Zack wake up.Its ok.Your ok"Mark said and the i opened my eyes and looked at him
"Demons"I said and the turned my head the other way a puked up all my breakfast."Being pregnant sucks"I MUMBLED and then wiped my mouth and noticed i was on the couch.
"Well it looks like she is feeling better"Said Zac and i looked down by my feet and saw him.Then i stuck out my toung at him.
"We know about the demonds,Zack,We also know the there have being 4 murders since you left"Mark said and his eyes where full of my pain that i felt.
"Who?"I barly whisperd
"Well there was one named Jace,Stark,Abbey-"And then he was cut of coz i cut him of
"A. . A. . Abbey!"And then i let out a sob and turned my head
"Zack,Zack,Im sorry im soo very sorry"It was Zac this time
"Zack,Zack i know she would have missed you"Said Jesse and i heard she was also crying coz we where all a gang but her tears where less hesterical coz Abbey had always being there for me but i wasnt there for her.
"Its all my falt"I whisperd inbetween sobs
"No its not"Said 4 voices
"She was my best friend one of my closest"I sobbed"And i wasnt here to protect her when she needed it"I said and the shoved my head into Marks chest.And just cryed my heart out.
I think i cryed myself to sleep after while and i knew i wasnt the only one crying i knew Jesse and Zac where crying with me.
I woke up with the sound of crying.And then i got up and saw the time
"1 in the morning realy Espoir"I mumbeld to myself and then i went to his cot to find that he wasnt there
"Espoir"I said but i could still hear him crying but i dont know where from"Espoir!Espoir!!"I yelled and the Mark was nexto me
"Whats wrong?"He asked
"I. . . .i cant find Espoir"I said and then i heard him crying again and then Mark was walking to the bathroom.And then i saw him smile
"Found him"Mark said and then picked up Espoir from the floor and passed him to me
"Dont do that to me again,understand me"I said to Espoir and then he gigled
"How the hell did he get there?"I asked Mark while we where in the kitchen getting Espoir some milk
"I guess he moved himself there"Mark said and then looked at Espoir and said
"You mustnt do that,Dude.Ok"Mark said and the smiled when Espoir smiled at him and then i gave Mark the bottle.He looked at me with doutful eyes
"Come on just do it ive done it evey time come on"I said and the got of the counter and lost my balence and noticed somthing when i was up right
"Look"I said and then pulled up my shirt just so you could see my tummie
"Wow shes growing"Mark said and then he scooped Espoir into his arms soo he could feed him right.
"She?"I asked.I didnt know i was having a girl
"Oh ya.I can read hear mind and she says she is a girl"He said with a smug smile
"Damn midreader"I said under my breath but he heard it and put on the smile i loved
"Come on lets get back to bed"Mark said and then looked sown at Espoir who was yawning a huge yawn
"Do you want to go to sleep dude?"Asked Mark
And Espoir answer was that he clased his eyes and his breathing slowed
"Im gonna take that as a yes"I said and then held out my arm and Mark put Espoir in them.
Something weird is going on back home
Today i was at the store getting some food coz we ate ir all last night,even Espoir had somthing to eat.So we have no food at home and since there are sooo many of use i decided i would steal Marks card and come shopping,I might have gotten myself some cloths.When i noticed that everyone was well like cautios i have lived here my whole life and i know first hand that everyone will say hi to you.But now it seems everyone is too scared too.
"Umm sorry but,whats up with everyone?"I asked a boy i knew from school.When i asked him this he looked at me funny and well it made my uncomertable.
"Ummmm.Well i guess you must be new here.But im shore i reconise you but,there have being soo many murders after Zack died its kinnda scary and one of those people where Christopher."He said and then i rememberd that Chris and Justin came with me and that this boy was his friend.
"Im soo very sorry"I said to him and the i looked at Espoir and said"Say hello ,Epoir"I said and then looked at the boy
"My name is Alexander and this is my son Espoir"I said and then the boy looked at me and asked a question that i never though i realy would hear
"Espoir that means hope.What made you name him hope"He asked and then quickly added"You dont have to tell me,Oh and my name is Patrick"And then he looked down
"I named him hope coz he isnt my real son a woman gave him to me to protect him"I said and then looked at my little son.
"I . . . I better go.It was nice meeting you Alexander"He said and then turned around"Its good to see you again Pat"I said and then carryed on shopping.
When i got home only Nic was there and i didnt care i realy needed to talk to him
"Nic. . Nic"I said a little breathless
"Whats wrong?"Nic asked and then he was in the room
"There. . there have being murders.When i left. People are getting killed"I said and then somthing hit me"They where holding back coz i was here"I said and then the floor was the next thing i felt.Good thing i put Espoir in his crib
*Zack*
"Umm sorry but,whats up with everyone?"I asked a boy i knew from school.When i asked him this he looked at me funny and well it made my uncomertable.
"Ummmm.Well i guess you must be new here.But im shore i reconise you but,there have being soo many murders after Zack died its kinnda scary and one of those people where Christopher."He said and then i rememberd that Chris and Justin came with me and that this boy was his friend.
"Im soo very sorry"I said to him and the i looked at Espoir and said"Say hello ,Epoir"I said and then looked at the boy
"My name is Alexander and this is my son Espoir"I said and then the boy looked at me and asked a question that i never though i realy would hear
"Espoir that means hope.What made you name him hope"He asked and then quickly added"You dont have to tell me,Oh and my name is Patrick"And then he looked down
"I named him hope coz he isnt my real son a woman gave him to me to protect him"I said and then looked at my little son.
"I . . . I better go.It was nice meeting you Alexander"He said and then turned around"Its good to see you again Pat"I said and then carryed on shopping.
When i got home only Nic was there and i didnt care i realy needed to talk to him
"Nic. . Nic"I said a little breathless
"Whats wrong?"Nic asked and then he was in the room
"There. . there have being murders.When i left. People are getting killed"I said and then somthing hit me"They where holding back coz i was here"I said and then the floor was the next thing i felt.Good thing i put Espoir in his crib
*Zack*
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Home!
OK first i wanna say im sorry i blog sooo much everyday its just so that i can keep you all posted.
So now we just got home.
"Its just like i remember it!"I said as we went down the street where my old school was
"Ugly and smeely"Commented Justin from behind me.
"Naw.I dont think so.It feels like home"Said Jesse and i was glad that she rememberd home.I was in the car with Jesse,Justin, Sam(who used to come to the school i just never paid attention)and of course Espoir in Jesse arms
"Ya, i remeber that time when the princepel came to school in his underware and didnt even know it"Said Sam.And i smiled.Then we turned onto the road where our new house was and it was huge!But inside it was the same as our old house exept well it was bigger.
"Hey"I said.As i got out of the car and Mark was there.Mark and Nic and James had taken the other car with the motorbikes on the back.
"Hey,so do you like it?"Asked Mark coz he was the one who brought the house.
"Ya.I actuly love it"I said and then sifted Espoir to my left arm and gave Mark a hug and whisperd"Im glad we have a permenent house"I said and then gave him a quick kiss.
"Whats wrong?"I asked Espoir who was staring at me.Espoir realy well belonged in our family.And the girl,Sky was right he was smart.But he was still just a baby.
"Hehehe"He giggled and Mark looked at him with adoring eyes
"Well come on have to set up"I said with a smile on my face
It turnes out putting all the furniture in a house when you a vampire with speed isnt hard and doenst take long.We where done in a few hours.
"Well,im hungry so im making bolonayes"I said and the saw everyone look at me exept from Mark and Zac
"What?Someone has to be able to cook in this house!"I said and smiled this was my family and well i had to get used to that.And then i was reaturned with 8 smiled back at me.
"Ok well we have food right"I said to them and the i went inside.
So now we just got home.
"Its just like i remember it!"I said as we went down the street where my old school was
"Ugly and smeely"Commented Justin from behind me.
"Naw.I dont think so.It feels like home"Said Jesse and i was glad that she rememberd home.I was in the car with Jesse,Justin, Sam(who used to come to the school i just never paid attention)and of course Espoir in Jesse arms
"Ya, i remeber that time when the princepel came to school in his underware and didnt even know it"Said Sam.And i smiled.Then we turned onto the road where our new house was and it was huge!But inside it was the same as our old house exept well it was bigger.
"Hey"I said.As i got out of the car and Mark was there.Mark and Nic and James had taken the other car with the motorbikes on the back.
"Hey,so do you like it?"Asked Mark coz he was the one who brought the house.
"Ya.I actuly love it"I said and then sifted Espoir to my left arm and gave Mark a hug and whisperd"Im glad we have a permenent house"I said and then gave him a quick kiss.
"Whats wrong?"I asked Espoir who was staring at me.Espoir realy well belonged in our family.And the girl,Sky was right he was smart.But he was still just a baby.
"Hehehe"He giggled and Mark looked at him with adoring eyes
"Well come on have to set up"I said with a smile on my face
It turnes out putting all the furniture in a house when you a vampire with speed isnt hard and doenst take long.We where done in a few hours.
"Well,im hungry so im making bolonayes"I said and the saw everyone look at me exept from Mark and Zac
"What?Someone has to be able to cook in this house!"I said and smiled this was my family and well i had to get used to that.And then i was reaturned with 8 smiled back at me.
"Ok well we have food right"I said to them and the i went inside.
This is Espoir
The one thing i realy realy realy didnt need
I was sitting in my plane chair staring out of the window.It was intresting looking at all the birds and that but i was sooo bored.Mark was on my right,right next the ile and he was holding my hand.While i was staring out of the window i saw somthing on the planes wings.
"Mark"I said but didnt look away
"I see"He said and then i senced the others looking out of there windows too.
"What is it?"I asked
"Its a demond"It was Sam who answerd and for once she wasnt smiling.But just then it was gone and in its place was a hole in the wing.Just then the plane began to swerve only the gang and i could feel it but at that moment my leadership kicked in.
"Who knows how to fly a plane?"I asked in a whisper that was far to soft for anyone else to hear
"I can"Said Nic and then we heard the ppilots say"What the?" "The planes swearving!"And then they began to go into actoin coz then everyone was able to feel the diffrence coz we where going down.
"Mark we have to get out and fix that wing!"I said and the there was screaming and i heard the little girl behind my seat say "Mommy are we going to heaven?"And then Mark was up too
"Lets go i know a way out"He said and then we ran so that no one could see us and we ended up at the main door.I gave Mark a lok of irratation
"What?Did you expect a trap door or somthing?"He said and the opened the door but twe where out soo fast that noone who have noticed.We where hanging on the side of the plane(good thing my nails are short)When we saw it.The demon looked like a wolf but bigger. . much much bigger and it was foming at the mouth.When it heard us or mabey smeld us is more acurat it looked at us and growled then it was gone.I looked at Mark and thought where is it?
"Its gone back to its dimention"He said and then he was climbing onto the roof of the plane.He looked down with a look of impations on it,then i began to climb to but i was fast so soon i was at the wing just staring at it.The whole went right through so i could see throught it and all the wires were chewed
"Mark!"I said
"I know but i know what to do"Mark said and the got this box thing out if his pocket
"What the hell is that?"I asked coz it looked like an over sized dice exept with out the dots
"Youll see"And then he put the box imbeetween the hole and wires began to come out of it.I couldent speak i just looked at ,ark with a dumbfounded look on my face
"Ill tell you later"He said and then the hole was gone
"Come on we gotta get inside,Nic is going to add some speed so we can go high"Mark said and then took my hand.We ran as fast as possible back to the door but before we got there i found a tooth but a HUGE tooth and grabed it and shoved it into my pocket.Mark didnt notice
We where inside now adn everyone was ither praying or screaming.And i ran to a little girl first
"Its going to be ok"I said to her but her mom responded
"How do you know?"She asked in a scared voice
"Trust me my friends are taking care of it"I said and then she said somthing i did expect
"The demond did you get it?"She asked and i could only stare
"Yes I am a vampire"She said with a small smile.But i just managed to talk
"No i just disapperad"I said and then the plane began to life up
"Thank you"The woman said as i began to walk to my seat.
We landed safely thanks to Nic and now we where at a diner trying to think of why a demond would try and destry the plane we where flying.And after a while of me just sitting there i said somthing that made everyone shut-up
"It was trying to kill us"I said as i stared at a sign
"Why would you say that?"Asked Jesse and Shock together
"Because that same demond attacked us that night when James pitched up"Then i looked at James
"Huh"Said Justin and they began to carry on talking but i wasnt paying attention i was looking at a woman who was sitting on a chair looking down.So i dont know why but i stood up and began to walk towards the woman,with Mark and the rest of the gang behind me but they wernt going to talk i knew this.As i got closer to the woman i saw she was crying and in her arms was a child.And then i was infront of her and i dropped to my knees so i could talk to her better.
"Are you ok?"I asked the girl
"Im sky"The girl said ignoring my question.And after a minute of hesatation i spoke again
"Im Zack and this is Mark"I said and looked at Mark.We could both tell she was a vampire and so was the baby who was staring at me
"Are you the prince"She asked Mark and to answer he nodded
"I. . I need you help"She then looked at me also.Then Mark also dropped to his knees
"What do you need,Sky?"He asked
"She looked down at her baby"My father is trying to kill my baby"She said and a tear slipped from her eye.
"Why?"I asked.Wht?!I was curious
"Because my child has a gift.He can move the earth and he also sooo intelligant"She said and looked at Mark"I need you help"She said again
"What can we do?"I asked
"I need you to take care of him i. . i cant just give him to my father so he can get killed. . i cant"She said and there was pleading in her voice.
"But. . "Said Mark
"Please prince.Please"She said and looked down and took the baby out from under her hair
"Please"She said and there was soo much pain in her voice i actuly inved her.She was asking someone she had never in her life met to take care of her child.And then her father.That i feel sorry for the poor girl.So i did the one thing i always did
"OK"I said and then she looked up
"Thank you, princes.Thank you. i will never be able to thank you enough"She said and then gave me the baby.I was nrvouse funny enough.I was scared to hold the child.But when i looked at her eyes and saw her pain i took him.And then she smiled a tired smile.
'Wait what is his name?"I asked
"He doesnt have one"She said and then was gone.
I stared at the baby for a while and then said the one name that made sence for him
"Espoir"I said and Mark smiled for he knew what that name ment
"What?"Said the whole gruop at once
"Espoir.Thats going to be his name"I whisper
"What does that mean?"Asked Sam.Then i looked up from Espoirs face
"It means hope."I siad and looked at Mark and i was so happy to see an adoring look in his eyes
"Well i guess thats going to be hard for you"Said Sam
"What?Why?"I asked a bit confused
"Well you pregnant so that two kids"Siad Sam in her matter-of-fact voice
"Im,WHAT!!!!"I yelled.And then everyone smiled even Mark.So i realy didnt have a choice but to smile back
*Zack*
"Mark"I said but didnt look away
"I see"He said and then i senced the others looking out of there windows too.
"What is it?"I asked
"Its a demond"It was Sam who answerd and for once she wasnt smiling.But just then it was gone and in its place was a hole in the wing.Just then the plane began to swerve only the gang and i could feel it but at that moment my leadership kicked in.
"Who knows how to fly a plane?"I asked in a whisper that was far to soft for anyone else to hear
"I can"Said Nic and then we heard the ppilots say"What the?" "The planes swearving!"And then they began to go into actoin coz then everyone was able to feel the diffrence coz we where going down.
"Mark we have to get out and fix that wing!"I said and the there was screaming and i heard the little girl behind my seat say "Mommy are we going to heaven?"And then Mark was up too
"Lets go i know a way out"He said and then we ran so that no one could see us and we ended up at the main door.I gave Mark a lok of irratation
"What?Did you expect a trap door or somthing?"He said and the opened the door but twe where out soo fast that noone who have noticed.We where hanging on the side of the plane(good thing my nails are short)When we saw it.The demon looked like a wolf but bigger. . much much bigger and it was foming at the mouth.When it heard us or mabey smeld us is more acurat it looked at us and growled then it was gone.I looked at Mark and thought where is it?
"Its gone back to its dimention"He said and then he was climbing onto the roof of the plane.He looked down with a look of impations on it,then i began to climb to but i was fast so soon i was at the wing just staring at it.The whole went right through so i could see throught it and all the wires were chewed
"Mark!"I said
"I know but i know what to do"Mark said and the got this box thing out if his pocket
"What the hell is that?"I asked coz it looked like an over sized dice exept with out the dots
"Youll see"And then he put the box imbeetween the hole and wires began to come out of it.I couldent speak i just looked at ,ark with a dumbfounded look on my face
"Ill tell you later"He said and then the hole was gone
"Come on we gotta get inside,Nic is going to add some speed so we can go high"Mark said and then took my hand.We ran as fast as possible back to the door but before we got there i found a tooth but a HUGE tooth and grabed it and shoved it into my pocket.Mark didnt notice
We where inside now adn everyone was ither praying or screaming.And i ran to a little girl first
"Its going to be ok"I said to her but her mom responded
"How do you know?"She asked in a scared voice
"Trust me my friends are taking care of it"I said and then she said somthing i did expect
"The demond did you get it?"She asked and i could only stare
"Yes I am a vampire"She said with a small smile.But i just managed to talk
"No i just disapperad"I said and then the plane began to life up
"Thank you"The woman said as i began to walk to my seat.
We landed safely thanks to Nic and now we where at a diner trying to think of why a demond would try and destry the plane we where flying.And after a while of me just sitting there i said somthing that made everyone shut-up
"It was trying to kill us"I said as i stared at a sign
"Why would you say that?"Asked Jesse and Shock together
"Because that same demond attacked us that night when James pitched up"Then i looked at James
"Huh"Said Justin and they began to carry on talking but i wasnt paying attention i was looking at a woman who was sitting on a chair looking down.So i dont know why but i stood up and began to walk towards the woman,with Mark and the rest of the gang behind me but they wernt going to talk i knew this.As i got closer to the woman i saw she was crying and in her arms was a child.And then i was infront of her and i dropped to my knees so i could talk to her better.
"Are you ok?"I asked the girl
"Im sky"The girl said ignoring my question.And after a minute of hesatation i spoke again
"Im Zack and this is Mark"I said and looked at Mark.We could both tell she was a vampire and so was the baby who was staring at me
"Are you the prince"She asked Mark and to answer he nodded
"I. . I need you help"She then looked at me also.Then Mark also dropped to his knees
"What do you need,Sky?"He asked
"She looked down at her baby"My father is trying to kill my baby"She said and a tear slipped from her eye.
"Why?"I asked.Wht?!I was curious
"Because my child has a gift.He can move the earth and he also sooo intelligant"She said and looked at Mark"I need you help"She said again
"What can we do?"I asked
"I need you to take care of him i. . i cant just give him to my father so he can get killed. . i cant"She said and there was pleading in her voice.
"But. . "Said Mark
"Please prince.Please"She said and looked down and took the baby out from under her hair
"Please"She said and there was soo much pain in her voice i actuly inved her.She was asking someone she had never in her life met to take care of her child.And then her father.That i feel sorry for the poor girl.So i did the one thing i always did
"OK"I said and then she looked up
"Thank you, princes.Thank you. i will never be able to thank you enough"She said and then gave me the baby.I was nrvouse funny enough.I was scared to hold the child.But when i looked at her eyes and saw her pain i took him.And then she smiled a tired smile.
'Wait what is his name?"I asked
"He doesnt have one"She said and then was gone.
I stared at the baby for a while and then said the one name that made sence for him
"Espoir"I said and Mark smiled for he knew what that name ment
"What?"Said the whole gruop at once
"Espoir.Thats going to be his name"I whisper
"What does that mean?"Asked Sam.Then i looked up from Espoirs face
"It means hope."I siad and looked at Mark and i was so happy to see an adoring look in his eyes
"Well i guess thats going to be hard for you"Said Sam
"What?Why?"I asked a bit confused
"Well you pregnant so that two kids"Siad Sam in her matter-of-fact voice
"Im,WHAT!!!!"I yelled.And then everyone smiled even Mark.So i realy didnt have a choice but to smile back
*Zack*
Friday, June 11, 2010
Sooo I have a realy bad feeling
Hey.So right know im on the plane back to South Africa and im sooo happy but thats realy the only good thing today.There is this feeling that i have that somthing bads going to happen.But i realy dont know what Sam and Nic also feel it.And too tope it all off i am still vomiting all my guts up(and there isnt alot)so i feel like crap and then ive being sleeping like the dead(hehe the dead that what we are)But also the engine is making this sound that doesnt sound right and all of us can hear that.Well im gonna head to the lady person and ask for a can of coke that might help with the sick feeling.But i think im gonna go coz the chics giving me this look coz im on my laptop so im gonna go
*Zack*
*Zack*
The Game!!!
OMG!!!OMG!!!We drew with MEXICO and they are NUMBER 18 ON THE LIST!!!!Im soo proud to be South Afriecan well exept for the fact that those vuvuzelas my friends and family where blowing almost made me go deaf.But it was great!Me,Mark,Jesse,Zac,James,Mom and dad where all watching together and dont ask me where the others where
coz i dint know.
South Africa 1-1 Mexico!!!!!Man we get to carry on with the games!!!YAYAYAYA!!!!
Since we where past and all we went to my parents house(they are going to keep the house in America,thats where we are)and we whached the game but my mom is horrible at knowing soccer!Man she was iratating the hell outta me!But when the ball hit the post for our side I think she almost cryed like realy cryed but ohh well.We are headed but home tomorow so on the plane my parents are going to whatch the rugby(im defenetly not gonna whatch)and ill have to go through all this again i dont know why but what ever
coz i dint know.South Africa 1-1 Mexico!!!!!Man we get to carry on with the games!!!YAYAYAYA!!!!
Since we where past and all we went to my parents house(they are going to keep the house in America,thats where we are)and we whached the game but my mom is horrible at knowing soccer!Man she was iratating the hell outta me!But when the ball hit the post for our side I think she almost cryed like realy cryed but ohh well.We are headed but home tomorow so on the plane my parents are going to whatch the rugby(im defenetly not gonna whatch)and ill have to go through all this again i dont know why but what ever
Im going home!!!With my little circus
I have never being this happy in my life!My mom just called and said she brought tickets for all of us to go home,and by all of us i do mean all of the gang and im soo happy.My dad says that i can go to a new school. . thank the water in the ocean.I hated that school that i was at and also all of the gang have to go to that school too.Sam is super happy coz she hasnt being to school in 1 year and Jesse is even more happy.But we gotta try not to spend that much money coz me and Mark have to buy a house for the gang coz my mom and dad want there own house.Well nothing can bring me down today even though am still in shock from the attack last night and the fact that 3 new vamps joined us in 2 days and the fact that ive being throwing my guts up.I guess im just kinnda sick from the lack of food and that kind of thing.But im going home tomrow so ill tell you about all that tomorow i guess.Since i realy dont need sleep.Oh ya thats one of things i didnt tell you i had gottan so used to sleeping coz well i thought i was a human but it turnes out i dont need alot of sleep i just need like 3 hours a day.But thats all i can say at the moment coz i gotta go coz somone is at the door.
*Zack*
*Zack*
James
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Try walk a mile in my shoes.You will be dead half way
Last night we where watching that FIFA concert when it happened and it was the most peterifying think in my likfe so lets start
"Please give me the popcaorn"I said too Jesse who was sitting on the floor right infront of the TV and was eating all the popcaorn
"No!Make your own"Jesse said and then smiled.We where all cramed into the TV room me,Mark,Jesse,Justin,Shock,Sam and Nic and it was actuly funny how energetic Sam can get when she whatches somthing, i eneded up luaghing at her more than once but Nic was, still just well ,there he didnt speak much or even laugh but every time he heard Sam laugh he would smile ,and his smile was like walking into heavin after suffering a long and painful death.
"Screw you"I said under my breath but she hurd it and threw a hand full of popcorn my way which made me laugh even more.Then i heard somthing but i wansnt shore what
"Turn it down"I said and im guessing the look on my face and the tone of my voice convinced them.
"What do you hear?"Justin murmerd
"Im not shore there are these hevy thuds and,and pannting but it suonds off and i think they are coming closer"I said and then got up and so did the three boys
"Can you fight"I asked Nic
"Ya,Im pretty good at that i would say"Nic said and all of us exept Sam looked at him.This was the first time i had ever heard him speak.And his vice sounded like bells
"Ok good,Shock we need you too"I sai dand then Shock stood up and nodded
"Ill stay here and can you guys go to the door-"But i was cut off for there was a crash and it was right in the next room so i yelled at Shock to stay with Jesse and Sam.Then i ran too see what was that noise.And there lieing on the floor was a guy and he looked familiar but we didnt have time for this coz there was this wolf thing coming thourogh the hole that was just made in the window so i grabed the guy and ran into the TV room and dropped him on a couch coz i knew he was a vampire so i though we where safe. . from him at least.And then ran back to the boys but the,thing,was gone.
"Where is it?"I asked
"It disapperd"Said Justin and i knew that was only part of the story
"How did you get it to go"I asked
"It was a demond so when you cut it in the chest where his heart is ment to be he will disapper"Said Nic in that interesting voice again
"Was there anymore?"I asked
"No there was only one but it sounded like more coz she was pregnant"Said Justin and the second i heard that i crumbled to the floor.I dont know why i did but i just thought that whatever iive being through that poor mother must have too and then i started crying
"Zack,it ok"And then i was in Marks arms and Justin was sothing me
"It ok"Was all he said was it was ok over and over again and after a few minutes i was fine
"Are you shore"Mark asked me
"Ya"i Said and then went to see who that guy was.And the second i stood up Justin and Mark where on eather side of me.Then we walked into the room and the guy was sitting on the floor ataring at the egzact place i walked in
"Are you ok"He asked and he sounded like Nic but his voice was a bit deeper
"Ya im cool but are you ok"I asked and then walked up to him and saw that he was dressed in all green and that even his hair was green.
"Im good i guess my nose just hurts"He said and then looked up and i saw that his geys where that blue-grey colour.He is blind
"Ya im blind so please quit staring at me"He said and then smiled a bit
"Wait. . .umm"I said and i couldent finish
"How could i tell you where staring at me.Well simple i have extra strong sences so i can sense that you have just being crying coz i can hear you heart,,and its not beating as per normal and i can smell the tears"He said and then smiled
"Ok well whats your name?"I asked,Oh what the hell what could it hurt just to ask him
"James nolastname"He said and then i introduced us all
"Im Zack and mark is on my left and Justin is on my right and Nic is behind me and i think you have met the girls"I said
"Yup i have"He said and then i looked at Sam and said
"He is going to live with us now isnt he"I said a little bit tyerd coz then he has to share a room with Jesse
"Yup"Sam said and she sounded like nothing at all had happened
"Ok well you have to buck withh Jesse and now im tyerd and i wanna go to bed good night"I said and then Mark took my hand and we walked to the room
"Please give me the popcaorn"I said too Jesse who was sitting on the floor right infront of the TV and was eating all the popcaorn
"No!Make your own"Jesse said and then smiled.We where all cramed into the TV room me,Mark,Jesse,Justin,Shock,Sam and Nic and it was actuly funny how energetic Sam can get when she whatches somthing, i eneded up luaghing at her more than once but Nic was, still just well ,there he didnt speak much or even laugh but every time he heard Sam laugh he would smile ,and his smile was like walking into heavin after suffering a long and painful death.
"Screw you"I said under my breath but she hurd it and threw a hand full of popcorn my way which made me laugh even more.Then i heard somthing but i wansnt shore what
"Turn it down"I said and im guessing the look on my face and the tone of my voice convinced them.
"What do you hear?"Justin murmerd
"Im not shore there are these hevy thuds and,and pannting but it suonds off and i think they are coming closer"I said and then got up and so did the three boys
"Can you fight"I asked Nic
"Ya,Im pretty good at that i would say"Nic said and all of us exept Sam looked at him.This was the first time i had ever heard him speak.And his vice sounded like bells
"Ok good,Shock we need you too"I sai dand then Shock stood up and nodded
"Ill stay here and can you guys go to the door-"But i was cut off for there was a crash and it was right in the next room so i yelled at Shock to stay with Jesse and Sam.Then i ran too see what was that noise.And there lieing on the floor was a guy and he looked familiar but we didnt have time for this coz there was this wolf thing coming thourogh the hole that was just made in the window so i grabed the guy and ran into the TV room and dropped him on a couch coz i knew he was a vampire so i though we where safe. . from him at least.And then ran back to the boys but the,thing,was gone.
"Where is it?"I asked
"It disapperd"Said Justin and i knew that was only part of the story
"How did you get it to go"I asked
"It was a demond so when you cut it in the chest where his heart is ment to be he will disapper"Said Nic in that interesting voice again
"Was there anymore?"I asked
"No there was only one but it sounded like more coz she was pregnant"Said Justin and the second i heard that i crumbled to the floor.I dont know why i did but i just thought that whatever iive being through that poor mother must have too and then i started crying
"Zack,it ok"And then i was in Marks arms and Justin was sothing me
"It ok"Was all he said was it was ok over and over again and after a few minutes i was fine
"Are you shore"Mark asked me
"Ya"i Said and then went to see who that guy was.And the second i stood up Justin and Mark where on eather side of me.Then we walked into the room and the guy was sitting on the floor ataring at the egzact place i walked in
"Are you ok"He asked and he sounded like Nic but his voice was a bit deeper
"Ya im cool but are you ok"I asked and then walked up to him and saw that he was dressed in all green and that even his hair was green.
"Im good i guess my nose just hurts"He said and then looked up and i saw that his geys where that blue-grey colour.He is blind
"Ya im blind so please quit staring at me"He said and then smiled a bit
"Wait. . .umm"I said and i couldent finish
"How could i tell you where staring at me.Well simple i have extra strong sences so i can sense that you have just being crying coz i can hear you heart,,and its not beating as per normal and i can smell the tears"He said and then smiled
"Ok well whats your name?"I asked,Oh what the hell what could it hurt just to ask him
"James nolastname"He said and then i introduced us all
"Im Zack and mark is on my left and Justin is on my right and Nic is behind me and i think you have met the girls"I said
"Yup i have"He said and then i looked at Sam and said
"He is going to live with us now isnt he"I said a little bit tyerd coz then he has to share a room with Jesse
"Yup"Sam said and she sounded like nothing at all had happened
"Ok well you have to buck withh Jesse and now im tyerd and i wanna go to bed good night"I said and then Mark took my hand and we walked to the room
Nic
Sam
What the hell do we look like a orphanig
Hey.So the weirdest thing happend but im not gonna tell you,you will have to read this to find out.
"So what you wanna do?"Asked Jesse.Jesse was sitting on a loveseat in our living room nexto Zac.I on the other hand was sitting in Markes arms on the floor but Shock and Justin where no where to be seen and they have the car
"Why cant she just fly them around"I mumbeled coz i was realy iratated.Why cant the only one of us just fly around and leave the car
"Coz they wanted to go for a drive"Said Mark but the look on his face said other wise
"Well im not gonna take it im shore we can call a taxi"Said Zac and i realy dont blame him for wanting to go poor kid just lost his girlfriend.
"Cant Zacks too thirsty that swhy we need the car"Said Mark and he was right i was dieing of thirst but water did nothing all it did was iratat me
"Ya sorr guys im just dieing of thirst though"I said and then i turned my head into Marks chest coz it was realy getting bad
"Dont worry we will go soon"Mark whispered only loud enough for me to hear
"Well im going somewhere so see you later"Said Zac and then Jesse stood up too and mouthed the worlds sorry to me and i didnt blame her.Who would want to stay home with me when i was close to dieing of thirst and bordem.Then i heard the car start and heard Jesse say"Bye"And since my hearing rules i cold hear her just fine.
"Well i guess we are alone now"Said Mark and then he kissed me.But his kisses were not just simple kisses they ruled it was like you where drinking blood,NOOO!!Stop thinking about it
"Its ok Z,you are not being bad or nothin"Murmerd Mark against my lips
"Easy for you to say i have never done this before"I murmerd back and i didnt expect and answer but i got one
"Well. . . you have drank blood.You know the wine you have to drink every night coz your dad said soo"He said and then pulled away and looked at me
"Ya,i remember why"I asked
"Well in there was blood"He said and he said it like it was such an obvies fact that he was sick of saying it
"Realy?"I said and when he nodded i said somthing that ,made him burst out laughing"Eww gross"I said and then he burst out laughing but while he was laughing i still heard the door bell
"Im comin now"I said and then got up ,still holding Marks hand and walked to the door.When i opened the door there where two people standing there a boy and girl and the boy was,im very sad to admit,gorgus and the girl the same
"Hey Zack soo where can we stay"Said the girl and then smiled and i almost had to step back
"Umm. . do i know you"I said coz i didnt reconiz this girl and i had a realy good memory
"Oh no not yet but you will"Then she turned to Mark and her smile widened"Ahhh the legend Mark.Pleased to meet you"She said
"Please to meet you to Sam"Mark said and then i realy was confused then rememberd the mind reading thing.
"Oh ,well let me introduce myself to your wife"Said the girl named Sam and then turned to me
"Wife?"I asked
"Oh,sorry in my vision you two where married"She said and then i understood.She could see the future.Great another special person what about me
"Well ohh well"She said and then stuck out her hand and said"Im Sam.Just Sam not Samantha"She said and i shook her hand.If Mark seemed to think she was fine then i would too
"Hi Sam well you know my name"I said and then smiled.I couldent help it,her i dont know,vibe was just sooo happy
"Oh and i almost forgot this is Nic,my hhusband"She said and then moved out the way to expaose the boy behind her.But i was kindda shocked that she was married she looked like she was only 15."Hi"Said Nic but he didnt put out his hand all he did was nod which was fine with me.
"So you had a vision that Zack and I invited you to stay with us?"Mark said.Right to the point
"Yup"Said Sam and then smiled again but Nic never did smile he just like looked at her with adoring eyes
"Well you might as well come in and go to the room"Mark said and then pulled me out of the way
"Oh and Zack we will be grate friend"Sam said before she pulled Nic with her to the spare room
"Well. . .that was weird"I said and then walked to the couches and ploped down onto the loveseat and tapped it twice so Mark can come
"Well i guess you cant refuse a girl like her"Mike said and then laughed
"Whats up with her HUSBAND?"I asked adding empasis on the word husband and thought about how young she looked
"She is 15,Zack.And well Nic didnt shack you hand coz when he toucheds you he will also see you future but it will be more precise"Mark said na dhe looked realy intrested in that fact
"Oh ok well im beat coz im realy not in the mood to be awake coz im dieing over here so im gonna go to be wanna join me"I asked and held out my hand in whivh Mark took and then we went to our room.After about 3 hours Jesse and Zac came home
"Hey there"Said Jesse and she looked altra happy
"Hey well i might as well get this over with"I said and then looked at the corrador and Sam came out
"This is-"But i was cut off from my sentence
"Sam"Said Jesse in a flat voice"Ya i know her"
"What, you do"And then i looked at Sam and Jesse didnt answer Sam did.
"Ya she know me coz she is my older sister"Said Sam in her high voice
"WHAT!You have a sister"And this question was directed to Jesse this time
"Ya i do"She said in that dead voice again"But i wish i didnt"
"So what you wanna do?"Asked Jesse.Jesse was sitting on a loveseat in our living room nexto Zac.I on the other hand was sitting in Markes arms on the floor but Shock and Justin where no where to be seen and they have the car
"Why cant she just fly them around"I mumbeled coz i was realy iratated.Why cant the only one of us just fly around and leave the car
"Coz they wanted to go for a drive"Said Mark but the look on his face said other wise
"Well im not gonna take it im shore we can call a taxi"Said Zac and i realy dont blame him for wanting to go poor kid just lost his girlfriend.
"Cant Zacks too thirsty that swhy we need the car"Said Mark and he was right i was dieing of thirst but water did nothing all it did was iratat me
"Ya sorr guys im just dieing of thirst though"I said and then i turned my head into Marks chest coz it was realy getting bad
"Dont worry we will go soon"Mark whispered only loud enough for me to hear
"Well im going somewhere so see you later"Said Zac and then Jesse stood up too and mouthed the worlds sorry to me and i didnt blame her.Who would want to stay home with me when i was close to dieing of thirst and bordem.Then i heard the car start and heard Jesse say"Bye"And since my hearing rules i cold hear her just fine.
"Well i guess we are alone now"Said Mark and then he kissed me.But his kisses were not just simple kisses they ruled it was like you where drinking blood,NOOO!!Stop thinking about it
"Its ok Z,you are not being bad or nothin"Murmerd Mark against my lips
"Easy for you to say i have never done this before"I murmerd back and i didnt expect and answer but i got one
"Well. . . you have drank blood.You know the wine you have to drink every night coz your dad said soo"He said and then pulled away and looked at me
"Ya,i remember why"I asked
"Well in there was blood"He said and he said it like it was such an obvies fact that he was sick of saying it
"Realy?"I said and when he nodded i said somthing that ,made him burst out laughing"Eww gross"I said and then he burst out laughing but while he was laughing i still heard the door bell
"Im comin now"I said and then got up ,still holding Marks hand and walked to the door.When i opened the door there where two people standing there a boy and girl and the boy was,im very sad to admit,gorgus and the girl the same
"Hey Zack soo where can we stay"Said the girl and then smiled and i almost had to step back
"Umm. . do i know you"I said coz i didnt reconiz this girl and i had a realy good memory
"Oh no not yet but you will"Then she turned to Mark and her smile widened"Ahhh the legend Mark.Pleased to meet you"She said
"Please to meet you to Sam"Mark said and then i realy was confused then rememberd the mind reading thing.
"Oh ,well let me introduce myself to your wife"Said the girl named Sam and then turned to me
"Wife?"I asked
"Oh,sorry in my vision you two where married"She said and then i understood.She could see the future.Great another special person what about me
"Well ohh well"She said and then stuck out her hand and said"Im Sam.Just Sam not Samantha"She said and i shook her hand.If Mark seemed to think she was fine then i would too
"Hi Sam well you know my name"I said and then smiled.I couldent help it,her i dont know,vibe was just sooo happy
"Oh and i almost forgot this is Nic,my hhusband"She said and then moved out the way to expaose the boy behind her.But i was kindda shocked that she was married she looked like she was only 15."Hi"Said Nic but he didnt put out his hand all he did was nod which was fine with me.
"So you had a vision that Zack and I invited you to stay with us?"Mark said.Right to the point
"Yup"Said Sam and then smiled again but Nic never did smile he just like looked at her with adoring eyes
"Well you might as well come in and go to the room"Mark said and then pulled me out of the way
"Oh and Zack we will be grate friend"Sam said before she pulled Nic with her to the spare room
"Well. . .that was weird"I said and then walked to the couches and ploped down onto the loveseat and tapped it twice so Mark can come
"Well i guess you cant refuse a girl like her"Mike said and then laughed
"Whats up with her HUSBAND?"I asked adding empasis on the word husband and thought about how young she looked
"She is 15,Zack.And well Nic didnt shack you hand coz when he toucheds you he will also see you future but it will be more precise"Mark said na dhe looked realy intrested in that fact
"Oh ok well im beat coz im realy not in the mood to be awake coz im dieing over here so im gonna go to be wanna join me"I asked and held out my hand in whivh Mark took and then we went to our room.After about 3 hours Jesse and Zac came home
"Hey there"Said Jesse and she looked altra happy
"Hey well i might as well get this over with"I said and then looked at the corrador and Sam came out
"This is-"But i was cut off from my sentence
"Sam"Said Jesse in a flat voice"Ya i know her"
"What, you do"And then i looked at Sam and Jesse didnt answer Sam did.
"Ya she know me coz she is my older sister"Said Sam in her high voice
"WHAT!You have a sister"And this question was directed to Jesse this time
"Ya i do"She said in that dead voice again"But i wish i didnt"
Shock
Justin
Mark
Jess
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Hey this is the gang and a little bit about em

Hey.So since Zack and the rest of the gang are somepalce i dont know and im only going shopping in a bit so i thought you guys might wanna see some pics of us and mabey some ifo that might be helpfulif you get kidnapped and they ask if you know us
Zack
Age:17
Full name:Alexander Tara Loubser
Place in which she is in the gang:She is the leader
Birthday:4 March 1993
Best friend:Jesse(ME)
Boyfriend:Mark
Hey.Its me.Zack

Hi.Ya its me Zack.
Ok so life must be hard for you guys around there but it cant be any harder than mine is.I just fond out my ex-boyfriend cheated on me (when we were together)I just lost my baby.I just imprinted on Mark who is of course a price and then this new girl came to live with us and her name is Shock and well its kindda hard to cope coz she is diffrent from normal vamps and the diffrence is that she can fly.Well i might as well tell you how we met her.This picture on the side is her and see what mean aabout wings.
We where drving home from this resturant that i cant remember the name of but it was like french or somthing.So as we pulled up into our driveway into the house there was this girl there lieing on the groung by the door and we all ran towards her to see what was wrong.And ofcourse i was the first there.When i got there, there was a girl with brown hair with blonde streks in it lieing down and was full of blood the only reson i knew this was coz that was all you could see oh and you could see her wings of course.I froze on the spot when i saw her.And went to my nees
"Are you alright"I asked this girl as i triend to get as much blood of her as possible
"MY. . . wing"Was all she said and then Justin came and picked her up and took her inside,but he wasnt fast enough for me
"Get me some towles"I said and i knew they all heard it and then i went to the couch where Justin had placed her
"No. . . the bleeding. . .will stop. . . in a min. . .ute"She said and then it did but it was only then that i noticed that her blood smelt odd
"Im not a human im also a vampire"She said as Jesse came back with somewater
"Wait is that why her blood smelt odd"I asked Mark
"Ya it is i could smell the diffrence from a mile away"He said and also smiled coz he probly heard somthing that she thought
"Ahh,so you have a mindreader here. . . cool my gift thing is that well i can fuly but i only got my wings resently just as i became a vamp but the reson i wasl ike"She paused to think of the word"hurt was coz i got shot and well i could smell that someone lived her so came her well i kindda fell her"She said with a little smile on her face
"Who. . who shot you?"I asked
"Oh no it was hunters hunting birds dont worry"She said and then 4 sighs went out in the room and i was one of them
"Oh ok sorry we are already on the run thats why we kindda held our breath"I said and then i thought of a diffrent question
"Where is your home"I asked coz her perants must be looking for her
"I dont have a home i was adopted by a realy christian family and well when they found out i was a vamp well they kindda kicked me out with no time to spear so ive being flying around for months"She said and then looked down but i already saw the tears in her eyes
"Hey do you wanna stay her until you find a place"I asked as i sat down on the couch with her coz the floor isnt comfurtable for people who just got outof hospital.And when i thought of that i fell silent
"Why are you sad"She asked me and then i also looked up and gave her a questioning look
"I can feel emotions"She said but she said it in a bad way.But when i looked around everyone was also looking at the floor coz they where also sad for me.But i didnt want this i.I dont want them to feel sorry for me.And when i thought this Mark reached up and held my hand.So i just told her
"I was just thinking about the hospital i just got otta"I said in a voice that was shacking
"Oh im sorry you dont have to tell me"She said and then looked like she wanted to kick herself
"Naw,dont worry i might as well tell you.I was in hospital coz i lost my baby i was caryin"I said and then a tear was running down my cheek
"OH im realy realy sorry"She said and then she realy looked like she wanted to just jump into acid but she also looked sorry for me
"Hey dont feel sorry for me. . there is no shame in dieing"I said and then i looked down and let the tears i was holding back spill
This is Mark speaking!
No.Life isnt easy for Zack and i dont think it will be easy in a long time.She is the coolest person i know for shore and she is also the preetiest.Zack isnt stupid like you probly think she actuly trys to use her mind(well i hope coz falling head over heels for me might have being a bad idea. . jk hehe)Well i just found Zacs laptop and she had this open and i guess i decided that i would tell you about myself.So here we go
Name:Markes but i realy hate that name so every one calls me Mark
Age:Im 19 i think
Siblings:I have a sister Jamie and she is like 9 and is sooo earatating
Best friend:A guy back at the palace named patrick and he is soo cool
Mom and Dad names:Well i dont wanna even think about my dad but my moms name is Lily
Favourite colour:Black and no im not a goth
Do i love Zack:Not yes but HELL yes
Do you like being a vamo:Nope
Well thats all i can say at the momeny coz Zack wants to go to bed and im also beat soo i relay hope she will talk to someone besides me tomrow coz she is realy worrying people(and i should know since i can read minds)So cherse
-Mark-
Name:Markes but i realy hate that name so every one calls me Mark
Age:Im 19 i think
Siblings:I have a sister Jamie and she is like 9 and is sooo earatating
Best friend:A guy back at the palace named patrick and he is soo cool
Mom and Dad names:Well i dont wanna even think about my dad but my moms name is Lily
Favourite colour:Black and no im not a goth
Do i love Zack:Not yes but HELL yes
Do you like being a vamo:Nope
Well thats all i can say at the momeny coz Zack wants to go to bed and im also beat soo i relay hope she will talk to someone besides me tomrow coz she is realy worrying people(and i should know since i can read minds)So cherse
-Mark-
The B-days of the gang
Ok.So sice Zack is out with Mark and i have nothing at all to do i might as well tell you guys the b-days of the gang.Oh i almost forgot we met this new chic her name is Shock,i know its an odd name but thats her name,and she is like this vamp too but she is like about the same age as Zack so she is new to this and her and Justin hit it off the second they met.So im all alone at the moment,ok well not realy im just you know boyfriend-less.
Zack:4 March 1993 age 17
Mark:15 June 1991 age 19
Jesse:5 March 1993 age 17
Justin:30 June 1992 age 18
Shock:23 Feburay 1994 age 16
Well thats all our birthdays so Mark is the oldest out of us all but he is the most imeture but Zack still loves him and it turns out that Zack also haves this 'gift' she can like go super fast and is like super powerful which is cool for a chic you know.Oh I just found this memory card that Zack has all her things she wants on her blog but i cant get it to work mabey when she gets back she will write and i think she will be back soon
Jesse
Zack:4 March 1993 age 17
Mark:15 June 1991 age 19
Jesse:5 March 1993 age 17
Justin:30 June 1992 age 18
Shock:23 Feburay 1994 age 16
Well thats all our birthdays so Mark is the oldest out of us all but he is the most imeture but Zack still loves him and it turns out that Zack also haves this 'gift' she can like go super fast and is like super powerful which is cool for a chic you know.Oh I just found this memory card that Zack has all her things she wants on her blog but i cant get it to work mabey when she gets back she will write and i think she will be back soon
Jesse
Monday, June 7, 2010
Pain is ok when you cant feel it but i guess thats not pain at all
As i ran towards my brother with a grin spread across my face i got to him but then i pain hit me.I t was like i was being run over by a truck with a full load on and then being thrown down a cliff over and over again but what was strange was that the pain was coming from my torso and then i screamed,but this scream was nothing i have ever heard before let alone done it sounded like a million people screaming at once but worse.Then i crumbled to the ground but Mark was already there holding my head so that i could breath then i noticed that i was vomiting blood-gross.
"Zack!"My brother yelled but his voice was distant like we were talking using a peice of string with a can on each end of the string.And then i was moving but i was too dizzy to tell where we where going or even how i was getting there but i did see that my whole family was there with me.
"Zack,hold on we are almost there you have to hold on!"Said a familiar voice that i could place at once Mark.The thought that he would stay with me would have me smile but today all i could do was scream.And then we where in a place that looked like a hospital,kind of,but i couldent be shore for at that moment i passed out.
I woke up in a room that was plain and it was all to easy to tell it was a hospital room and also that i was in a bed with IV hooked into everywhere.But i also saw that every one was there and even someone i didnt expect and i was glad that only that person was awake.
"Hey"Said Mark then smiled but it wasnt the smile i knew it was a tired smile and i couldent help but smile a little bit back
"Hi"I said and fourced myself into a sitting position
"You gave us all a scare you know"I said and then came and sat down on my bed "We all thought that you where diening"He said and i could see that there was more to his statement but i relay didnt care all i cared about at this moment was that i could sit by him and not be embarrassed.
"Sorry"I said and i meaned it wasnt it enough for my parent think i was kidnapped and now they think im dieing hesh im a living time bom
"S'ok everyone wanted to know where Chris was though"He said and then his eyes darkend
"Aand did you tell them?"I asked and i hoped he didnt coz i realy didnt need more reson to make my parent feel bad
"Ya i did"He smiled which made me suspiouses"I had to all but call the police to stop them from going to him and you mom kicking his sorry ass to new mexico"H said and then he was realy smiling and i realized that what Chris did was painful for Mark to for he also felt my pain
"And then he shows up coz he gets a call from who knows,and your dad actuly hit him"And then he must have seen my face when he told me this.My dad HIT a vampire was he mad!And. . .wait he is here no,no,no!I dont wanna see him!
"Dont worry Zack,your dad is fine actuly he is happy coz he got a good punch he and there"He said and then smiled but a second later he was frowning"But Chris is a different storie all together"He said and then he cocked his head to the side and said"Speak of devil"He said and then he turned to the door.And then seconds later the door opened and Chris steped inside.
"Hey.I see you are awake"He siad and smiled that smile i love but right now all i could do from getting out of this bed and walking up to him and puching his guts out was to hold Marks hand as hard as i could
"Get out!"Me and Mark said at the same time
"Hey what did i do wrong"He said and put up his hands like you would do when a police man invedtgated you but it actuly looked like he didnt know what was wrong,Asshole
"You know exactly what you did"I growled,wait!I growled COOL!
"Ok im sorry Zack you know i am why wont you belive me"He said.And then i didnt even need to say anything coz Mark got up at grabbed Chris by his collor and threw him out the door and i truly and honestly couldent help but grin at Mark coz he did the one thing i realy wanted to do.
"Thanx"I said and then opened my arms when he came to sit nexto me and he hugged me and it wasnt weird or anything it felt. . . . natural like i belonged in his arms
"No problem i wanted to hit him but i thought better of myself"He said and then pulled out of my hug but still held my hand .And at that moment my brother woke up with a HUGE yawn
"ZACK!Your awake!"He said then flew out of the chair and hugged me
"Ya I did and im glad you where one of the first to greet me how are you?"I asked and i meaned the question.How was he?He just saw his sister close to death and must have being terified
"Im happy that you are alright but im kinda sad that you like figured out your a vamp"He said and then hung his head
"Wwait. . . .You knew?"I asked and i knew i should be mad but i wasnt i was actuly feeling guilty but i dont know why
"Well ya me and dad are both vamp but we didnt want to rewin your life by telling you so we guessed that you would figure it out someday but then you got and date and vamp and fall pregnant how is that not obvies"He said and then he was shaking his head
"Wait you know im pregnant?"I said and then i saw pain in his eyes but i didnt know from what
"Ya.Thats the reson your in hospital know Zack"He said and then looked at Mark and then Mark nodded.
"And you arnt pregnant anymore, Zack,you lost the babey"He said and then he looked up at me and i saw that there was understanding in his eyes from somthing.And then I burst out crying.I didnt belive it how was that possible how i could i lose the beby i ddint do anything wrong i was so carful and i loved my baby from day one even after what happened with Chris i still loved my baby and know it was just gone.My dream of a little boy in my arms looking up at me with green eyes and with little blonde hair on his head.Aand then i felt arms on me not just 2 pair but 5 pair of arms aorund me and i knew the 5 one was my best friend in the whole world and the other my family and one pair that ment almost more than the others was Marks he was going through all this pain with me and was going through all this for me and why I hadnt done anything for him at all but when he murmed these simple words it was clear that i wasnt just feeling this feeling towards him alone he also felt it
"I love"He murmed in my ear and the only people to hear was my mom(Read my mind)And my brother that was my best friend in so many ways and when he heard Mark say this he looked into my eyes and smiled and it that smile i saw that he was saying that i deserved Mark more than anything and i was so happy i started crying both sad and happy tears. . . weird.And i heard 4 giggles from the crowed aroung me
This is all i can say soo far coz Zack wont come and type down anything but she is starting to come around her and Mark talk of course but now they have imprited(Weird i know dont ask)so she cant help but talk to her and Mark can tell what she is thinking anyway so i guess that makes sense but now we are headed but home to Joburg so that Zack and Mark can by a house and hopfuly next time when there is a blog its typed from Zack
Jesse
"Zack!"My brother yelled but his voice was distant like we were talking using a peice of string with a can on each end of the string.And then i was moving but i was too dizzy to tell where we where going or even how i was getting there but i did see that my whole family was there with me.
"Zack,hold on we are almost there you have to hold on!"Said a familiar voice that i could place at once Mark.The thought that he would stay with me would have me smile but today all i could do was scream.And then we where in a place that looked like a hospital,kind of,but i couldent be shore for at that moment i passed out.
I woke up in a room that was plain and it was all to easy to tell it was a hospital room and also that i was in a bed with IV hooked into everywhere.But i also saw that every one was there and even someone i didnt expect and i was glad that only that person was awake.
"Hey"Said Mark then smiled but it wasnt the smile i knew it was a tired smile and i couldent help but smile a little bit back
"Hi"I said and fourced myself into a sitting position
"You gave us all a scare you know"I said and then came and sat down on my bed "We all thought that you where diening"He said and i could see that there was more to his statement but i relay didnt care all i cared about at this moment was that i could sit by him and not be embarrassed.
"Sorry"I said and i meaned it wasnt it enough for my parent think i was kidnapped and now they think im dieing hesh im a living time bom
"S'ok everyone wanted to know where Chris was though"He said and then his eyes darkend
"Aand did you tell them?"I asked and i hoped he didnt coz i realy didnt need more reson to make my parent feel bad
"Ya i did"He smiled which made me suspiouses"I had to all but call the police to stop them from going to him and you mom kicking his sorry ass to new mexico"H said and then he was realy smiling and i realized that what Chris did was painful for Mark to for he also felt my pain
"And then he shows up coz he gets a call from who knows,and your dad actuly hit him"And then he must have seen my face when he told me this.My dad HIT a vampire was he mad!And. . .wait he is here no,no,no!I dont wanna see him!
"Dont worry Zack,your dad is fine actuly he is happy coz he got a good punch he and there"He said and then smiled but a second later he was frowning"But Chris is a different storie all together"He said and then he cocked his head to the side and said"Speak of devil"He said and then he turned to the door.And then seconds later the door opened and Chris steped inside.
"Hey.I see you are awake"He siad and smiled that smile i love but right now all i could do from getting out of this bed and walking up to him and puching his guts out was to hold Marks hand as hard as i could
"Get out!"Me and Mark said at the same time
"Hey what did i do wrong"He said and put up his hands like you would do when a police man invedtgated you but it actuly looked like he didnt know what was wrong,Asshole
"You know exactly what you did"I growled,wait!I growled COOL!
"Ok im sorry Zack you know i am why wont you belive me"He said.And then i didnt even need to say anything coz Mark got up at grabbed Chris by his collor and threw him out the door and i truly and honestly couldent help but grin at Mark coz he did the one thing i realy wanted to do.
"Thanx"I said and then opened my arms when he came to sit nexto me and he hugged me and it wasnt weird or anything it felt. . . . natural like i belonged in his arms
"No problem i wanted to hit him but i thought better of myself"He said and then pulled out of my hug but still held my hand .And at that moment my brother woke up with a HUGE yawn
"ZACK!Your awake!"He said then flew out of the chair and hugged me
"Ya I did and im glad you where one of the first to greet me how are you?"I asked and i meaned the question.How was he?He just saw his sister close to death and must have being terified
"Im happy that you are alright but im kinda sad that you like figured out your a vamp"He said and then hung his head
"Wwait. . . .You knew?"I asked and i knew i should be mad but i wasnt i was actuly feeling guilty but i dont know why
"Well ya me and dad are both vamp but we didnt want to rewin your life by telling you so we guessed that you would figure it out someday but then you got and date and vamp and fall pregnant how is that not obvies"He said and then he was shaking his head
"Wait you know im pregnant?"I said and then i saw pain in his eyes but i didnt know from what
"Ya.Thats the reson your in hospital know Zack"He said and then looked at Mark and then Mark nodded.
"And you arnt pregnant anymore, Zack,you lost the babey"He said and then he looked up at me and i saw that there was understanding in his eyes from somthing.And then I burst out crying.I didnt belive it how was that possible how i could i lose the beby i ddint do anything wrong i was so carful and i loved my baby from day one even after what happened with Chris i still loved my baby and know it was just gone.My dream of a little boy in my arms looking up at me with green eyes and with little blonde hair on his head.Aand then i felt arms on me not just 2 pair but 5 pair of arms aorund me and i knew the 5 one was my best friend in the whole world and the other my family and one pair that ment almost more than the others was Marks he was going through all this pain with me and was going through all this for me and why I hadnt done anything for him at all but when he murmed these simple words it was clear that i wasnt just feeling this feeling towards him alone he also felt it
"I love"He murmed in my ear and the only people to hear was my mom(Read my mind)And my brother that was my best friend in so many ways and when he heard Mark say this he looked into my eyes and smiled and it that smile i saw that he was saying that i deserved Mark more than anything and i was so happy i started crying both sad and happy tears. . . weird.And i heard 4 giggles from the crowed aroung me
This is all i can say soo far coz Zack wont come and type down anything but she is starting to come around her and Mark talk of course but now they have imprited(Weird i know dont ask)so she cant help but talk to her and Mark can tell what she is thinking anyway so i guess that makes sense but now we are headed but home to Joburg so that Zack and Mark can by a house and hopfuly next time when there is a blog its typed from Zack
Jesse
Friday, June 4, 2010
Mo. . .mom!
A small woman came to the door when i knocked and she well looked beutiful.She had blonde hair well apart from the pink which i dont even think was die coz it looked soo nateral.Mabey she was born with pink hair like i had the small but rather bright blue in my hair in which you can only see when you actuly look.Mabey it was somthing that all vampires get?But just as i thought it i saw in the corner of my eye i saw Mark shake his head.Well then how did we both have this colourin our hair i have never in my life coloured my hair.
"The reson your hair is like this is because you are my child and all my child have the colour that represents them on there bodies"Said the woman and then i actuly saw her she was small and petiet but i could see that she was a worrier for she had scars all over her body(well the parts that i can see)but they didnt look like scares or imperfectins they lokked right on her.And then somthing hit me how could she know what i was thinking.
"No man!youve got to be kidding me why cant i have one person around me that cant read my mind"I said and then i saw that my. . .mom(it was still hard to think it with her around me for i thought she hated me and Zac but mabey she did)and Mark where both smiling
"Well Alexander its not that common to have so many mind readers in one place so i guess that you are lucky"She said but i realised that she called me Alexander.
"Ummm. . Alexander isnt my name"I said and it wasnt the last time i heard someone call me that was when i was at the casle and Marks dad came into the room where we were talking.
"Well yes it is but you grew up with the name Zack, for your father and I said he would call you that while you grew up so that you didnt brag attention from the vampires around you but i see you have"She said and then looked at Mark and he frowned
"Im not holding her hostidge im actuly trying to protect her from-"He said but he couldent finish the senense for my mom finished it for him
"Your father"She said with a frown on her face and i would have known from a mile that was my mom for i had that egzact same kind of face.Then she motioned to the door and said.
"Well you better come inside because Marks father is probly got somthing following you"She said and then she was gone.
"Where did she go?"I asked Mark
"Well she is as fast as you Zack so i guess that tells us where you got your speed"He said and then i noticed that he was talking to himself,strange i dont think that is well normal for a price mabey he is going crazy.
"Im not crazy,Zack'He said and then i knew he was talking to me and he was smiling at me.
"Well you never know"I said and then i was also smiling
"Come on kids we dont have all night your friend is going to wake up soon"Said a voice from a small room that was lime green in colour which is odd for a mother but what was more odd was there wher people in the room with my mom
"Z.zac"I said and i was stuttering"Dad"I said and then ran into my fathers arms while i was crying
"The reson your hair is like this is because you are my child and all my child have the colour that represents them on there bodies"Said the woman and then i actuly saw her she was small and petiet but i could see that she was a worrier for she had scars all over her body(well the parts that i can see)but they didnt look like scares or imperfectins they lokked right on her.And then somthing hit me how could she know what i was thinking.
"No man!youve got to be kidding me why cant i have one person around me that cant read my mind"I said and then i saw that my. . .mom(it was still hard to think it with her around me for i thought she hated me and Zac but mabey she did)and Mark where both smiling
"Well Alexander its not that common to have so many mind readers in one place so i guess that you are lucky"She said but i realised that she called me Alexander.
"Ummm. . Alexander isnt my name"I said and it wasnt the last time i heard someone call me that was when i was at the casle and Marks dad came into the room where we were talking.
"Well yes it is but you grew up with the name Zack, for your father and I said he would call you that while you grew up so that you didnt brag attention from the vampires around you but i see you have"She said and then looked at Mark and he frowned
"Im not holding her hostidge im actuly trying to protect her from-"He said but he couldent finish the senense for my mom finished it for him
"Your father"She said with a frown on her face and i would have known from a mile that was my mom for i had that egzact same kind of face.Then she motioned to the door and said.
"Well you better come inside because Marks father is probly got somthing following you"She said and then she was gone.
"Where did she go?"I asked Mark
"Well she is as fast as you Zack so i guess that tells us where you got your speed"He said and then i noticed that he was talking to himself,strange i dont think that is well normal for a price mabey he is going crazy.
"Im not crazy,Zack'He said and then i knew he was talking to me and he was smiling at me.
"Well you never know"I said and then i was also smiling
"Come on kids we dont have all night your friend is going to wake up soon"Said a voice from a small room that was lime green in colour which is odd for a mother but what was more odd was there wher people in the room with my mom
"Z.zac"I said and i was stuttering"Dad"I said and then ran into my fathers arms while i was crying
Noooooo! I dont want to do this!
Hey there.Im sorry i was gone, Z finaly came out of her room but it was just coz she was sick of the hunger strick so know she comes out now and then just so that she can get some food but she doesnt talk to me or Justin or even Mark.But im going to carry on from where she left off using this weird memory stick she uses and she has named it 'lily' so she has written down all the stuff im just downloding it.Well lets get going.
"Wow"I said
"Wow"Siad Mark and he looked like he had never seen anything like it before
"What you are looking at me like im an alien come on you must have seen this before"I said and then i got a little worried.What if i was a weirdo?Well i already was so thats not gonna do much bad for me.
"Noo, its just that i have never seen a girl do that only guys can do that and well you aint a guy right"He said with a smile playing at his lips.
"NOOO!!!Im not a guy and i will prove it"I said and then just realised what i had said.What is wrong with me?Im soo stupid!And then an image poped into my mind of me looking into my mirror when i was like 1 year younger and i was just getting dressed and i noticed a scare just under my left breast and i was studying it.
"Ohhhh. . . You look fine,babe"He said and then he was realy smiling
"Ohhh. . screw you"I said and then i ran and hit him but not hard but he still flinched
"maan dude your strong!"He said and then took a step back
"Im sorry"I said and then we where off
"Slow down!"He said
The senery was beutiful.When you think about it you think that everything would be a huge blurr but it wasnt it was as perfect as it was when you walk on your own and it was especialy awsome coz when we where in this weird place i saw a beach but it was even better coz there was a couple lieing on the beach with the sun just begging to rise.
"How come they cant see us?"I asked.I was awfuly curies coz why couldent they see him or me for we where right in front of them
"You have a liquid inside of you that makes you well how do i say this so that you can understand,you are now inviseble to every one but me and Jesse for she took the same drink"He said like he was telling this to a 5 year old
"Wow!Can you give me the ingreditants"I asked
"Mabey another time because we are at your mothers house"He said and i looked infront of us and all i saw was a little wooden house that was built for ,what 2 people which was a shock.Wouldent my mom live in a big house,since she was the most power full vampire in all the world or somthin.
"Ummm. . . is this her house?"I asked a little bit shocked,but i realized that i was just speaking in a whisper
"Ya.What did you expect a huge mantion with the works"He asked inbeetween laughs
"Well yes i did expect that"I said
'Well too bad"He said and then turned serious"Well come on lets nock on the door"He said and then he began to walk to the door.
"Ok i guess"I said and then i was at the door
"Slow down,Z!"He said and then he was nexto me
Ok so i was scared what if she wasnt my mom.What if she moved?Oh no what if she moved then i would have to talk to strangers.But i had to so this.I had to do this today or never.I like to say i would rather do this later.Then i knocked on the door.
"Wow"I said
"Wow"Siad Mark and he looked like he had never seen anything like it before
"What you are looking at me like im an alien come on you must have seen this before"I said and then i got a little worried.What if i was a weirdo?Well i already was so thats not gonna do much bad for me.
"Noo, its just that i have never seen a girl do that only guys can do that and well you aint a guy right"He said with a smile playing at his lips.
"NOOO!!!Im not a guy and i will prove it"I said and then just realised what i had said.What is wrong with me?Im soo stupid!And then an image poped into my mind of me looking into my mirror when i was like 1 year younger and i was just getting dressed and i noticed a scare just under my left breast and i was studying it.
"Ohhhh. . . You look fine,babe"He said and then he was realy smiling
"Ohhh. . screw you"I said and then i ran and hit him but not hard but he still flinched
"maan dude your strong!"He said and then took a step back
"Im sorry"I said and then we where off
"Slow down!"He said
The senery was beutiful.When you think about it you think that everything would be a huge blurr but it wasnt it was as perfect as it was when you walk on your own and it was especialy awsome coz when we where in this weird place i saw a beach but it was even better coz there was a couple lieing on the beach with the sun just begging to rise.
"How come they cant see us?"I asked.I was awfuly curies coz why couldent they see him or me for we where right in front of them
"You have a liquid inside of you that makes you well how do i say this so that you can understand,you are now inviseble to every one but me and Jesse for she took the same drink"He said like he was telling this to a 5 year old
"Wow!Can you give me the ingreditants"I asked
"Mabey another time because we are at your mothers house"He said and i looked infront of us and all i saw was a little wooden house that was built for ,what 2 people which was a shock.Wouldent my mom live in a big house,since she was the most power full vampire in all the world or somthin.
"Ummm. . . is this her house?"I asked a little bit shocked,but i realized that i was just speaking in a whisper
"Ya.What did you expect a huge mantion with the works"He asked inbeetween laughs
"Well yes i did expect that"I said
'Well too bad"He said and then turned serious"Well come on lets nock on the door"He said and then he began to walk to the door.
"Ok i guess"I said and then i was at the door
"Slow down,Z!"He said and then he was nexto me
Ok so i was scared what if she wasnt my mom.What if she moved?Oh no what if she moved then i would have to talk to strangers.But i had to so this.I had to do this today or never.I like to say i would rather do this later.Then i knocked on the door.
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